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2009-04-02T10:32:00.001+08:00

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I am so glad

2009-03-07T21:12:00.002+08:00

todae,i am so glad. beccause i have done a great thing for my blog.

2009-03-07T01:27:00.001+08:00

i go to sleep

emilys-bd-08

2009-03-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

my weekends were well spent..
Sat was work at Hanabi..
damn bored..this Sat they dun need me to work..
overrated of staffs..sianz..
ok..after work, MF, Ling n I went Taka n had our lunch..
damn happy cos i ate till very full n cos i had wad i was craving for..
organ lesson..
impro A n B AGAIN..
every week same things..jus diff pieces..
normal..HAHA! i haven been practicing on my electone for months..GG liao..
but all of us same same la..
dunno why..i haf passion for things like Travelling, Aviation, Electone, Sailing..
BUT there's always something which is hindering my way! I dunno why n wad's the reason..
Sun..TreeTop Walk at Macritchie..
weather was superb! no rain no sun..
we hiked from Mac to Bt Timah..
i kept on laughing la..
b4 reaching the water pipes there, i fell ON THE MUD..
LOL!! see la..Karma..
pics..but still got a lot at KT there..not in sequence..
this one not emo..it's called style!
MARY!JT..
Mary..
ME..
HAPPY!
ytd celebrated Emily's belated birthday..
cos she went on cruise trip during her BD..
Sakura(the Thai Chinese Zi Cha) for dinner..
wanted to catch a movie but nth interest us..
movie chamber FULL..
we ended up at The Balcony..
my 1st, n also 1st legal entree into a pub..
pics shall do the talking..dinner..
at Marriott hotel's toilet..LOL!!
at The Balcony..
this time round no cakes but cupcakes!
SW's Southern Beach, Eli's Strawberry Margarita n Emily's Sex on the Beach..
my Snowball, MF's China Blue n Ling's Japanese Slipper..
all the pics for the day!
today, Hui Xian passed me my rather belated present..
Thanks a lot gal! appreciated and love you!
supposedly going out today n tml but postponed..
be true to urself

上海迪斯尼乐园

2009-02-26T18:40:00.001+08:00

上海迪斯尼乐园建好后，大家要来看我！

记住，要来看我。小熊维尼。

shanghai-dishini

2009-02-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

上海迪士尼，很快就要启动了。

小熊维尼，来中国大陆的日子也越来越近了。

xiaoxiongweini donghuapian

2009-02-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

小熊维尼19部动画片大全
http://www.tudou.com/playlist/id/1213674/

xiaoxiongweini wanju

2009-02-16T14:57:00.000+08:00

点击，进入淘宝店，查看小熊维尼玩具
http://list.taobao.com/browse/0/0.htm?key_word_ex=620

小熊维尼的故事

2009-02-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

小熊维尼的故事很多，今后，我会慢慢的告诉大家。

你对小熊维尼有什么想法和看法，欢迎留言。大家一起讨论，一起畅想。

让我们把“我爱小熊维尼”打造成一个专业的小熊维尼空间。

上海迪士尼

2009-02-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

上海迪士尼乐园，建好之后，大家就可以看到可爱的小熊维尼了。

小熊維尼新書重返百畝森林 Return to the Hundred Acre Wood

2009-02-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

備受全世界喜愛的小熊維尼睽違80年後，即將重新出發探險。英美出版商已獲得新書授權，最快今年10月續集就會上市，讓讀者再睹維尼的可愛風采。
第三部續集重返百畝森林
新作《重返百畝森林》（Return to the Hundred Acre Wood ）是小熊維尼系列故事的第三部續集，其前身是由原作者米恩（A.A. Milne）和知名插畫家雪帕德（E.H.Shepard）於1926年聯手創作的《噗噗熊維尼》(Winnie the Pooh)，以及1928年的《小熊維尼角落的房子》（The House at Pooh Corner）。
新書內容將由小說家兼劇作家班尼迪克特（David Benedictus）操刀，英國藝術家伯吉斯（Mark Burgess）繪圖，出版商為英國約格曼出版公司（Egmont）與企鵝集團（Penguine）旗下的達頓童書（Dutton），預定10月5日面世。
維尼作者的財產監護人布朗說：「多年來，我們不斷期盼有一天能推出小熊維尼的故事續集，讓更多的人認識原著。」
他表示，維尼是世界馳名的童書，已被翻譯成多國語言，相信班尼迪克特和伯吉斯能抓住原著精髓，保留原汁原味。
小熊維尼個性純真可愛，雖然圓滾滾的體型有點笨拙，腦筋也不太靈光，但他心地善良，最愛大口吃蜂蜜，是百畝森林的開心果，也廣受大人小孩歡迎。
在上集故事尾聲，維尼和好朋友羅賓準備前往寄宿學校，告別了小豬皮傑和驢子伊爾等百畝森林的夥伴。
出版商不願透露新書劇情，不過，班尼迪克特表示，他希望續集能和原著相得益彰，同時保留米恩的原始創作概念：不論發生何事，小男孩和他的小熊都會繼續玩耍。
商機很驚人授權紛爭不斷
雖然維尼只是填充玩具熊，其背後蘊藏的商機卻非常的驚人，由於各界都想分一杯羹，維尼的授權紛爭卻從未間斷過。
原作者米恩最早在1930年把北美的商品授權賣給斯萊辛傑（Stephen Slesinger）家族，後者又再轉讓部分授權給迪士尼集團。
至今兩家公司和米恩的孫女仍為授權問題纏訟不休。

Winnie The Pooh 的由來

2009-02-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

小熊维尼（英文：Winnie the Pooh，或简称Pooh）是一只由A.A.米尔恩为了他的儿子所创造出来的漫画熊，而后由华特?迪士尼公司购入后经过重新绘制，推出后因为其可爱的外型与憨厚的个性，而迅速成为世界知名的熊之一：而后为了要区别不同风格的两种画风维尼，于是便称呼米尔恩时期由E.H.Shepard所绘制的维尼为「古典维尼」（Classic Pooh）。

另外，虽然「Winnie」是一个女性的名字，但「小熊维尼」却是一头雄性的小熊，这是因为「Winnie」这个字其实是米尔恩所参考的小熊其家乡加拿大缅尼托巴省的首府温尼伯（Winnipeg）的简称；
而「Pooh」则是因为小熊维尼在吹走停在他鼻子上的蜜蜂时，嘴里会发出Pooh、Pooh的声音而来。

历史起源（古典维尼）维尼的命名是由米尔恩的儿子克里斯多福?罗宾?米尔恩的生日礼物绒毛玩具熊而来，还有其他角色大部分也是根据克里斯多福的玩具而命名，但是其中瑞比跟猫头鹰则是根据真实世界中的动物来命名的。而克里斯多福则是根据他跟父亲在伦敦动物园里看到的那只从加拿大缅尼托巴省首府温尼伯来的熊而命名他的生日礼物绒毛玩具熊。角色克里斯多福?羅賓（Christopher Robin）

根據米爾恩的兒子克里斯多福?羅賓?米爾恩所創造出來的小男孩角色，是維尼的主要人類朋友，常常親暱的對維尼說「小笨熊（Silly old bear）」。

小熊维尼（Winnie the Pooh）主角熊，身体为黄橘色，只穿着红色的上衣，主食是蜂蜜；虽然常常因为脑袋小而提供错误解决办法，不过对朋友很讲义气。

小豬（Piglet）跳跳虎（Tigger）瑞比（Rabbit）屹耳（Eeyore）古佛（Gopher）貓頭鷹（Oel）袋鼠媽媽（Kanga）小荳（Roo）嘟嘟（Lumpy）

相关影音作品

迪士尼经典动画长片第22部：小熊维尼历险记（The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh，1977年3月11日美国首映）

迪士尼电影版卡通跳跳虎历险记（The Tigger Movie，2000年2月11日美国首映）

小猪大行动（Piglet's Big Movie，2003年美国首映）

小熊维尼之长鼻怪大冒险（Pooh's Heffalump Movie，2005年美国首映）

补充时间：2006-07-11 10:28 迪士尼录影带首映

小熊维尼寻找罗宾（Pooh's Grand Adventure:The Search for Christopher Robin，1997年8月4日美国首映）

小熊维尼：嘟嘟的万圣节历险（Pooh's Heffalump Halloween Movie，2005年美国首映）

小熊维尼历险记

2009-02-04T20:15:00.000+08:00

中文名称：小熊维尼历险记
　　英文名称：The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
　　资源类型：DVDRip
　　版本：国英双语
　　发行时间：1977年
　　电影导演：John Lounsbery
　　Wolfgang Reitherman
　　电影演员：Sebastian Cabot
　　Junius Matthews
　　Barbara Luddy
　　Howard Morris
　　John Fiedler
　　Ralph Wright
　　Hal Smith
　　地区：美国
　　语言：普通话,英语
　　制作团队：汉风
　　简介：
　　【作品名称】The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
　　【中文翻译】小熊维尼历险记
　　【在美推出】１９７７年３月１１日
　　【片长时间】约７４分钟
　　【作品类别】迪士尼第２２部经典动画，中篇合辑剧情动画片
　　【特殊记录】迪士尼唯一将旧作集结而成的经典动画
　　【配　音】中英双语
　　【字　幕】外挂繁体中文/英文，点击下载
　　【段落名称】
　　本片是将之前所拍的三部『小熊维尼』短篇动画集合，重新在戏院上映︰
　　1. 小熊维尼与蜂蜜树﹙Winnie the Pooh and the Honey Tree﹚-１９６６
　　2. 小熊维尼与大风吹﹙Winnie the Pooh and the Blustery Day﹚-１９６８
　　3. 小熊维尼与跳跳虎﹙Winnie the Pooh and Tigger Too﹚-１９７４
　　【原著取材】改编自英国作家 A. A. Milne 的作品《Winnie the Pooh》系列
　　【内容介绍】
　　Winnie the Pooh 是英国作家 A. A. Milne 笔下一只十分爱吃蜂蜜的熊，他其实是一个小男孩 Christopher Robin 的玩具熊，Robin 想像他和这只熊住在一个叫“百亩森林”的地方，当地还有许多其他的动物邻居伙伴们，像是兔子 Rabbit、小猪 Piglet、跳跳虎 Tigger …等等，这一切的故事都是 Robin 所想像出来的。迪士尼首度於１９６６年推出“小熊维尼与蜂蜜树”立刻深获好评，之后的“小熊维尼与大风吹”更拿到当年奥斯卡金像奖最佳短篇动画奖项，“小熊维尼与跳跳虎”也获得提名，所以在１９７７年时，迪士尼将此三部 Pooh 的短片集合成一部电影在戏院上映，成为迪士尼的第２２部经典动画－【小熊维尼历险记】。本片录影带原本在美国都是三段分开来发行的，一直到１９９６年才首度正式发行完整电影版的录影带，一上市居然大热卖！Winnie the Pooh 还真是迪士尼人气最旺的小熊啊！
　　【关联作品】
　　1997 - 小熊维尼寻找罗宾（Pooh's Grand Adventure）《影音产品首映》
　　2000 - 跳跳虎历险记（The Tigger Movie）《电影版卡通》
　　2003 - 小猪大行动（Piglet's Big Movie）《电影版卡通》
　　2004 - 小熊维尼：春天的百亩森林（WTP: Springtime with Roo）《影音产品首映》
　　2005 - 小熊维尼之长鼻怪大冒险（Pooh's Heffalump Movie）《电影版卡通》
　　2005 - 小熊维尼之长鼻怪万圣历险（Pooh's Heffalump Halloween）《影音产品首映》
　　【制作编导】
　　本片是由 Wolfgang Reitherman 担任制片，John Lounsbery 、Wolfgang Reitherman 共同担任执导，编剧则是由 Ken Anderson 、Xavier Arencio 、Ted Berman 、Larry Clemmons 、Eric Cleworth 、Vance Gerry 共同完成。
　　【音乐制作】
　　迪士尼的【小熊维尼】这三段作品歌曲都是由夏曼兄弟﹙Richard M. Sherman & Robert B. Sherman﹚作曲、作词。
　　【歌曲名称】
　　1. Winnie the Pooh
　　2. Up, Down, and Touch the Ground
　　3. Rumbly in My Tumbly
　　4. Little Black Rain Cloud
　　5. Mind Over Matter
　　6. A Rather Blustery Day
　　7. The Wonderful Thing About Tigger
　　8. The Rain, Rain, Rain Came Down, Down, Down
　　9. Heffalumps and Woozles
　　10. Hip Hip Pooh-Ray
　　【奥斯卡纪录】
　　“小熊维尼与大风吹”获得奥斯卡最佳短篇动画奖 - 1968
　　“小熊维尼与跳跳虎”获得奥斯卡最佳短篇动画提名 - 1974
　　【相关发行】
　　录影带早已发行，ＤＶＤ则於２００２年推出。电影原声带并未发行收录配乐和原唱的版本，但有发行歌曲和故事专辑。在本片推出后迪士尼还陆续拍了很多 Pooh 的作品，到了１９８８年还推出电视版的【小熊维尼历险记】卡通影集，还有真人假扮演出的儿童节目【小熊维尼新乐园】，之后又推出３Ｄ制作的【小熊维尼故事书】影集。而由原著最后一章改编的录影带首映系列作品【小熊维尼寻找罗宾】於１９９７年８月推出，２０００年并推出电影【跳跳虎历险记】，之后还有多部电影陆续推出。而且在佛罗里达迪士尼世界神奇王国的游乐设施『小熊维尼历险记』就是出自本片，东京迪士尼乐园２０００年也推出类似的游乐设施『小熊维尼猎蜜记』。
　　小熊维尼历险记（The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh，1977年）是迪士尼第22部经典动画长片。

fiopooh

2009-02-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

fiopooh

vor-finally-ended-today

2009-01-19T02:55:00.000+08:00

VOR finally ended today..
so tired man..
ytd started work at 12pm and ended at 8..
then sentry duty..
same shift as Mr Goat..
1st shift got Jeremy at least still got some things to talk..
then 2nd shift..silence..i told him already..of so many sailors, i got the least things to talk to him..haha!

then today started work at 8am..
on land that time damn giddy man..
cos we all rested at the house boat ytd..
then the VOR boats left for Qing Dao at arnd 11am..
then blah blah blah..
during lunch that time i no appetite sia..
i think cos of the giddiness and the weather..
after a while ok la..no big deal..
everything ended at 4pm and we sped back to PM..
only left at 7plus..
dinner and home-d..

happy and fun times are over..
gonna start mugging like crazy already..
and after which, ITP..then back to sch again..
so sian man!

i'm so gonna miss my group of sailors..

be true to urself

10:55 PM

everything-went-well-today

2009-01-16T14:29:00.000+08:00

everything went well today..
going to sch..shopping and buffet..
then went for a talk abt Tourism and Casino Management..
this is wad i call PASSION..
Chem Engine is jus a demanded "passion"..
i'm only interested in stuff like Pyrotechnics but dunno whether Chem Engineers can be accepted anot..Singapore like also not much prospect for this..
till now, i'm still regretting it..
anyway, the talk is good but things can be improved..

i reached home..
then my brothers and i were quarrelling over some stupid stuff..
then my dad scolded us..he damn sad la..
we so old already still quarrel over stupid things..

be true to urself

10:29 PM

Tues-Volvo Ocean Race

2009-01-08T02:57:00.000+08:00

Tues- Volvo Ocean Race..
the 10 of us started our day transporting the powerboats from PM to One Degree..
I was damn sad-ded even b4 things started..
my hp died..
kana seawater..and i was so retarded man..only realised after ZZZ mins..
nvm lo..since the phone is kinda dead b4 hand..
so crap la..

actually this day only do some preparations and knowing wad to do only..
we spent dunno how many hrs doing the slicing all that..
ended at 6 plus..

today- helped out for transportation of Picos from PM to SP..
then went work..
work is damn sianz..only 7 tables wif not more than 30 pax..

and i got a srs heart attack sia..
i was closing the door after the customer walked in..
then the door "piang"..not breaking of glass..but tic tic tic piang piang those sound..
i was.. stunned.. i cant figure out wad happened..damn scary..
that time the fluorescent lamp explode in front of me i damn scared liao..
i thought this time wad glass break..stupid sia..
LOL!!

g900

2009-01-07T03:24:00.000+08:00

this is the Ferrari that YL and I saw on Fri..last time also saw the same one..she's too happy to see it..haha!

i'm a happy girl!
haha..for today? i hope everyday also like this..
actually not that happy la..
but some things jus make me smile easily..
sch is jus as boring..
PT cancelled cos a pathetic no. of ppl went(Pat, Jere, Genuine n I)..
actually wanna go bowling wan..
ended up having dinner and catching a movie titled The Women..
o yea, ZY and SS joined us..
i was too high after eating cos i thought of some stuff that happened..
the movie was kinda not really comedy to me..
i didnt really laugh..
but the girl beside me, Patricia, was laughing like crazy..
after that, went home..
i was even happier when i reached home.
cos i got a new phone..
hehe..
Thanks to my Elder Brother..
noe why he so good, cos he got his dream phone..
but of course i will be paying him la..
and he where got so good will pay for me..LOL!though this is not as good as his dream phone, i still love it..
many bad/good things had happened to the ppl arnd me..
i must stay strong and be optimistic no matter wad..
so do you guys(my friends, sailors, family) too!
be true to urself

illusion-can-someone-tell-me-meaning-of

2009-01-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

Saturday, January 03, 2009
illusion?can someone tell me the meaning of this?sorry but i didnt mean to be so emo now..this is not wad a friend does..this is wad an enemy will do..from now on, we are jus strangers..not even a hi-bye friend..i nv knew a person like you..i'm being so silly..o yea, ytd R asked me abt my new year resolution..so i told him..then he said I must be greedy..if not next time easily bullied..i was like..only a resolution dun need so serious bah..ok..from now on, i will be more greedy..i wont be that soft hearten person..some of you should haf noticed that i'm starting to change..i dunno why too...dun ask me..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEEP SHEEP!! haha! she's 10 years old today!n yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XAVIER TAN!! so sorry, my sheep jus happen to fall on the same day..LOL!
be true to urself
11:01 PM

Happy 2009

2009-01-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

Friday, January 02, 2009
Happy 2009!

The last day of 2008 was spent wif Ling, GS, Eli and MF..
GS, Ling and I went for dinner..then met up wif Eli..
Then to find MF..
wanted to go Marina Barrage wan..
Reached Marina Bay train station and they told us Marina Barrage was full..cant go..
So gotta detour..
Ended up at Fullerton Hotel’s outside to watch fireworks..

Fireworks was nice..esp the last part..however, I expected more..GREEDY!

After we left that super duper crowded place, we went to town..
Eli left while SW and Attlee(GS's friend) joined us..

bought the 3:30AM tics for Lady Cop n Papa Crook..
went HK cafe chilled and played some games..
Connector, Bang Bang and Black Magic..
LOL!

alrites..i spent another $10 sleeping in the cinema..
3rd time already..1st time was that Babylon, 2nd- Coffin..and this time..
at least got watch for like 20mins? i really sleepy so jus felt asleep like that..
but 1 weird thing is that i will auto wake up when the movie ended..

movie ended and cabbed home wif MF n SW..
slept from 6AM-2PM..1st time that i slept beyond 12pm..
baked cookies ytd..
today sch..
I almost died during Heat Transfer lecture..so sleepy..
jus came back from work like an hr ago..zz..today's work so sian man..

O yea!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS NG HUI XIAN!!
came back quick! we're gonna go singing!!

my last ic for 2008..Mint choco chunk from Ben's n Jerry..

bye bye 2008..
this is Elizabeth Tan!
1st time you see me doing this kinda things..LOL!

mummy and daughter!

easy to guess bah..

trying hard to act dao..

dear MF!

Let's welcome 2009!

i love this a lot!

Friends Forever!

forgotten who thought of wanting to do this..

and this..credits to MF for the 3 pics..

style..Hearty and Wu Ming!

Thanks to our Photographer ar, my Daddy!

my BFF is sleepy!

the 3 crazy laughing devils!

see the no. of ppl..scary!
1st Fireworks of 2009! dun think adding it to my collection for 2008..cos it starts at 12AM..

cookies! i baked one..not pre-made wan..
alrites! tml gonna work morning..tc ppl!

31st-dec-08

2009-01-01T05:56:00.000+08:00

1stly, Happy Birthday to my dear Sheepbish and my y.brother!
30 dec..
went to haf some chinese food at Yum Cha ytd..
to my dear Sheepbish, will buy you a cake on SS BD ok?

this will be the last post of the year..
last year this time, i was in Genting for new year countdown..
and now, it's gonna be 2009 in abt 10 hrs time..
n my gals and I will be watching FIREWORKS!!!

Eli and I are FIREWORKS fanatics!
die die wanna watch..
haha!

hope that wad i haf planned for later will not fail!
good weather now..hope it will maintain like this till tml!

2008 has sort of ended wif lots of happenings..
1stly, fireworks madness..i've watched abt 7-8 fireworks shows this year..

2ndly, camps, drinking sessions..these are nth special but all the bondings are worth it!

3rdly, new job at Hanabi..get to noe more ppl..able to get along wif..

4thly, cried a lot..and too many conflicts happened..almost gonna go crazy at that point of time..but i'm glad that i'm standing strong..

5thly, some Friends haf come and go..while the others stay by my side(for which i feel grateful)..w/o them, i dunno wad to do..

6thly, i'm super touched on this day 28 Sep..the most memorable BD through this 18 years..followed by last year..

lastly, Hong Kong in June, Malacca jus few days back..i'm happy enough to be out for short trips though they are not where i wanna go..

i a happy girl afterall that has happened..cos all the bad happenings are nth at all..

resolutions? only 1..
everything will be smooth sailing!

Volvo Ocean Race is on the way! needa skip some lessons..must work extremely hard..n lucky us got LOA..once in a lifetime experience..

be true to urself

alrights

2008-12-22T03:30:00.000+08:00

alrights..
no emo post..
gave sailing a miss today..overslept..
jus came back from work quite a while..
today very slack..
and things do happen..
shall not say wad happened..
but everyone give in to each other then ok liao..
BUT, customers are not always rite..

had something yummy! lol!!
was full after eating..
o yea, had Tang Yuan this afternoon..
my mum cooked a lot of it..

lovely..
i'm left wif 20% of heat transfer assignment..
binsan formal report left wif synopsis and intro..(i noe it's weird of me doing other sections 1st..)
gonna complete the formal report and ht assignment die die by Tues..
tml n Tues working full..Wed going out..Thur onwards no time..

ok..
feel bored? feel free to do this even if i didnt tag you..

1. Where is your cell phone? table
2. Where is your significant other? lol! dun haf..
3. Your hair color? black
4. Your mother or father loves you more? daddy!
5. What is your dream guy or gal like? sunshine guy, cute, romantic, caring, meticulous, and he loves me more than i love him..
6. Your favorite thing? my precious handphone..
7. Your ambition? pilot
8. Your dream/goal? aviation or tourism job!
9. What time is it now? 11:54pm
10. Your hobby? too many to name..you should noe if you noe me..
11. Your fear? lost/kidnapped in nowhere n cant come back forever..
12. Where do you want to be in 4 years time? in the skies!
13. Where were you last evening? jus finished organ lesson..
14. What you're not? the one whom i'm not..LOL!
15. One of your wish-list items? watch the aurora and green sunset wif the ONE!
16. Where you grew up? SG
17. The last thing you did? snacking..
18. Lefty or righty? righty
19. Your TV? a HD TV..that's all i will described it as..
20. Your pet? no pet..maybe next time..
21. Your computer? laptop..a lousy wan..
23. Missing someone? nah..no one to think of..
24. Your car? Pagani Cinque!! LMAO!! i dun even haf a license..
25. Soda or root beer? er..i dun really like both..root beer bah..
26. Favorite store? AX..
27. Summer or winter? Summer..though i like snowing..
28. Dogs or cats? tough qn..both can?
29. Your favorite color? blue..
30. When is the last time you laughed? jus now during work..
31. Last time you cried? jus now before starting of work..
32. Are you crazy? depends on who i'm with..HAHA!
33. Favorite day? FRIDAY!
34. Favorite Past Time? snacking..
35. Are you a hater or a Lover? lover..LOL! i feel very difficult to live my life hating someone..
37. Enemies or strangers? strangers..
38. Anime or drama? drama of course..
39. Jam or butter? butter..
40. McCAIN or OBAMA? OBAMA! he rocks!
41. Plastic or natural? natural..
42. What kind of person are you? a snacker, aviation and travelling freak, sea person, dessert freak and of course a friendly person!
43. any wish? XXX..cannot say out..

7 people to tag! (alphabetical order)
1)Cheryl Ling
2)Elizabeth
3)Mary
4)Mei Fang
5)my god sis..you noe who you are..
6)Joo Ting
7)Shu Wen

2008-12-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it!

is this fooling me??!?!?!

how i wish it didnt happened at all..
coincidence is all i can say..

anyway, Christmas is coming!!
but b4 that, going out wif my dear gals on the eve!
gonna exchange pressies!! and not forgetting to take lotsa pics!
excited!!

i haf prepared a list of resolutions for 2009..
some quite unrealistic la..will change them..LOL!

stay tune for more updates!
shall go back to do my reports..sobz man..
i half way through for all of the reports/assignments..
only 1 is gonna be completed soon..DIE!

be true to urself

yet-another-t3-day

2008-12-19T01:49:00.001+08:00

today's an awesome day!!
i'm very :D

met up wif Xian and Ling..
went to T3..yes..dun say i'm crazy..
that will be my other home soon! (hopefully..HAHA!)

we managed to catch some planes landing and taking off..n that brighten up my day!

random..
next time my bf damn easy life la..
bring me go see planes/fireworks/haf some lightsticks and spraklers can liao..
but he will be damn SIANZ..HAHA!
actually i will feel blissful enough wif him arnd..

then we walked abt and decided to go Chinatown for Dim Sum buffet!
cos i was too hungry and kept on wanting to eat Dim Sum..WAHAHA!!

Yum Cha's Dim Sum buffet!!!!
it costs each person $16.80++..
price is alrite..

after which, went to Bugis and shopped..
then Xian left..
so, we went to Vivo..
to see the christmas tree..LOL!

window shopped and..nth attracts me..wad a disappointment!
home-d..and here i am blogging..
the sweets that YL gave us..

at East Coast..the place where i love..got ships and planes..

had Tom's ic again..this time round is White Christmas Mint and Granny's Fave..
i simply love the White Christmas Mint..super minty and cooling!

this bread is cute and yummy!

pics for the day!! at T3..

yea..Hearty's here..

so is Big Bird and Cookie..

dun say i bad la..i post all your pics huh..LOL

wad a sunny day! i love it!

too full..

i love dim sum!

crazy pigs we are..for your info, all these are soft shell crab..

splendid! we manage to finish..

the almond is damn nice la..i had 3 bowls of it..

the top pic is so candid..i didnt noe it srsly..

o...i got this for free by doing a survey! haha! Gundam was my previous love(for anime la)..

talking abt anime, i'm still stucked at ep. 2 for Yakitate Japan..o man!
it's 1 month plus since i started watching it dey!
alrite..shall end here!

be true to urself

yet-another-t3-day

2008-12-19T01:49:00.000+08:00

Holiday Fun Camp at ECP

2008-12-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

tired is the only word to describe my holis..

ytd..

went for the Holiday Fun Camp at ECP!

played the Blind Folded "treasure hunt"..LOL!

it's so tough of being blind folded..when you took out the blind fold, it's yet a bright and beautiful world..those ppl who are blind are living in a dark world..it's a torture to them..

kzz..
next, played captain's ball and soccer..LOL!
then it was time for dinner..
after which was night cycling..
1st time that i went cycling wif the sailors..
we cycled from ECP to Changi Village..

i kept on looking towards at the Changi Runway when we were passing by there..

seeing planes landing and taking off..

listening to the sounds of the engine..jus simply LOVE it!

and i feel that my aviation dream is so near yet so far..

after we stopped at Changi Village, we went to OCH..
luckily they didnt go in..but at the entrance there dun haf any feeling at all..
sometimes i really wonder if they were the ones whom make me feel brave..

after which, went back to our campsite..
played poker..and slept..cannot tahan..
then went back at 9plus am..
reached home and slept..

this camp is not as good as the chalet we had this year..
not much interaction..
maybe the prob lies wif me la..i didnt talk much..

o ya..gotta noe our ITP placement liao..

see the allowance part!! $0..SIANZ!!

gotta go do reports liao..
tml working full..zz..
lack of energy..i need Energizer! haha! dun say it's lame..

be true to urself

holiday-fun-camp-at-ecp

2008-12-15T20:28:00.000+08:00

Monday, December 15, 2008
tired is the only word to describe my holis..
ytd..
went for the Holiday Fun Camp at ECP!
played the Blind Folded "treasure hunt"..LOL!
it's so tough of being blind folded..when you took out the blind fold, it's yet a bright and beautiful world..those ppl who are blind are living in a dark world..it's a torture to them..
kzz..
next, played captain's ball and soccer..LOL!then it was time for dinner..after which was night cycling..1st time that i went cycling wif the sailors..we cycled from ECP to Changi Village..
i kept on looking towards at the Changi Runway when we were passing by there..
seeing planes landing and taking off..
listening to the sounds of the engine..jus simply LOVE it!
and i feel that my aviation dream is so near yet so far..
after we stopped at Changi Village, we went to OCH..
luckily they didnt go in..but at the entrance there dun haf any feeling at all..
sometimes i really wonder if they were the ones whom make me feel brave..
after which, went back to our campsite..
played poker..and slept..cannot tahan..
then went back at 9plus am..
reached home and slept..
this camp is not as good as the chalet we had this year..
not much interaction..
maybe the prob lies wif me la..i didnt talk much..
o ya..gotta noe our ITP placement liao..see the allowance part!! $0..SIANZ!!gotta go do reports liao..tml working full..zz..lack of energy..i need Energizer! haha! dun say it's lame..
be true to urself
5:51 PM

i-noe-this-blog-is-going-dead

2008-12-14T02:17:00.001+08:00

i noe this blog is going dead..
these few days either go home late if not, lazy to blog..

Happy Birthday to Yi Lin(12 Dec) and Grace(today)~!

Tues sucks!!
cos of PPCDL..
dun say you all also noe why liao..
haha! nvm..
my voice really sucks that day..

Wed..
met up wif the 3 gals to do PBL, FMA n PU grp work..
i gave them the super early Christmas pressie!! YL gave us candy canes and the jelly sweets!
happy!!
then we all went to eat vegeterian buffet..
price is alrite..jus that variety kinda limited..
then went work after that..

Thurs..
work full shift..
after which, went to the same pub that we went on Sun at Boat Quay..
this is the farewell party for Fabian cum his friend's birthday party..
MF n I kept on playing photo hunt..LOL!
alrights..i only had a cup of Chivas..and my face jus turns red that easily..
went home at 2plus AM..zz..

Fri..
work full shift again..
at night full house..
and b4 work..talked a lot to R and PP they all..
they all only noe how to tease me abt my voice la..
and a customer diao me la! wthell man!!
cos she asked me a qn and we dun haf that bloody hell item then she diao me!!
o man! wad's wrong wif ppl nowadays..
she think she's hot man! she's so WRONG!!
her dressing sucks la..she should be happy that i didnt diao back at her..LOL!

today..
work morning..
then had porridge for lunch..
then it was organ lesson..
kinda steady sia..but not good enough..
i noe where i stand now..LOL!
now trying to test my "ARTISTIC SKILLS"! LOL!!
shall post a pic abt it if i succeeed!! HAHA!
my freaking voice is recovering after 6 days..congrats!

gonna go now..tml having camp wif the SAILORS!! yayness!
and girls, X'mas eve try not to work till so late!! haha!

be true to urself
10:17 PM

i-noe-this-blog-is-going-dead

2008-12-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

jus a quick but kinda lengthy post b4

2008-11-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

jus a quick but kinda lengthy post b4 i get back to study..
No. 1- i'm deprive of sleep..
No. 2- i feel like burning the notes and drinking them sia..i jus cant get them into my mind..
No. 4- i miss my BFF, LSW!! where are you? i miss a lot of ppl sia..when can i get to see them?
No. 5- i jus realised actually i dun haf enough time for myself..Thanks Wen Jie for asking me this qn ytd..
"you got enough time for yourself? you got work, sailing, sch.." something like that la..
actually a lot ppl also like that..so i think it's alrite bah..i think i dun spend enough time for my family..others are still alright..
No. 6- parents and younger brother came back ytd from cruise and genting respectively..and i got a total of 4 items from them..Thank You!

best of the 4 items..
a sad thing that the blue one is for guys..

my perfume jus finished and i got a new one..jus nice..
i jus found that i nv use back the same brand of perfume..

ok..
another function of my hp sot already..
no alerts are given when i receive a sms..
must go to inbox then will noe that i got a msg..
crap man! 3 functions down..
dun die yet till i get a new phone..
n pardon me if i reply your msgs after some time..
some random pics.. my fave car for now! Pagani Zonda Cinque..Limited edition based on Zonda R..cost a freaking €1,000,000..7.3L V12 engine, 678 hp, 0-62 mph in 3.4 secs and top speed over 350km/hr..last but not least, ONLY 5 will be made..it will be out next year Spring..wonder who's the lucky 5 ppl in the world to get this car..

Lambo Gallardo LP 560-4 Spyder..

Ferrari's Millechili(successor of Enzo)..production only starts in 2010 wif over 300 cars that will be built..is better than Enzo/ Bugatti Veyron(which i used to like)/ Murcielago etc..it's super light, eco friendly and dun cost as much as my Zonda Cinque..but i still think Enzo look better..even though the 2 look super similar..
kkz..say some more and i will not be able to complete my revision..
shall come back when MST is over!

jus-quick-but-kinda-lengthy-post-b4-i

2008-11-29T22:53:00.001+08:00

Saturday, November 29, 2008
jus a quick but kinda lengthy post b4 i get back to study..
No. 1- i'm deprive of sleep..
No. 2- i feel like burning the notes and drinking them sia..i jus cant get them into my mind..
No. 4- i miss my BFF, LSW!! where are you? i miss a lot of ppl sia..when can i get to see them?
No. 5- i jus realised actually i dun haf enough time for myself..Thanks Wen Jie for asking me this qn ytd..
"you got enough time for yourself? you got work, sailing, sch.." something like that la..
actually a lot ppl also like that..so i think it's alrite bah..i think i dun spend enough time for my family..others are still alright..
No. 6- parents and younger brother came back ytd from cruise and genting respectively..and i got a total of 4 items from them..Thank You!
best of the 4 items..a sad thing that the blue one is for guys..
my perfume jus finished and i got a new one..jus nice..
i jus found that i nv use back the same brand of perfume..
ok..
another function of my hp sot already..
no alerts are given when i receive a sms..
must go to inbox then will noe that i got a msg..
crap man! 3 functions down..
dun die yet till i get a new phone..
n pardon me if i reply your msgs after some time..
some random pics.. my fave car for now! Pagani Zonda Cinque..Limited edition based on Zonda R..cost a freaking €1,000,000..7.3L V12 engine, 678 hp, 0-62 mph in 3.4 secs and top speed over 350km/hr..last but not least, ONLY 5 will be made..it will be out next year Spring..wonder who's the lucky 5 ppl in the world to get this car..
Lambo Gallardo LP 560-4 Spyder..
Ferrari's Millechili(successor of Enzo)..production only starts in 2010 wif over 300 cars that will be built..is better than Enzo/ Bugatti Veyron(which i used to like)/ Murcielago etc..it's super light, eco friendly and dun cost as much as my Zonda Cinque..but i still think Enzo look better..even though the 2 look super similar..
kkz..say some more and i will not be able to complete my revision..
shall come back when MST is over!
be true to urself
10:53 PM

obama-wins-election

2008-11-06T03:50:00.000+08:00

Sunday's training..i love them all!
credits to Ger again! haha..
treetop walk on this coming Sun! pls pray for us that it will not rain..

1stly, Happy Birthday to Qi Lin n Hui Qi..

next, History is made..
the 1st Black US President, Obama, wins the election!
Woo! i supported him since the start..
cool man! he finally won! hola! haha..

i was late for sch man..
i woke up at 7:45am when lesson starts at 8am..
if not for Cheryl, i think i will sleep till dunno wad time sia..
Thanks ar!

meeting after sch..
b4 that, went clubroom and did some hw..
sianz man..EMIIA is killing me! i still think EMIIB is easier..
after meeting, went FEP wif Geraldine!
it's been a SUPER long time since we went out..
n it's only like less than an hour today..so sad..

then i went work..got my pay..
SIANZ MAN! they "cheated" my $..LOL!!
somebody itchy hands go change my salary as somebody's else's..
i can only get some of it today..
tml then getting another cheque..
so good rite..1 payday wif 2 cheques..

o yea, tried the Dark Cherry Mocha Frap from Starbucks..
NOT NICE! kinda sweet..i dun like..
i like sweet stuff but i cant take stuff which are too sweet..
i noe it's contridicting..

sucks! ok..shall come back on Sun..

deepavali

2008-10-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

Monday, October 27, 2008
ytd's work n today same same..
nth much to comment on..
some of us tried a little of a SAUVIGNON BLANC 2007..
but i cant remember which region's one..
not bad la..but can be better..

afternoon, Teng Lui n 2 of his friends came n ate..
at 1st i didnt noe until when i refilling ocha that time then saw him..
he go NS liao..look a little diff..

PM shift..the customers are not fussy at all..
the Ang Moh(s) are damn funny man!!
but i dunno how to describe it using typing..got time i tell you guys personally..

the Sushi Chef damn good can..
made me a Spider Maki..
woo la!
see la..how to slim down..

some random stuff..
MF: my always Kai xin Guo! LOL!!
SW: my BFF!
LL: my GL mummy..LOL!!
Eli: my lovely sis..who is having an affair wif my mummy(jk la)..
Emily: my crazy bestie!
Cheryl: my ever dreaming sis..
YL: my Da Jie Da..
Nana: my intelligent bestie..

haiz..duno if my father will allow me to go BKK wif Cheryl..
cos of some part. reasons which i might haf to think of some smart LIES to help me survive this round..
he wont even say anything but GO if i were to go Genting(most likely wif MF they all)..

so that's the BIG EVENT(s) that will need $? i wonder..

be true to urself

deepavali

2008-10-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

ytd's work n today same same..
nth much to comment on..
some of us tried a little of a SAUVIGNON BLANC 2007..
but i cant remember which region's one..
not bad la..but can be better..

afternoon, Teng Lui n 2 of his friends came n ate..
at 1st i didnt noe until when i refilling ocha that time then saw him..
he go NS liao..look a little diff..

PM shift..the customers are not fussy at all..
the Ang Moh(s) are damn funny man!!
but i dunno how to describe it using typing..got time i tell you guys personally..

the Sushi Chef damn good can..
made me a Spider Maki..
woo la!
see la..how to slim down..

some random stuff..
MF: my always Kai xin Guo! LOL!!
SW: my BFF!
LL: my GL mummy..LOL!!
Eli: my lovely sis..who is having an affair wif my mummy(jk la)..
Emily: my crazy bestie!
Cheryl: my ever dreaming sis..
YL: my Da Jie Da..
Nana: my intelligent bestie..

haiz..duno if my father will allow me to go BKK wif Cheryl..
cos of some part. reasons which i might haf to think of some smart LIES to help me survive this round..
he wont even say anything but GO if i were to go Genting(most likely wif MF they all)..

so that's the BIG EVENT(s) that will need $? i wonder..

be true to urself

sorry for the lack of updates..

2008-10-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

these 4 days aren't really happy..
Sun- work night..
i was quite pissed off cos of the new comers..
1 of them really ARGH! cos customers wanna refill their tea..
then i had no choice but to refill..
then i got kind of scolded n demanded to ask the new comers refill instead..
they also dun wanna refill..wan go smoke instead(one of them la)..
o yea, Edmund Teo n his friends came to dine in..
i was kinda shocked at 1st..
Mon after sch..
went to met up wif SW, MF n Ling for dinner at Pepper Lunch..
atmosphere very weird..dunno why..
not much laughters..
i bought these..
ytd nth lo..
it's like 1 week since i last went home for dinner..
the routine's back again..
my mum must be feeling very disappointed..LOL!
today..
dunno whether if i should laugh or cry..
anyway, went for Exchange Club's briefing..
then for the Water Safety talk..
then to club room to slack a while..meeting cancelled..
headed to Bugis wif Patricia..this was a last minute decision..
acc-ied her to shop..
we had snacks for dinner..
Chewy Junior, Tornado Potato, Meat Balls, Venezia IC and Crispy Chicken..
damn shiok!
but must go running liao..
be true to urself

mfs-oreo-cheese

2008-10-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

MF's Oreo Cheese..my Truffle cake..

Strawberry Parfait..day wif Cheryl n YL..

Jay's album..Capricorn..

i'm back..
sch is jus as boring..
work on Thurs made me felt so bored..
dunno why..emo..haha..

today morning, gave SW, MF n E morning calls..
we were supposed to meet up for Mac breakfast..
ended up sneaking in Yaki Tori Rice to TOPONE..
HAHA!
free flow of drinks..11-6pm for jus $20(on weekends)..wds $16..
variety of songs..ok la..

i left early for music lesson..
nth much happen..
normal..
after lesson, went Bugis find the 3 of them..
shopped..but i didnt buy anything..nth caught my eyes..

to someone..
got anything that you're not happy wif you can directly say it out..
you think that i'm snatching away your friends rite..
if they are your friends, how can you say them as HYPOCRITES..
they treat you as a friend..
you also didnt ask them out..then say they go out wif me..
wth la..
my BD..they wanted to celebrate wif me..
u still remember ur BD..i wanted to help them celebrate your BD tgt, you not happy..
you walk away like that la..we asked you join us take pics u dun wan..i dunno wad you are angry of..

working env same you also jealous..cos you have lesser friends to acc you..
ya, i jio them to work wif me..
i dunno wad happen la..
this time round i didnt do anything wrong can...
suddenly say all these..make me bloody angry can!!!!!!!
i dunno if I owe u ur previous life or wad..
and something else..your attitude is too extreme..
is either we are friends..if not, then we're enemy..
go ahead and say wad you like to say, do wad you like..
Labels: furious

mfs-oreo-cheese

2008-10-16T20:13:00.000+08:00

work as hell

2008-10-16T02:42:00.000+08:00

nth much to talk abt for this 2 days..
1 word..SLEEPY..zzz..
today's lesson damn boring but 5 credit modules..
dun listen can die..
1st lesson was Engineering Math..almost dead..
luckily manage to survive for Heat Transfer..

after which, went to meet Fang..
had Ajisen for our Brunch cum dinner..
Eli came to find us for a while..
then Fang n i went to our outlet..
decided to rest in VIP room..
for God noes that Fabian resting there..didnt wanna disturb him..
so we decided to go Coffee Club for cakes..

work was hell!!!!!!!!!! but i was quite high la..dunno why..
4 PT staff..plus PP(the only FT staff)..then Judy came down..
we were running like crazy man..WOO!
after work, i tried Tako sashimi(which sucks man)..
got fishy smell..yucks!
n, Cheryl, i can join you for Unagi sushi next time..
i finally tried it..o man..i'm like a noob sia..but i srsly hate it in the 1st place.

o yea, i finally had a homely meal ytd..ever since 22 Sep 08 till 14 Oct 08..
i haven been home for dinner at all..as if like resort la..go home use computer, rest, go sch..
if i were to go for PT ytd, i think i can break record of not going home for dinner for more than a month..

pics another day..lazy..

i dun wanna lose wad i have..
i wan everyone in the world to stay joyous and healthy..except for those evil meanies(terrorists esp.)..though i kinda pity them but they are crazy la..
i wan the time to slow down..
i wanna be more pro..in terms of studies, electone n sailing..

be true to urself

lizards

2008-10-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Thursday, October 02, 2008
OMG!!!
i've got the worst time in this 18 years..
1stly, i dreamt of another super scary dream..
o man..
wad's happening dey..

2ndly, 2 DEAD LIZARDS shocked the hell out of me..
they are found in the kitchen..
so damn freaking scary can..
1 was blocking my way..
i shouted at it and stamped on my feet..
then it got no response..pronounced dead..
2nd one is when i was taking a box and i saw it..
i shouted and ran away..LMAO!!

REPTILEs are my ENEMY!!
they made my heart jumped out of my mouth..
worse than Pirate Ship rides..
o yea, if u didnt noe, i'm super afraid of Pirate Ship rides..
i can shout like hell and almost cry(at the lowest and centre seat)..

gosh! i jus realised that i'm working ALONE tml..whole day..
GG!! morning shift still ok cos got Izak and friends..
night shift is the 5 ppl gang..
DEAD! 5 vs 1..
i kept on thinking..wad happen if they after work wan talk to me?
later talk until fight how? LOL!!!
got LuLu Gang's spirit wif me, not scared of anything! LMAO!!
they are not monsters..so why scared of them..
i noe i'm thinking too much..

working night later..luckily today still got Emily n Fang..
we must plan something..hmm..
i now find that work is getting more and more exciting each day..LOL!!

be true to urself
10:38 AM

i'm freaking pissed

2008-10-01T14:58:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking pissed..
1st time i say this cos of work..

i was srsly wrong..
1st impression is not always correct..
my 1st impression of this env is wrong..
SLACKERS!

i dun mind and not scared if any of them were to see this..
at most their gang come fight only..srsly gang..

i wont die man!

i actually not pissed one sia..
until someone said this "dun blur blur stand there do nth"..
wad sia..stand there a while cos nth to do..
then kana nagged at..but i haf a good temper la..that's a GOOD yet BAD point abt me..
nag at me for wad sia..
some ppl doing nth at all la..

ok..during break time, saw Cheryl Chin n MF..
if Cheryl didnt call my name, i dun even noe that they are there..lol!
then after that, saw Xin Yan n Zhu Ye..
familiar faces in Bugis..haha!

Ling's 1st day at work..
teach her wad i learnt..haha..
today take order like siao..
luckily tml all of us not working..
it's gonna be damn busy!
HAHA!
n yes! i'm not working on Sun..
they put me off..damn cool!

n i guess it's time for me to consult a doctor/physician tml..
my leg still haven recover..kinda swollen..
no blue black..not cuts..but when u press it, it's pain..weird sia..

be true to urself

11:58 PM

a memorable one..
28 Sep 2008..
marks the start of a new life!

1stly,wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who wished me, be it through Friendster, MSN, Crunchyroll, sms, phonecall, tagboard or personally..
nth more to say than THANK YOU!

Crunchyroll peps are very sweet..
they made me Ecards..got 1 is KJH's..omg..haha..
shall post it up in the upcoming post..
got 1 same BD as me..but she in Hawaii..cool!okok..

2ndly, wanna THANK SW, Ling, Eli, MF n Emily..all of them specially take off for me..appreciated! Xian in MY..lol..
actually some of them wanted to work for F1 wan..
but cos of me, they didnt even go for interview..
so touched..hehe..n Ling huh..bluff me say working..
Xian, faster come back from Malaysia..LOL!

still 2ndly,wanna THANK YL n Cheryl again..for the early celebration..hahaha!

lastly,wanna THANK my teddies and sheeps for the hugs and kisses..
LOL!! u must be thinking that i'm crazy..
no la..wanna thank my parents..thank them for bringing me up all these years..
i'm lucky to haf them..if not, i would haf died long ago..

this morning,i was quite disappointed..
dun ask me why..

afternoon, went to find SW, MF n Emily..
then we headed to Chomp Chomp..waited for "her" to come..
the 3 of them not good at acting..LOL!!
kept on saying 'they' instead of 'her'...haha..
eventually, MF said out that Ling was coming..
haha! plan A failed..hahah..
for other stuff, see the photos..(if not, it's nv gonna end)
happy scrolling..HAHAH!!

the candles n cake melted like crazy..lol

hantu-exp-2008

2008-09-15T01:35:00.000+08:00

I'm back..
P. Hantu is still the same..
jus that the atmosphere is diff..

Sailed there wif CL..
I damn scared sia..
the wind so strong n I didnt wanna capsize..
somemore it's an open sea..(cont reading n u will noe)
CL tried to console me..haha..
we sailed fast at a time..
then didnt notice the coral reef..
then the whole boat suddenly bang and stall..
i thought got wad monster sia..(joking la)..
then some things happen la..sorry to KT..
feel guilty sia..

reached Hantu finally after 4 hrs like that..
played games..blah blah blah..
see sunset wif CL, Xav, Genuine n Jere..lovely sunset..
dinner was awesome..
Instant Noodles wif egg, chick frank and crabmeat..also, my fave Campbell's Mushroom Potage soup..
simple but it tasted so nice..
perhaps we're all tired and famished..

then when SJ, CL n I in the tent "resting" that time, JT shouted..
guess wad, there's a snake..i was like omg..i cont to stay in the tent cos i'm so scared..
i hate reptiles man..esp. snake..
luckily got SS..he captured that snake and released it on the other part of the island..
after this incident, I'm so aware of where i'm walking..
whether got any CREATURE on the ground crawling or wadever..LOL..

Sentry Duty as usual..my partner was Edwin..

after that, I knock out liao..
I kinda scared that i would fall out of the hammock and drop in the sea sia..haha..
but nth one la..not that scary..
o ya, I was very pissed off cos of the mosquitoes and sand flies..
make me feel so irritated ever since the lantern stuff..
I thought sleeping at the jetty would be much better than the tent..but it's the same..
and i find that the time was so slow..
i woke up for dunno how many times and the colour of the sky is the same..

finally it's morning..
went to explore the island wif ZY, Jere, ZW, ZY n XY..
wanted to go over the other side of the island..
but the path across to there was too dirty..so didnt..
o yea, it was sunrise..
then breakfast..
packing up and stuff..phototaking n Jetty Jump..
I didnt jump this time round...hum la..
the older I'm, the more hum I'm..

then we set off back to PM..
we took abt 3 hrs to reach PM..
that's very fast already man..
wind condition was on our side..good..
and it was a scary one when crossing the channel..
a very huge vessel suddenly turn it's direction towards some of the Picos..
actually the "signal" it give is like going towards another direction la..
we predict wrongly..
then we all so damn scared sia..
luckily everything was alright..
even though I wasn't sailing, I was also scared la..
o man..it's so crazy..
anyway, it was a fun trip la..
so many things happen..

of all, Sea, Land, Air..
i think Sea traffic is the most scariest la..
Land wise is the least scariest..

ok..we managed to pack up everything by 3pm..
it's so fast man..then, i went home 1st..
then went to find YL n Cheryl..
they came my estate here to celebrate Mid Autumn..
had an enjoyable time wif them..
Sparklers n Candles..
n some funny stuff la..
YL, remind me to tell you something..haha
yup, that's all for these 2 days..
shall post some pics soon!

u're srsly missed!
when am i able to see you again?

/interview-east-coast

2008-09-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

Tues:
went down to PM..
Freshies had their level 1 test..
and I saw my long time no see Mary n JT!! haha..
went off early to go meet Xian..

I had White Choc Mocha..
actually craving for Hot Vanilla wan..

o yea, we had our usual stuff when we go out..

GELARE's waffle! topped it wif Vanilla Bean IC..

anyway, I went for my interview..
this is my fastest and most relaxed interview in my life..
the interivew was less than 5 mins..I didn't feel stress at all..
machiam talking to friend like that..
I said if fail then not blogging out rite..but now i dunno if it's fail or pass.. -_-'''

YTD:
went to East Coast wif Fang, Wen n Emily..
finally get to go there after so long..
3 of us cycled while Wen roller blade-d..
it's been such a long time since i went there..
thanks a lot gals..
I felt joyous..not only ytd..
you all are wif me these days when I wanted to go places like Airport n ECP..
much appreciated..and I did had fun wif you gals..

Photobucket Image Hosting

Messy!! sea is my 2nd home..

Sailing Rocks!

so is Aviation..my 3rd home? haha..

i srsly needa slim down..

MF's..ginger chilli chick..

Food okok la..cant say much cos we're all famished..haha..

TODAY:
went out wif Ling to Golden Mile..
we had Sweet Stone's Fondue..damn full sia..
i swear not to consume anymore sweet stuff for a week..
it's killing me man..
headache now..argh..

i still prefer Andersen's fondue compared to others..i miss MEP ppl suddenly..

then, we went to Orchard..nth much la..
went home rather early than usual..
o yea, Kinopizza called me..but then lady said full of staff..
so she put me in a Jap rest.
so now, i shall wait for my phone to ring..
now i dun mind wad type of job la..as long as got a job can le..

i shall come back blogging next week bah..tc ppl!

be true to urself

9:18 PM

skinny-pig-why-am-i-giving-myself-false

2008-09-06T20:08:00.000+08:00

today started out quite well.. but cos of something that spoilt my mood.. nvm then.. met up wif SW, Ling n MF.. supposedly going to Sentosa. ...

job-searching-sucks

2008-09-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

Friday, September 05, 2008
I'm going crazy soon..
why do I always find it so difficult to get a job?!?!?!

i've sent in more than 10 resume but only 1 replied..wad's worse..

that person ask me go for interview at 4:30pm..
n, i only read the email at 8plusPM..
o mine..
nvm..
i replied her to ask whether can postpone to Mon anot already..

hope to get a reply soon.. :D

i jus went to fill in application form for Starbucks today..
but then the Manager in charge not there..
so ask me wait for phone call for interview..
like that say, means 50% GG..
lol..
nvm..

i got a job on standby..
but then i not free during that day..
cos of Hantu trip..
nvm..still got other events and they will be calling me..
hehe..
hopefully..

class gathering is more or less settled..
jus waiting for that day to come..
LOL!!

let's see..
nth much already..

some lame jokes..
haha..got them from some website..

1) What do you call fifty penguins in the Arctic?
ans: LOST!! (penguins live in Antartica)

2) Where can find an ocean w/o any water?
ans: on a MAP!!

3) What do you get from sitting on the ice too long?
ans: Polaroids

4) Why do polar bears win so many races?
ans: Because they're always in the "pole" position

5) What do you call a deer wif no eyes?
ans: No Idea!

i'm waiting for somebody to start the conver..
SO...the ans is obvious man..
aw...hahaha..nvm..
it's still early to decide my fate..
XD..

SW, pls check ur HP..haha..
Labels: fate, wait

be true to urself
9:59 PM

awso-sweet

2008-09-05T02:50:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
tell me now how?????????????
should i go work F1??????????
most prob last chance sia..
but then..
my BD will be gone.....
if i were to work full shift..
or night shift..
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
i still waiting for the person to reply me...
pls reply fast..

today went to Cheryl's house..
cos it's Latte's BD..
haha..
Cheryl's cooking not bad sia..
o yea, had "tang Yuan" for dessert..
yeaa..i love "tang yuan"..
but too bad no black sesame..
nvm..
o yea, we watched Princess Mononoke..3/5 stars..it's rather draggy..
u must be suprised that i'm now starting to watch ANIME!!

n, i'm now flying to the moon!! haha..
dun ask me why cos u wont wanna noe why..
HAHA!! it's obvious isn't it?
haha..i noe kinda gl la..
pardon me..
n yes, i'm getting back to my old self again..
congrats to me..

it's the 1st time that i fell in love wif Tiramisu IC..
only tis outlet's Tiramisu..not others..
i used to not like Tira- IC yea..
o yea, it's Tom's Palette's at Shaw..

o yea, Happy Birthday to Avelyn, Sarah n Latte n MF's dad..LOL!!
i noe it's random..

desires

2008-09-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

you may decide whether to read or not..

cos it's gonna be a rubbish entry..

i dunno..

i find myself rather useless..
even though *you* gave me some sort of encouragement..
but it didnt work..maybe this encouragement is not use-able here..

n, i'm not a music person..
i tried and tried..
but i jus cant play it well..

i wonder how long i can last..
everytime going to lesson wif such a loser image..
i wanna use this holiday to complete at least 3 songs(steady n well played)..

i will prove that i can defeat them wif such a lousy weapon..
they haf good weapons..so wad? i'm not afraid..
n, in addition, i will complete that piano song within the remaining time i've got..
n, i will be proud of myself..even though i'm not the best..
must think lei..who am i? haha..

o man..
i used to laugh or smile cos of you..
but now, i feel like crying..
pls tell me is it cos i think too much or wad..
but this feeling is so weird..
i cant even figure out wad's the prob..
you sort of given me a signal to tell me to STOP now..
i'm thinking abt it all day long..
should i STOP or GO?

by Stopping, i might save myself from a pool of sadness..but, i might regret it..
if i cont to Go, i might either drown myself in a pool of sadness or flying high in the sky..

but, all i can say is that i will take the risk- cont going..but not as much as b4..
i want fate to decide it..that will be the best..

n now, i freaking scared that the same thing would happen..
this prob is not related to *you* though..
who can i turn to to say this?
perhaps *you* can help me..
but..nvm..

OK..readers, if u all dunno wth i'm writing, then dun care abt it..
i noe wad i'm writing can le..

PS: who's free to acc me to a place this Sat?

be true to urself
9:59 PM

skinny-pig-why-am-i-giving-myself-false

2008-09-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

Monday, September 01, 2008
today started out quite well..
but cos of something that spoilt my mood..
nvm then..
met up wif SW, Ling n MF..
supposedly going to Sentosa..
but weather wasn't good..

ended up going for interview at Giraffe..
yes, Ling n I went for it..
n, it's my 16th interview since the day i came into this world..
the manager at 1st like kinda dun wanna interview cos of my age..
not yet legal..cos she like 17??
yea..but she still interviewed me anyway..
interview srsly sucks..
i was stuck at 1 point of time..lost of words..
i knew it's a GG wan already..dun needa wait for phone call..

okok..after our interview, Emily came..we went shopping..
i didnt buy anything..good yea..
blah blah blah..
MF, Emily, SW n I went to Emily's house..
had dinner there..
and watched HK drama..
yea..i love dramas..
n, i wanted to go home early cos sleepy liao..
when walking home wif the 2 of them, was laughing our way through..
shh!! dun say out wad happen ar..haha..it's our secret!!
LOL!!

BUT!!!
something made me kinda upset..yet delighted..
i wanna cry liao(for both bad n good reasons)..
SW, ur 24/7 phone will soon be useful..
perhaps not..
haha..

ur eyes told me the truth..
ur wink nv fails to make someone alive..
ur cuteness nv fails to make someone smile..
ur smile nv fails to enlighten somebody's day..
ok..i shall not think abt it anymore le..
unless the bad thing really happen then i will see how..
WL!!! u are thinking too much already man!!
like wad my gals said "the more u think, the more it will not fulfill"..
i shall faster go find a job like wad somebody said..
and go kill my time working n working...

n, i did something srsly crazy..
ok..i'm finding my own grave..
hopefully not..

i'm not gonna cry yet..yea..
girls like me are brave n strong!! haha..sry for being thick skin..
who cares..haha..i'm being myself..no doubt abt it..
SP ar SP, anyway, Jia You bah..

be true to urself
11:58 PM

should i should not

2008-08-24T02:22:00.000+08:00

as wad i said..

i will be back here today..haha..
but, it's gonna be a long post..
so, up to you whether u wanna close this window or continue reading..

i'm quite troubled by some things currently..
i really dunno wad to do..
but i'm glad that some of u are there for me..
since the start of that day, i'm prepared to face any prob that comes my way..
no matter wad the outcome will be, i will still be me, the world will still revolve..
maybe it's time to say out..
i'm brave..no fear..haha!

nth much special happened..
only studying studying yet studying..
waiting waiting n waiting for somebody's promise to come..
that day will determine everything..

it's been dunno how many days since we last chatted..
o well, everyone's busy now..
maybe cos i didnt take the initiative too..

i'm srsly obsessed wif *HIM* n Fireworks...
o man..
yea, went out wif Ling ytd..
we walked the whole Marina Sq jus to find a place to dine..
we ended up at Subway..
after which, we went over to Esplanade Bridge n waited for Fireworks to start..
waited for an hr plus..

it's Singapore Fireworks Festival 2008..
ytd's Fireworks was France wan..French Romance..
i expected more from this..kinda disappointed..
while waiting.. i like this..like little stars..

humans are like this..haha..Wow! cos got Fireworks.. then Wa! cos pollution..HAHA!

video

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video

i love this sound effect..

today's is Korean wan..Korean Fantasia..

went to watch today's event wif Cheryl n YL..we met at Cityhall MRT...had Subway at Marina..yea, it's Subway AGAIN..LOL!!
then to Marina Bay Floating Gallery..we've got tickets..ahha..actually the tickets are Cheryl's mum wan..Thanks man..there got Carnival..but sianz wan la..hehe..I wanna go to the Christmas Market in Nuremberg, Germany!! Also, i wan a Venetian mask...dunno wad it is, go check it out! haha..i noe i kinda gl la..haha..

the performance there not very nice lei..should haf gone later..
o yea, dreams sometimes tell us not to forget some things..like wad i dreamt of ytd..it told me not to forget to bring the tickets for today's event..haha..

Subway, Eat Fresh..haha!

Guess wad's that on top bah..haha..

under my umbrella..srsly my umbrella..HAHA!

next SG gal? haha..joke of the day man!! but my dream la..cant be pilot..can be air stewardess bah..

i wanna LOL but i cant..face so damn fat!!

if my eyes were bigger, nose sharper, face slimmer..but i'm born like this..so accept who u r..

guess which one is mine? as easy as ABC rite..

artistic..haha..jk..

blue light!! lovely..

see, it's the WOW n WA again..HAHA!!

video

video

video
overall, the Korean wan is nicer..
my 7th show this yr!! u can see how obsessed i'm..
1- New Year at Genting(wif Cheryl)..
2- CNY at Chinatown(wif Eli, Ling n Wen)..
3- Ling's BD(wif the 6 gals)..
4- NDP NE show(wif Cheryl n YL)..
5- National Day(wif MF n Veron)..
6- Ytd(wif Ling)..
7- today(wif Cheryl n YL)..
8- ?? wif my guy?? lol!! wad a joke..
anyway, thanks to those whom watched wif me..appreciated!!

anyway, 2 papers down..
left wif Bio Ana n Engineering Math..
6 more days to Holidays!!
n, i finally had my Haribo Gummy!!

i noe no link to wad i said of exams..haha..

these are my current plans during the holidays..
i prefer last yr..
got more things to do..
30 Aug- RSAF open house..
1 week of Sep- 1 of the days to Sentosa n perhaps Keppel Bay wif my gals..another day for the Southern Ridges..
13 & 14 Sep- P. Hantu expedition..this yr must take tons of pics..
19 Sep- 2B/22 class gathering..
25 Sep- my Daddy's BD..
26 Sep- Changi airport wif YL n Cheryl..
28 Sep- a special day..F1 race also(but nt goin la)..
29/30 Sep- Motorshow wif whoever who wanna go wif me..
6-9 Oct- PPCDL..

i think other days for working n outings bah..not forgetting that i must Run at least 3 times a week(track n hill/long distance)..
i wanna go Changi Airport see planes, airplane rides even better right?
i wanna go Cycling, bowling, bball-ing, treetop walk n many more..
i wanna learn n be able to roller blade n swim during this long holiday!
see whether my parents wanna bring me overseas anot also..
ALSO, the promise made..hahaha!! see if he still remembers..

be true to urself

poly-50

2008-08-07T02:27:00.000+08:00

1stly, Happy Birthday to these ppl..haha..
Tracy, Gabriel and Xin Rui..

lol..jus now quite funny while talking to Tracy..haha..
you will be laughing n laughing when there's Tracy..LOL..

anyway, today's Poly 50..
went there see see..
cos last year didnt see..
so damn messy sia..
haha..

sianz..
today jus finish FMB presentation..
tml's the last presentation for this Sem..
o man...must do well..HEHE..

suddenly not feeling that well again...
maybe compressed too much sad things in the past..
haha...everything will be fine..smilez!!

be true to urself

shopping free

2008-06-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

Monday, June 30, 2008
o man..half a yr jus passed like this..wif all sorts of events and stuff happening..o yea, went out wif Fang n Wen ytd..Fang left early..Wen n I had Starbucks..she had her usual drink : Caramel Frap..while I had Dark Mocha Frap..but no matter wad, i still love Java Chip..haha..Dark Mocha Frap..Wen n I had shopping spree..haha..is her instead..

/interview-wif-3-guys

2008-03-07T01:16:00.000+08:00

sat: my organ teacher gave us a new song..Classical piece..more of 20th century..i find that it's easier than JOC pieces la(but she said it's the easiest

Happy Leap YR

2008-03-01T14:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Leap YR!! haha...and happy BD to my fave Sanrio char..Pochacco!!

i had 2 bad dreams this morning..1st one, i dreamt that i was out wif a friend(i shall not say who, will scare my friend sia) then we saw that the whole street was filled wif beggars..then we walked past a beggar who seems super active and gangster like to me..then i said that i didnt wan to give him any $..then got 3 other people came up to us and 2 of them grabbed my friend..
then the HEAD said "if you dun give me $, i will kill ur friend!!"..
then i asked him "how much?"..
then he said "any amt will do...even $1 also can.."
then i was like -_-'''..
then i gave him all my coins i had..which was like $3..lol!! then they let go of us..so weird dream also got..
the other dream is that I went to NSC for training wif the other sailors..then i forgotten how to rig the byte AGAIN!! then i was scolded very badly by our coach..so scary la..then i dunno why i went out the sea then realised that my main sheet rig wrongly..then i duno wad happen liao..then that's the end..so weird..

work is really getting more and more slack and tiring..we're now only left wif 31 cartons of 615 to be completed..hope still got 1 more batch of 655 coming in cos i wan more $..haha..
o yea, today they celebrated the March babies BD(for full timers)..got abt 7 of them born in Mar..then we had blackforest cake..then cake damn nice la!! it's the nicest blackforest cake i ever eaten sia..

theory lesson is like the same thing again and again..still got 1 more month and that's it for my Fri lesson and i can haf my Fri(s) free!! i simply luv Fri(s)..

be true to urself

10:31 PM

o yea, i forgotten to post abt sumthing..
my elder brother msg-ed me ytd when Eli and I were waiting for train at Raffles Place..then he said "Hey where are you? come back quick! a terrorist is on the run & police are man hunting so dont stay out"..i thought he was kidding wif me la..then i saw Eli then she said "looks real"..then i said "cannot be la..that time i jus watched the Russian terrorist show wif him at home, must be jk la he.." then today i saw the newspaper during my lunch break..on the frontpage some more la..it's seriously true..stupid brother la..his sms will nv add a "haha" or "lol" wan la..who noes if he's jk or not..then i super scared..then i msg-ed Eli to tell her that it's true..
Me: hey, the terrorist thing is real..the newspaper got say..
Eli: yup, my mum told me just now.
Me: lol..scary la..he still not caught yet..
Eli: maybe hidding near ur house..
Me: choy..i dun wan him to bomb my house man..lol.
Eli: lol..careful ah..later he go ur house steal your 1 eye sheep. hehe.
Me: wa..i'm not scared..haha..he dare to steal, i will shoot him to death..
Eli: wif ur brother's toy gun? lol.
this gal ar, getting more and more humorous huh..lol..but seriously speaking la..i'm super scared..i'm scared of all these terrorist, suicide bombers, murderers, kidnappers...maybe my previous life's life was killed by either of them..o yea, i'm also scared of getting lost..i'm serious..i rather die than lost and nv be found..
jus now received a sms..heard that MQ got GPA of 4..wth la..why are ppl so damn smart but me, so..i dun wanna use that word la..i wont say myself using that word..it's insulting my parents..it makes me more upset la..and cos of something else too that make me super sad now..only i myself noe abt this and thinking of which, i feel real sad..

today supposed to start work at 9am..but i 8:20 then leave the house..so started work at 10am instead...the rest of the days shall be 10am too..i rather earn lesser than waking up so early..we are left wif 40 cartons of 615 models to do and we were told to do the 655 models 1st...the 655 models are damn nice man..but then it takes a longer time to update..think that we will be spending the whole of tml updating the 655s..if i'm not wrong, Tues shall be the last day of work..estimation and provided that no more stocks are coming in..i wan my salary quick!! fast fast!!

be true to urself

11:08 PM

hmm..ytd worked alone..cos my workmate sick..and so, i completed updating and packing 32 cartons(which is = to 160 units) of router..
today i was slacking at work..sms-ing ppl for the meet up..my sms is going to explode AGAIN..my working pace was damn slow while LX was chiong-ing sia..our superior asked us if we want to go to work at 9 or 10 or the rest of our days there..then we agreed to 9am...earn 1 more hr of $..but it means taking away my 1 hr of sleep...and after which, i will be JOBLESS AGAIN!!

after work, went to meet up wif Terry, Ling and Eli..we went for window shopping instead of movie..after which to Heeren then to Newton for our dinner..our dinner was sumptous..Chilli Crab, Black Pepper Crab, Stingray, Satay and Chicken Wings..we were talking abt some IQ qns which Eli started 1st..lol!! next was my fave sentence.."I will give you a BIG BIG BD present ok"..this was told to Terry and Ling..haha..but to Terry, it will be big in size..and to Ling, it will be big in value..haha..then they were all guessing wad i wanna give them..funny sia..
Eli became my another Mummy..and to SW, you haf the same sis AGAIN..lol!! Eli and I were laughing and laughing..but she is more siao than me..haha..and to this gal, not very funny huh..think i didnt see you putting the lime juice on my drumstick...then she was laughing and laughing..and we were guessing wad she was laughing la..then i think i noe why..lol!! and i was once again a crazy gal over my dreams..i told them that i may consider going to Air Force or become an Air Stewardess...i'm real crazy...and i wanna go Alaska pls!! haha..now cannot even go to Malaysia la..

haiz..sian man..results out and i'm rather sad la..didnt meet my expectation..and pls dun ask me abt it anymore..i cna tell you my sailing results but not exam..haha..but then, i'm good in NTH!! be it studies, sailing, work, music, and others..everything is so lousy..

i'm very tired of my attitude already..i had even set rules for myself for the next semester..if still no improvement, i can kill myself liao la..

be true to urself

11:49 PM

sian man...work today..actually dun feel like going for work wan..but jus bare wif these last few days and that's it for this job..it's easy $, Mon-Fri only but need ppl when got assignments to do..sian half...today spent the whole day pasting stickers on the boxes..and taping the boxes up..tired sia..o yea, Li Xian and I bought chocos..then i was thinking which choco to buy..then she said i'm indecisive..until today still got ppl say me indecisive..maybe i still haven impro on this..but some things must really think..o yea, we had our choco and listening to radio when working..so relax..

tml gonna do updating of software AGAIN for another batch..SIAN MAN!! wad's more sian is that i today morning jus realised that my ears are being burnt by the sun too!! ytd cant sleep well..close my eyes and i can feel the burning at the corners of my eyes sia..wad's more scary is that whenever i close my eyes, i can see the scene of the race..all the BYTES, LASERS, 420..

i wan to take a plane pls!! but no budget airlines pls..i'm dreading to take 1 now..be it to BKK or HK or India...best will be Alaska..but i wanna go there wif a special person..haha..

this Fri met up dunno can change to Wed anot..if not, really no chance to go out wif that guy sia(real failure if this time fails)..and sorry to you gals and that guy the i forgotten that i haf a lesson on Fri..lol!!

be true to urself

8:36 PM

today's NSC regatta day 2..
congrats to myself..lol..nth big deal la...but i rig the boat by myself except for the reef knot and that downhaul thing...lol..and i spent so long rigging lor..haha..the wind today is stronger than ytd sia...b4 even going out the sea, i was so damn scared already la..i haven even reach the race ground, Xinni and JT were going back to shore..they asked me if i had signed in..i was like..-_-'''...so sian la..need to go back shore again...then out to sea again..the race started on time...1st race, i got last..haha..i lose by a lot for the 1st race..at least not DNF can liao..lol!!
2nd race for today ok la..at least i'm not that noob afterall..haha..i tried to use another course..and i found out that it's faster for me..overtook some ppl..but still the last few..lol!! then got a ferry blocking when we're on the reach...lol..then some of them got sort of stall..haha...luckily i'm not that noob...but going downwind still lose to some of them..maybe i too fat liao la..at least i'm not the last for that race..haha..btw, that 333 guy again..the person whom i overtook ytd and today..lol..
o yea, saw A380 again..i think cos of the airshow la..but ytd i think is flying back to SG..
went out wif SW jus now..o yea, it's been like 2-3 months that i last ate pasta..and jus now, i cant finish that plate of pasta...lol..we bought a watch each..haha..i'm starting to spend my $ on watches now..be it fake one or real one..lol...but more the fake one bah..i'm not used to buying fake things last time..but now, diff liao..lol..nice can liao la..who cares..but still, i prefer things which are brandless yet nice..o yea, i wan to get my LuLu C Paris, SF's Incanto Shine and Vera Wang prefume!!! but no $$$!! which 1 should i get 1st? sian..

o yea, Happy BD to Mei Fang n Gary..

2 29 2008

2008-02-29T20:48:00.001+08:00

Friday, February 29, 2008
Happy Leap YR!! haha...and happy BD to my fave Sanrio char..Pochacco!!i had 2 bad dreams this morning..1st one, i dreamt that i was out wif a friend(i shall not say who, will scare my friend sia) then we saw that the whole street was filled wif beggars..then we walked past a beggar who seems super active and gangster like to me..then i said that i didnt wan to give him any $..then got 3 other people came up to us and 2 of them grabbed my friend..then the HEAD said "if you dun give me $, i will kill ur friend!!"..then i asked him "how much?"..then he said "any amt will do...even $1 also can.."then i was like -_-'''..then i gave him all my coins i had..which was like $3..lol!! then they let go of us..so weird dream also got..the other dream is that I went to NSC for training wif the other sailors..then i forgotten how to rig the byte AGAIN!! then i was scolded very badly by our coach..so scary la..then i dunno why i went out the sea then realised that my main sheet rig wrongly..then i duno wad happen liao..then that's the end..so weird..work is really getting more and more slack and tiring..we're now only left wif 31 cartons of 615 to be completed..hope still got 1 more batch of 655 coming in cos i wan more $..haha..o yea, today they celebrated the March babies BD(for full timers)..got abt 7 of them born in Mar..then we had blackforest cake..then cake damn nice la!! it's the nicest blackforest cake i ever eaten sia..theory lesson is like the same thing again and again..still got 1 more month and that's it for my Fri lesson and i can haf my Fri(s) free!! i simply luv Fri(s)..
be true to urself
10:31 PM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
o yea, i forgotten to post abt sumthing..my elder brother msg-ed me ytd when Eli and I were waiting for train at Raffles Place..then he said "Hey where are you? come back quick! a terrorist is on the run & police are man hunting so dont stay out"..i thought he was kidding wif me la..then i saw Eli then she said "looks real"..then i said "cannot be la..that time i jus watched the Russian terrorist show wif him at home, must be jk la he.." then today i saw the newspaper during my lunch break..on the frontpage some more la..it's seriously true..stupid brother la..his sms will nv add a "haha" or "lol" wan la..who noes if he's jk or not..then i super scared..then i msg-ed Eli to tell her that it's true..Me: hey, the terrorist thing is real..the newspaper got say..Eli: yup, my mum told me just now. Me: lol..scary la..he still not caught yet..Eli: maybe hidding near ur house..Me: choy..i dun wan him to bomb my house man..lol.Eli: lol..careful ah..later he go ur house steal your 1 eye sheep. hehe.Me: wa..i'm not scared..haha..he dare to steal, i will shoot him to death..Eli: wif ur brother's toy gun? lol.this gal ar, getting more and more humorous huh..lol..but seriously speaking la..i'm super scared..i'm scared of all these terrorist, suicide bombers, murderers, kidnappers...maybe my previous life's life was killed by either of them..o yea, i'm also scared of getting lost..i'm serious..i rather die than lost and nv be found..jus now received a sms..heard that MQ got GPA of 4..wth la..why are ppl so damn smart but me, so..i dun wanna use that word la..i wont say myself using that word..it's insulting my parents..it makes me more upset la..and cos of something else too that make me super sad now..only i myself noe abt this and thinking of which, i feel real sad..today supposed to start work at 9am..but i 8:20 then leave the house..so started work at 10am instead...the rest of the days shall be 10am too..i rather earn lesser than waking up so early..we are left wif 40 cartons of 615 models to do and we were told to do the 655 models 1st...the 655 models are damn nice man..but then it takes a longer time to update..think that we will be spending the whole of tml updating the 655s..if i'm not wrong, Tues shall be the last day of work..estimation and provided that no more stocks are coming in..i wan my salary quick!! fast fast!!
be true to urself
11:08 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
hmm..ytd worked alone..cos my workmate sick..and so, i completed updating and packing 32 cartons(which is = to 160 units) of router..today i was slacking at work..sms-ing ppl for the meet up..my sms is going to explode AGAIN..my working pace was damn slow while LX was chiong-ing sia..our superior asked us if we want to go to work at 9 or 10 or the rest of our days there..then we agreed to 9am...earn 1 more hr of $..but it means taking away my 1 hr of sleep...and after which, i will be JOBLESS AGAIN!!after work, went to meet up wif Terry, Ling and Eli..we went for window shopping instead of movie..after which to Heeren then to Newton for our dinner..our dinner was sumptous..Chilli Crab, Black Pepper Crab, Stingray, Satay and Chicken Wings..we were talking abt some IQ qns which Eli started 1st..lol!! next was my fave sentence.."I will give you a BIG BIG BD present ok"..this was told to Terry and Ling..haha..but to Terry, it will be big in size..and to Ling, it will be big in value..haha..then they were all guessing wad i wanna give them..funny sia..Eli became my another Mummy..and to SW, you haf the same sis AGAIN..lol!! Eli and I were laughing and laughing..but she is more siao than me..haha..and to this gal, not very funny huh..think i didnt see you putting the lime juice on my drumstick...then she was laughing and laughing..and we were guessing wad she was laughing la..then i think i noe why..lol!! and i was once again a crazy gal over my dreams..i told them that i may consider going to Air Force or become an Air Stewardess...i'm real crazy...and i wanna go Alaska pls!! haha..now cannot even go to Malaysia la..haiz..sian man..results out and i'm rather sad la..didnt meet my expectation..and pls dun ask me abt it anymore..i cna tell you my sailing results but not exam..haha..but then, i'm good in NTH!! be it studies, sailing, work, music, and others..everything is so lousy..i'm very tired of my attitude already..i had even set rules for myself for the next semester..if still no improvement, i can kill myself liao la..
be true to urself
11:49 PM
Monday, February 25, 2008
sian man...work today..actually dun feel like going for work wan..but jus bare wif these last few days and that's it for this job..it's easy $, Mon-Fri only but need ppl when got assignments to do..sian half...today spent the whole day pasting stickers on the boxes..and taping the boxes up..tired sia..o yea, Li Xian and I bought chocos..then i was thinking which choco to buy..then she said i'm indecisive..until today still got ppl say me indecisive..maybe i still haven impro on this..but some things must really think..o yea, we had our choco and listening to radio when working..so relax..tml gonna do updating of software AGAIN for another batch..SIAN MAN!! wad's more sian is that i today morning jus realised that my ears are being burnt by the sun too!! ytd cant sleep well..close my eyes and i can feel the burning at the corners of my eyes sia..wad's more scary is that whenever i close my eyes, i can see the scene of the race..all the BYTES, LASERS, 420..i wan to take a plane pls!! but no budget airlines pls..i'm dreading to take 1 now..be it to BKK or HK or India...best will be Alaska..but i wanna go there wif a special person..haha..this Fri met up dunno can change to Wed anot..if not, really no chance to go out wif that guy sia(real failure if this time fails)..and sorry to you gals and that guy the i forgotten that i haf a lesson on Fri..lol!!
be true to urself
8:36 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
today's NSC regatta day 2..congrats to myself..lol..nth big deal la...but i rig the boat by myself except for the reef knot and that downhaul thing...lol..and i spent so long rigging lor..haha..the wind today is stronger than ytd sia...b4 even going out the sea, i was so damn scared already la..i haven even reach the race ground, Xinni and JT were going back to shore..they asked me if i had signed in..i was like..-_-'''...so sian la..need to go back shore again...then out to sea again..the race started on time...1st race, i got last..haha..i lose by a lot for the 1st race..at least not DNF can liao..lol!!2nd race for today ok la..at least i'm not that noob afterall..haha..i tried to use another course..and i found out that it's faster for me..overtook some ppl..but still the last few..lol!! then got a ferry blocking when we're on the reach...lol..then some of them got sort of stall..haha...luckily i'm not that noob...but going downwind still lose to some of them..maybe i too fat liao la..at least i'm not the last for that race..haha..btw, that 333 guy again..the person whom i overtook ytd and today..lol..o yea, saw A380 again..i think cos of the airshow la..but ytd i think is flying back to SG..went out wif SW jus now..o yea, it's been like 2-3 months that i last ate pasta..and jus now, i cant finish that plate of pasta...lol..we bought a watch each..haha..i'm starting to spend my $ on watches now..be it fake one or real one..lol...but more the fake one bah..i'm not used to buying fake things last time..but now, diff liao..lol..nice can liao la..who cares..but still, i prefer things which are brandless yet nice..o yea, i wan to get my LuLu C Paris, SF's Incanto Shine and Vera Wang prefume!!! but no $$$!! which 1 should i get 1st? sian..
o yea, Happy BD to Mei Fang n Gary..

200712

2007-12-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

hahaha..today went to find Ling at her workplace there..she so slack lor..haha..saw Shu Xian..then the both of us went to shop..the shoes i like got either no size or no colour..so sad..then acc Ling to shop..to someone: I'm seriously sorry for wad happened in the afternoon but i haf no choice ok..and pls wake up!! lol!! then MF came..haha..we went to find Wen at PHO Swensens..yo..we got 1 free ic(3 person share) and fries..yummy..wait for somebody wait till rot sia..then we went Taka..cos i was super hungry..hehe..o yea, all of us except MF had ic..surprised that she not eating her usual ic..haha..we were gossiping and dunno where to head to..o yea, i saw the shoes that i wanted again..so ended up buying wif Ling and Wen also..haha..i didnt force them..they wanted too..but didnt buy the colour that i actually wanted cos got no size..nvm..it's ok..haha..
then we sent Ling to the MRT station..i was crazy ok.haha..i dun wanna say why..they noe why..haha..so do somebody..then i'm more crazy when Ling left us..HAHAHA!! you noe why, i noe why..lol!! i'm real crazy today..then went home..and Thanks to somebody yo!! you noe who you are!! i'm super happy and crazy today!! o gosh, i'm now very hungry again..but i restricting myself not to eat..
anyways, i'm leaving to Genting in a few hrs time..cya when i come back!! Cheryl, though it's only Genting, i still very excited man..next will be Japan yea!! HAHA!! take care everybody!! all of you are loved!!

be true to urself
11:44 PM

Wednesday, December 26, 2007
pls jus kill me!! i hate headaches!! morning wake up and got a little sore throat and a bit of headache..but i still went to meet Cheryl an YL at J8..walked arnd and had dinner at Yoshinoya..we ordered the Student's meal for holiday..got a doughnut ic...not nice..the ic like whipped cream..the choco is alrite..

Cheryl gave this to us..her sis(s) went to Jap..then these were given on the streets..lol..it's actually tissue..o ya, she was crazy abt going to Jap and asked us whether wanna go anot..lol..gal, wait till i got the $..if i'm able to get a Mon-Fri job during the long break!!

then walked arnd and they went home..i went to PS to buy some tidbits for Sun trip..i bought something for Cheryl..though there isn't anymore of wad i wanted, i'm still satisfied wif wad i bought for myself..hehe..others are happy, so am i!!

o ya, so damn embarrasing jus now..i fell when going up the escalator..ppl were looking at la..luckily i fell forward..but my leg was super pain man..but it's nth compared to some other falls..
btw, Ger n Jas, i got something to tell you 2..haha..
though i cant get everything that i want, i'm still a happy gal..wad had happened these few days led me to grow stronger and happier!! and, i wanna Thank everyone esp. those whom spent their time wif me...i'm very joyous and glad that i haf such good buddies and friends!! all of you are loved!! :D

be true to urself
10:48 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007
yea!! it's CHRISTMAS!! Happy X'MAS to everybody!! early in the morning, my uncle came to my house and gave us presents..siao la..i haven even wake up man..my younger brother take for me 1st..haha..Thanks ar..he gave me a top..my younger brother got a belt..my elder brother dun haf present!! HAHA!! next, we went to my 3rd aunt's house..the food is nice..got Turkey, Ribs, Fried Fish, Curry Chick, Chick wings and etc..i didnt drink..dun feel like drinking today..o ya, got strawberry cake also!! then exchange of presents..lol..i got a total of 2 presents from there..1 from my 3rd aunt, the other from my 6th aunt..then went home..

freak out sia..took the NELine..then going to Potong Pasir from the closed station there, slow down..then stopped..freak sia..waited for 10mins..then work again..then after that, stopped for 5 mins at Potong Pasir..then carry on to Boon Keng..then all of us gotta evacuate out of the train..got this sign lor..

but we waited longer..then this train sucks also la..every stop will stop for app. 5 mins la..either the inside/outside door can close/open..sot wan...i think the whole system sot la..the whole NELine affected..then my family and i cant stand it liao..dropped off at Little India..then took bus home..we spent 45 mins to get from Kovan to Little India la..o ya, some of the tap ez-link wan also sot wan..LOL!! so funny!!

o ya, Cheryl and i went to a place and had our lunch ytd..the food rather weird sia..Yu Nan food..

the drinks ok la..

my x'mas hat..

it's been days since i last blog

2007-11-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Friday, November 30, 2007
it's been days since i last blog..
TUES- something happen which i dunno is it a good or bad thing..sch as usual lor..my CPPA result SUCKS!! but i'm not that emo like last time..i cried like siao la..but this time no feeling at all..jus feel that gotta buck up lor..AE&E prac sian la..
WED- i made it on time for CD sia..almost late..i ran like crazy la..GEMs prac was rather good..though my LED did not flash, i'm happy cos at least still can light up..APC test sucks man..i fogotten to use the app. thing..freak sia..the paper so difficult la..nvm..over liao..then i went home, had dinner and received a call from Jas, msg from Yang..went to meet them at Vivo..our fave hangout place..Ger and Ben also there..they had dinner then i had ice cream wif them and the BEE...funny sia..haiz..i dunno why the time spent wif sailors is so short...the time pass so fast as compared to the time spent wif all my other buddies..how i wish i could control the time from passing..
YTD- went to sch at 3pm jus for that make up lesson for CRS...lol..i jus anyhow throw qns at the presenters la..i lazy to think la..if dun ask qn, no marks lor..i'm so scared for my presentation on MON...i will stumble and cant speak well...then had dinner in sch..the 3 of us gossiping while waiting for Cheryl...then we went town..i FINALLY bought my watch..but so sad la..the black one no stock liao..but nvm..i think white look better on me(as wad the 3 gals think so too)..that time the slippers also..the red one not bad also but difficult to match...THANKS GALS for acc-ing me!! funny sei..only my younger brother knew i buy the watch..the 2 of us everytime got each other's secrets but not wif our elder brother or parents..
TODAY- i'm not really in a good mood cos of some reasons..1stly, i think too much already..i'm seriously dead la..i'm bloody scared now...2ndly, i dun like some ppl's attitude..so freak out can...i noe i cute la but i noe it's a indirect shoot ok..say my face like Winnie The Poohs'!! 3rdly, i called my mum..she dun allow me to go BATAM!! she said Indonesia dangerous..then i asked her abt Genting..she said "you can go Genting but not Batam.." but not vice versa..wad the freak...i dunno whether it's good or bad la..ok, at least gotta go out of SG...go Genting..i'm going wif Cheryl and her mum..Cheryl super happy to hear that i can go..LOL!! but wad's worrying me now is that i may not be in SG on 31st Dec 07 for the countdown..i feel so weird..dunno why..EMILDO(my bestie)!~ WAHAHA!!
ok...i'm super tired today..lesson from 8-12, 3-4:30(prac), 5:30-6:30(French) acutally till 7:30 but rushed down for theory from 7:15-8...i'm quite satisfied wif myself..i'm left wif few pages to go and some exam papers b4 i take the exam next year..but then i need to pay sch fees soon..no $!!
does anyone noe how many times i sighed today? my mind is so confused but some things are settled..i feel much better now..
be true to urself
9:57 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
felt sorry for the Team Singapore Dragon Boaters in Cambodia..read the newspaper today..o ya, ytd my mum asked me "you all training got wear life jacket wan anot?" lol..but seriously speaking la..it's better to be safe than sorry..today's lessons so slack la..APC same thing lor..did exam papers..then that Joseph dunno whether to say he's kpo or caring la..asked me why my hand like that..lol..my friends at 1st thought i was being abused...then i told them cos sailing..then that Joseph said "o..didnt noe you so active wan.." most ppl think i indoor person wan..i haf that indoor look meh? so sad la..haha..13 of us went to Bukit Timah after sch..sian man..walk so far jus to get our CIP hours signed..had lots of crapping time wif them..nono..should be some of them talking crap while some of us listen them talk crap..
be true to urself
5:28 PM
Sunday, November 25, 2007
SAILING ROCKS!! today so many ppl turned up..strange sia..i sailed wif Jassy Didi..gossip time...then swopped wif Yang Daddy...sian man..sail wif 2 zai ppl..Jas and I capsized turtle..it's my 1st time uprighting it..i jus realised that i'm so hum la..after that, i feel that everything is actually nth much la..the sun is good but i'm not burnt..strange..but everytime will kana blue black for sure..after that, went to HV wif 12 of them for lunch cum dinner..but it's my brunch cum dinner..Grace super funny la..i dunno why everytime i see her, i wanna LOL la..i see some ppl, i will wanna laugh..LOL!! then some of us went Essential Brew..too noisy..so went to Coffee Club..chilled there..then went home lor..hehe..MEL: you gotta hitch a ride, i also got..HAHA!! MA sent me home while JK sent Mel..thanks man!! if not, i had to take the big and bumpy Mercedes...also thanks to MA, Ger, Jas, Mel n others..i jus realised i had so many ppl to turn to when i had probs..and it's FOC!! i think that the older you are, the more probs you are faced wif..i'm once a happy gal again..SIAN AR!! tml got sch again!! luckily 12-5pm lesson cancelled!! wulala!! but gotta do CRS project..O yea!! 1 more month to Christmas..Dec holis gonna be busy..CIP, SEC, Batam trip(most prbo), Malaysia trip(maybe), Christmas party(maybe), New Year countdown(most prob), 4/6 chalet, outings wif my friends...dunno whether got time to work..i'm super lazy to find a job now..
be true to urself
7:56 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
wed- sch as usual..in between the break i had after GEMs and b4 French, had a chit chat session wif 2 guys and 2 gals...i was SUPER ANNOYED and DISAPPOINTED wif somebody..to that particular person: please think of other ppl's feelings b4 you say anything ok? saying sorry after all that had been said is useless..thurs- HAPPY BD TO JASMINE!! i was so enthu in prac session..haha..i also dunno why..CRS discussion SUX!! i wasn't really happy wif my grp..but things will soon be over..HOPEFULLY!!ytd- went out to find Jas at Novena..she collected her pay..then we had corn potong at her childcare centre there..LOL!! then we went to Robertson Quay to get my pay..a PATHETIC amt..after that, went to Marina Sq to find Ger and Ben...we spent 1 hr to find a place for dinner..we cant find Wakaru so we went to Jack's place..but decided not to dine there..lol..we finally settled down at Billy Bombers..we went to arcade and play..then went out wif MA, Jun Khee, ZY and Joshua to Serangoon Gardens after that...stayed till 1am like that..i enjoyed the time spent wif them..then i went Cheryl's house..lol..gave her a cookie and a BD wish..today- HAPPY BD to CHERYL!! went for CIP at Yishun wif the 3 gals..so sian la..i stand there and wait for ppl to put coins in it..lazy to ask..lol..the ppl very auto also jus put in some $...after CIP, went to eat dessert...after that, we(except YL) went to Nana's house and take the bikes...we cycled from Nana's place to YL there to fetch her then to the park then play swing...then go back liao..though it's jus a 1 hr ride, i had fun..went organ lesson after that..then home for dinner..i jus realised that my appetite these few days not as good as b4..dunno why..but it's a good thing for me..o ya..i haven had choc for 4 days already...i wonder how long i can last w/o choc..
be true to urself
10:31 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
ytd was super sian..today was even more SIAN!!a 17 year old gal went to sch as usual wif lots of laughters and lameness..she was still alright until after pract..she bought ice cream wif her 3 buddies..then she was taking pic..

a funny thing

2007-10-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

Sunday, September 30, 2007
on Fri, sch starts at 11am..okie..reached there got pressies from my buddies..then the day starts wif a funny thing..i thought that it was lecture..so, i led the way to the classroom..i opened the door and walked in like nobody's business..i walked all the way near the lecturer's table then i realised that i went into the wrong class..cos i find no familiar faces of my classmates..everyone(incl. the leacturer) were looking at me wif a shock face..then i walked out like a VIP..so cool rite? then my buddies laugh at me la...i think the class also laughing la..but went to the correct class after that..after lesson, went for Pepper Lunch wif YL n Cheryl..then for bball wif Jun H n Yuan C..sian la..only the 3 of us..SW 5 plus then came..then the 4 of us(Regan, Jun H, SW and I) went to Vivo for dinner..all the restaurants packed wif ppl lor..so, we ended up at Pastamania...then i sent SW to take bus 1st b4 i left for PM...sian half la..1st to reach sia..luckily i didnt go at 6plus la..got a suprise from my lovely sailors...that Yu Long, lie to me!! say go eat IC wan..but nvm..haha..THANKS A LOT PPL!! I JUS SIMPLY LOVE SUPRISES(though i noe something wasn't rite in the 1st place)!! AND LOVE YOU GUYS!! every yr is so different..this yr and last yr's celebration changes A LOT...still got a lot of you still owe me my IC trip ar..you noe who you are..HAHA!! and that day is my 1st time ever trying Carlsberg..it's alrite la..but i still think that beer taste weird..SAT, sat powerboat from PM to ONEº15!! the ride was cool!! it was a freaky and hot day..i was escorting and running here and there most of the time...can die..got ppl complain and complain la..so sian..i tried kayaking..seriously speaking, it's my 1st time kayaking..lol..the club room was wonderful..the Capri(not sure if correct) Yacht was great too...the 4 of us were laughing and laughing in the club room and exploring all the things there..siao rite..then there comes ytd...ytd was a good starting but things get freak out in the afternoon..ppl were complaining and giving us bad looks...i wonder how ppl survive in the Customer Service line..i think that of all jobs, customer service is the worst of all man..ok..then we closed our booth at 4pm..then i went on keelboating, sailing and rubber rib ride..the rubber rib ride was awesome but it's a rather short trip cos sun is setting already..and there goes the event..we left and had dinner at Pastamania(again) at Habourfront(again)...ZY and Xavier helped us to take our stuff frm PM..thanks ar..then went home at 9plus..it was a tired but experiencal weekend for all of us!!shall post photos another time yea..
be true to urself
11:12 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
ytd pon character development class..lol..then went to meet Cheryl n YL for Electronics(GEMs)..sian sia..i was falling asleep..luckily prac not the same lecturer..MA didnt come for lesson..then Geraldine and i were scared...then went for meetin...i dun even dare to step in the room at 1st..but feel better when Joo Ting said that the thing is unbanned..after everything, train-ed wif ZY and Xav..i wanna kill Marvin!! so suay la..same class as Xav..then he told Xav abt my Sec Sch things la..ARGHH!!theory lesson was getting more and more sian..doing the same qn for over dunno how many times..when i paying sch fees that time, the person asked me which model of piano i used..i was like HAHA la..omg la..i can play the piano? you must be kidding la..wadever..tml sch ending at 12pm or maybe earlier..depends on lecturer..MIP!! but i still prefer prac...this sem so many prac..A&PC, MIP, AE&E, CPPA, EEL...but FUN!!dunno where to go after sch..only SW free sia..i wanna go eat IC please!!that's not good!! jus had one ytd, later going to eat again..then tml..o gosh..anyway, looking forward to this weekend's event!!to everybody, i'm fine and you will see me laughing and suan-ing ppl again!!this weekend's event will not haf any mistakes..no more mistakes!! and Thanks A Lot Jasmine, Ophelia, Geraldine and Teck Wee! i love the 3 of you but too sorry that i dun love you Teck Wee! haha..JK la..
be true to urself
8:54 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
wad the freak are all these happening? i noe everything started wif me...w/o me, the world would be a better place..everytime all the unfortunate event jus fall from the sky at the same time..i dunno how long i can survive..1stly, my friends are busy..no time..2ndly, somone pissed me off ytd..but now, i dun care...you cant see that i wanna kill you ytd? my heart was burning at that point of time and you jus cant stop asking me all the things that are related..3rdly, my secret is out and he noes abt it..i can sense it during the cca drive..then it's true when Geraldine told me..then like that lor..but i dunno why he angry la..it's jus like history repeating itself lor..4thly, our club banned from next cca drive..this is seriously my fault..i dunno how to ans to everyone of them now..everyone's mood is not good...i dunno whether i should for the meeting later..i dunno what reason can i give to ans them..5thly, Haagen Dazs job..wad the hell is it all abt la..wan us to go HV to work and face that stupid person? i die die also wan any other place also cant..you sure other places all full of staff already? wad the freak la..since that day, i didnt wanna work there..i didnt do anything wrong ok..i did put the order there..i swear i didnt do anything wrong..blame me la..it's my fault ok? fire me la..need ppl then come and find us..dun need then treat us so bad..it's all jus history repeating themseleves la..and why is it happening on me?6thly, in need of $..my mum's suspecting that my bank has no more $...i jus took few hundred $ from her ytd to pay my theory fees..it's frigging ex la..but i wanna complete it..now i'm soon gonna be jobless..7thly, i need a medical check up..my heart is not feeling good these few days..and i mean it seriously..i dun dare to tell anyone abt it..esp. my parents..
be true to urself
9:30 AM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
ytd morning, went to help my parents...then arnd 1pm, rushed home and prepared everything..then saw Geraldine's msg saying that they got com meeting at 10am so cannot meet..luckily i haven go out yet..so stayed at home and play games lor..arnd 5pm then i leave the house and off to PM...at 1st kinda sad wan la cos of some things that happen la...but then dun wan to spoil everybody mood..
dinner was okie la..didnt eat much..i'm not like Geraldine la..eat so many sotong balls..HAHA!! JK gal...the games were siao la...lol..then only left 9 ppl staying over...we had alcohol...but this time got games involve la..then everything ended and rest-ed at 3AM..
woke up at 8AM..then we head-ed to Mac for breakfast...came back played BRIDGE..practically almost all the time playing BRIDGE when we were at PM..i understand more of how to play liao..SMART SEI!! but still lose la..haha..launching was at 11plusAM..but then no more space for the Jassy, Geraldine and I liao..so we were suntanning at the ramp la..and gossiping abt ppl..HAHA!!
some of them came back then the 3 of us joined some of them on the powerboat...the PPCDL ppl tried their pract stuff..then we had "spins"...FUN!! but i got a weak heart lei..LOL!! i mean it la..i dunno la..perhaps is jus my thinking...after that, i tried driving the boat...difficult sia..the recover liao lor..i left when they were still tidying up the sailing room..LOL!! sorry that i didnt help out..
went to meet Xian...our day at HV sucks la...luckily we will be there for today only!! time passes so slowly and some stupid things happened la..stupid la..blame on me la...i'm wrong ok? got some sickening attitude from some sickening ppl already then still like that...wad the freak la...the grp of sickening ppl also very wad la...ARGH!! if i knew it, i wouldnt haf taken order from them la...but "xi guan" liao la..in swen also got this kinda incident la..
we extended 1 hr lor..then we bought IC from opp shop..HAHA!!

not bad la..Dark and White Choco add tgt..
Xian's parents fetched me home...lol..on the way home, Geraldine msg me..saying that my parents worried all that..then reached home, luckily my parents slept liao..my younger bro go sign in my msn then chat to MA...then i was like o gosh la..i noe he cares but i scared he said something wrong la..he told me that daddy called me a lot of times...then i was like o.O...but then my hp siao again la..the call list cannot work again..freak out man...i'm wondering tml how la..i didnt even tell them abt working..anyway, SORRY guys...make you all so worried...daddy, mummy, dun worry la..i'm a BIG GIRL!!
SIAN AR!! TML START SCH AGAIN!!
be true to urself
10:54 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
ytd was a BAD DAY!! Xian and I went for the training but postpone to today!! but nvm..we went window shopping at Far East, Wisma and Taka...i cant find a pair of suitable sunglasses/ cap...perhaps i'm not suitable to wear any of the items...it's alrite cos that means that i can save up even more!! haha..does it make sense?? i dragged Xian to SaSa and let her smell the new LuLu fragance that i like..she said not bad!! of course la!! I like wan lei!! nah..JK!! but now's not the time to spend..okie..then after "shopping", it's home sweet home..
our lunch..
saw these bear bears..cutey!!

Mon was Geraldine's BD

2007-07-31T00:50:00.000+08:00

Mon was Geraldine's BD..
Congrats to you gal!! (for being offically 18)..

haha..
i saw my friends/sailors..

haha..
Patricia, Geraldine, Xin Yan, Zhu Ye, Edwin, Yi Lin...
am yes, i was very contented on Mon..
due to some special reasons..
WAHAHA!!

ytd was hell crazy..
i felt as if i was in heaven..
presentation for GEMs was a success..
but i made a mistake..
sorry guys..hope u all dun take it to heart..
i felt damn guilty..
luckily Sir said that overall was GOOD..
we took a group photo too!!

i was quite lucky and very joyous..
lucky cos i went for the interview and got to noe that i got in the job on the very same day..
if u are wondering wad job it is, stay tune to my next or next next post..
haha..nth fantastic actually..but i jus like to make ppl curious..

o yea, i bought a cake on behalf of the club for Genuine and Geraldine..
i was glad that they enjoyed the cake..
in fact, i think Mary and JT enjoyed the most..
LOL!! jk la..
and, Thanks to Cheryl whom acc-ied me..

PT- running..2.4km..Captain's ball..
and it was dinner at Clementi..
reached home 11 plus...

today, i have proven that it was a success to be myself again..
wth am i talking??
haha...

i have been very contented since last Tues..

after sch, took train wif YL..i so noob la..
didnt noe that SW working at Orchard today..
not Bishan..
i went Bishan for nth..o well..
but my timing was jus nice..
i reached Orchard and she ended work..
went for some shopping hunt..
i didnt buy anything..
in fact, it's cos i cant find it..haha..

be true to urself

12:10 AM

well..
Happy Belated to Gah Yan, Genuine and Ruth..
all fall on the 25th..

and on that day, stayed back to practice GEMs skit..
hell man..i dunno wad to say man..
haha..but overall was so fun...
tml gonna stay back after sch again for our last practice..
hehe..hope i dun drag the whole grp down..

Fluid Mec jus sucks la..
the presentation 15 mins..
i cant get the ans still..
o man..
prac report is not that diff..

Chem Rxn only left wif Prac..so it's alrite..

Bio analytics..presentation also..sianz..prac datasheet almost done..

Math..PBL..

all to be done by end of this week la..presentations next week but need to pass up the softcopy 1st..

organ lesson ytd was sianz..
i'm always stucked at the same place..
1 reason- i didnt practice at all..haha..

n, i hope that we can get in the ** thing..haha..
when we get in, then i shall spill out wad it is abt..
HEHE..

LOVES♥
haha..
i'm crazy..

be true to urself

6:11 PM

now it's week 15 already..
a few more presentations n reports left..
and, in less than 1 month time will be End Sem Exam!!
goodness man..

21 Aug- Chem Rxn (2-4:10pm)
22 Aug- Fluid Mec B (2-4:10pm)
27 Aug- Bio Analytics (6-8:10pm)
29 Aug- Engineering Math IIB (9-11:10am)
luckily Math is morning paper..if not, my Fri will be burnt again..

n yes, today is yet another joyous day...hahaha!!
i received the msg from MF..
she jio us out for Batman movie this coming Tues..
n i'm so damn crazy abt Batman..
Batman the current movie is The Dark Knight rite,
then the Air Force is The Black Knights yea..
then i told YL n Nana "why dun i form The White Knight"..
i noe it's so lame..
they thought so too..

o yea, i saw Xian Yong again..3 times this week..

tml will be a good day man..
will be going out wif my Mum..
hehe..

i'm so damn excited for the upcoming Hantu trip during Sep!!
once again to the ulu ulu island..haha..
but studies still comes 1st..

be true to urself

9:25 PM

lol...
i haf been seeing ppl in sch..
today - 6 sailors..2 friends...
Kian Tat, Genuine, Patricia, Xian Yong, Mel and Justin..Joacquim and Yu Ping..
5 of the sailors consecutively for these 2 days..

n, i'm very elated today..
i was entertaining myself since morning..
saying my Sheep Sheep's surname is wad..
then use it for other sheeps..LOL..very funny la..haha..

1stly, when i received the sms that PPCDL course is postponed to Sep, i was so damn happy..
dun need to waste time waiting again..
2ndly, YL n I were writing down all the places we wanna travel to..
omg man..i haf so many places that i wanna go...
then Cheryl said that we must marry a rich husband..if not, we will die..
haha..but marrying a rich husband isn't that good..
i only wan someone that loves me for who i am...
however, criteria does exist..haha..
3rdly, cos of some particular reasons for which only I noe..and someone else too..

however, i was quite turn off when i reached PS..
i wanted to book a studio to practice the Electone..
then that cashier there so ap and there wasn't any slot..
wth sia..waste my trip there..
last time they say dun need book..

today went to work

2007-06-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

Saturday, June 30, 2007
haha...today went to work...cos i miss a stupid bus...then wait for another one...that's why late for work...lol...did hosting until 12pm like that...the ppl ar, duno how to wait one lei...everytime so kan jiong wanna go in...then i kana being said by manager lor...somebody today not good mood anyhow give attitude lor...i so suay la...in station 2 de..then "throw" me to station 3...kana work wif ap person..i ask 2 of my colleages that that staff ap rite..then they say...YA!!...haha...i wanna LMAO that time but cant la cos a lot of customers...someone said something make me not happy also..o ya, btw, here's the update of Earle's..Sir Alan: transferring to Thomson to be RM(tml last day)Sir Asra: promote to AMMdm Siti: next week transfer to SuntecMdm June: promote to DMall these heard from Hao ge wan...got anything wrong go find him...haha..jk..then went for organ lesson...i feel quite happy la...cos next week got new song..but is JOC song...i hope not difficult...and hope its classical...lol...teacher said my faking not bad...lol..i think it sucks lor...she say like that...i also dunno how la...after organ lesson, went to meet my daddy at Bugis...haha...use this kinda method to care abt me...haha..funny la..both of them care a lot abt me...so i must not let them down...my mum told my dad that my pair of white shoes was dirty(cannot wash that material if not spoil)...then she told my dad to buy a new one for me and also anything i like la...lol...everyone aged 21 and above got the GST thingy from government wad...so i think that's why my mum asked me dad to buy...she also smart la...cos she not there then my dad will be paying..haha...i bought a pair of white flat base with a strawberry on it..haha..bought from the same shop which i bought my pair of white shoes which turn dirty that wan..that time my dad paid for it too and my mum was there that time...then we went to eat...i dunno why i today can finish a bowl of rice sia...1st time ever since dunno when...then went to see bags to buy for my mum cos her birthday coming soon..but dun buy for her la...later she dun like...ask her go choose even better...then my father same style also...every year her birthday will bring her go on short trips to Malaysia or 1 day Cruise...but i think after they retire, maybe to Europe..haha...then see see, i saw a pants...then bought it...it's more for my presentation use wan..haha...ok...tml still got water training..cannot be late if not punishment...gtg now...haha...
be true to urself
10:22 PM
Friday, June 29, 2007
today wasnt a really gd day for me la...from wad Ms Ee says abt my classmates, i think i score quite badly for CPPB test..then Engineering math test paper was given back...got only 68..one of the lowest in class wif JJ...unless still got other ppl lower la...was damn upset la...i cried when i was goin home lor cos i every test was freaking badly done la...then Cheryl they all not wif me...they go Vivo 1st...i after goin home then find them...luckily i can stop cryin if not my parents will ask me wad happen...i met them then we walk walk, eat and i wwent off to work...work till closing...the customer wans to "da bao" fondue...wad is this man...1st time sia...but not nice lor like that...but then they last customer liao..so...then i jus now read my friend's blog...was very sad la...cos of some probs...i dunno why these few days damn suay and very sad la..lets forget abt the past...i must really work damn hard...cos my lecturer says this course diff to get into U...then in U is counted as top 5 most diff course...sian half la..if i really dun work hard, my future will be gone forever...
be true to urself
12:15 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
lol...today is a BIG WALK DAY for me...Mei Qi, Nana, Yen Lin and I walked all the way to FC6 from Workshop 3 jus to haf our brunch...lol...the food not that nice..then we walked to the main library to study for the CPPB test on Gas Law and Solution Laws...our test only starting at 3pm sia...then we got 4 hrs to study...i getting bored and tired so didnt really study...jus copy the notes once more...the ppr was not difficult...but if i got try doing some qns, i would say it's easy...the stupid qn la..8 marks gone..."good" for me la...who ask me nv practice, only wrote the notes twice...nvm...at least other qns still alright for me...then after sch, went to window shop at Bugis cos i haf abt 2 hrs to kill b4 my music lesson starts...so sian...then i walked all the way to Funan from Bugis after "shopping" since got so much time...reached Funan, still got abt time sia..then went Challenger walk walk see see lor...i saw something that i hesitated if i should buy...but not yet 1st...i still need to consider cos no $ la...i work all the pay gone sia...pay bills, music fees, transportation, shopping, eating, snacking, entertainment etc...sian half sia...i'm now forcing myself to see, dun buy...if not, dun go out at all..budget..o ya, next wed's industrial trip wont be going to petroleum company liao..kinda sad la...cos i haf been yearning to go there since Apr when i knew abt it...now, our class spilt into 3 grps...some goin to Yakult, 2 of them to Khong Guan and my grp will be going to Unicurd...i think make beancurd wan..haha...anyway, at least better than nth...i will get a chance to go to Jurong Island wan..dun be pessimitic!! but no camera or camera phones allowed on Jurong Island..haha...o ya, ytd learnt that we cant eat too much Soursop cos it harms our body...cos got Oxalic Acid...once in a while ok la..also, few weeks ago learn one...perfumes are not ex to produce..so dun be cheated!! haha...no la..to make a perfume lasting and wif a nice fragrance is not easy...so that's why it's ex...my hp the mp3 siao man...got bakground music, no singer's voice..sad la...i dun wanna go repair lei...must backup all that very ma fan...FAN AR!!
be true to urself
10:10 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
sch reopened ytd...was on time for lecture...haha....lucky me...then i didnt sleep during lesson sia..i was so attentive until the 1pm tutorial that i cant stand it...it made my day so bad...cos the module was one of my worst of all...i'm also emo...ytd was my 2nd time since i went into Poly that i cried...i cant stand it man..i wasn't being given any stress but i duno why i feel stressful and rather sad...maybe cos of sch...everyone was so hardworking in class and they score much better than me...today, had MS excel results le...i scored B-...was rather disappointing yet not cos i didnt do a 10 mark qn...i was infact rather happy...cos some of my friends did worse than me though they did the 10 mark qn...the highest in my class was 95...that's damn gd lor...our average was abt my mark...so i must do better next time...then after sch, went to West Mall wif the usual 3...saw Yuan Cheng and his friends...then when i was going back home, i saw something that inspired me...it's something like that la..."Unpleasant advices are jus challenges to prove that you can do it"...and also something striked my mind...i'm more fortunate than some people and i can only out beat myself...dun out beat other ppl..
be true to urself
8:24 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
sian man...ok...ytd woke up at 9am...then went online to discuss abt the grp work thingy...it was done rather fast...we finish liao then JJ sms me said he jus woke up..wad...YL didnt even sms to say sry...wait until dun wan wait liao..freak sia...ok...i was late for organ lesson...then JY was outside the room...lol...he didnt wan to go in yet cos ZX & yellow kid(gosh, i forgotten his name) was playing the song...haha...i didnt practice sia...then we thought they finish playing liao then we went in...kana shoot sia...we take turns to play on EL90...lead the class but was crap la...then impro and motif was disappointing...i really had no ideas ytd...then i had dinner wif daddy nia...mum headache...then had ic after that...though not ex wan but still enjoyed cos weather so hot...went home watched tv..
today stayed at home the whole day...no training...then didnt go out wif friends either...i needa save up $...but i now wanna eat ic sia...liao...sort of addicted liao...but cant sia..wanna slim down wan...had bee hoon for brunch, porridge for dinner...then later supper? ice cream? lol...i planning later eat while watching Initial D on channel U...so gtg now...tml reopen sch liao...so fast...
be true to urself
7:03 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
jus got back from Genting...now, i'm feeling so damn hot sia..bu then there also not that cold...1st day was freaking bad...my parents, my father's employee and i waited for 1 and half hrs jus to be booked in...we stayed in the lousiest hotel there...1st world...we stayed b4 there but this time try other type of room and is the newer tower...we will not stay there again...unless is World club room la...but is ex...2nd day went down to KL...only manage to get a top and a bag...it was stuffy in KL...my face was red all the way back to Genting lor...but today, my face is damn pale la..for dunno wad reason...i guess i'm too worried abt wad i dreamt ytd..had a gd yet bad dream...it's abt BGR thing...here's wad i dreamt of:the boy i like gave my a real big Winnie the Pooh soft toy...then he was feeling kinda shy la when giving me that bear bear...then we talked and talked all the way and I was feeling damn good at the point of time...how i wish the time could stop there...but then suddenly, everything changes...got a gal come by then he hold on to her hand then tell me "she's my galfriend...bye"...what the...i was very pissed off then i threw the bear bear at that gal...o ya, that gal is my friend...then got my other gd frens there...then very pai sey la...then after that, i woke up...but only 4 plus...so went back to sleep again...then today was freaking sick wan la...not feeling that gd...feeling headache...i dunno why...i cant stand the smell when ppl smoke...esp in an air conditioned place or a cooling place...my head jus gets giddy...even if they smoke outside then go into the air con place, i would feel the same...then came back that time, this time not i got prob but somebody else who is on the same coach as us...she dun wanna bring the food down for the custom checking..then the coach cannot pass...the driver may be suspended from driving also lor..this kinda person also got one...it's ur responsibility lor...then jus now, somebody borrow bball from me...i dun haf the branded one liao...so lend the not branded one...haha...but was quite disappointed wif something...i cant say la...i'm now wondering when 2/6 can haf an overseas outing...lol...
be true to urself
10:13 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
on sun, 11plus am then wake up...so was damn late for the training so didnt go...at home slack...then ytd, went to school for the remedial lesson...had a mock test...fail sia...lol...but luckily i not the lousiest...i really need to study for my real test liao...then after that, went to CCK wif Yen Lin n Nana..had Pizza Hut's set lunch...
appetisier..i dunno how to spell la...Minestrone soup...
my drink...ice peach tea...u noe, i dun really like carbonated drinks...

today had microbio

2007-05-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, May 30, 2007
today had microbio...damn funny la...then CPPB Pract...i wanna prove that sub sci student can also be as good as pure sci students...the lecturer kept on mentioning PURE PHYSICS..."it's in Pure physics"..."you all should study b4 in Pure Phy"...i really quite angry at that moment liao lor...after sch arnd 11 plus, went to Jurong Point wif the 3 gals...ate LJS for our brunch...then window shopping for Nana and I...Yen Lin and Cheryl bought some things...i today guai rite...then Cheryl went back to sch 1st for her Jap lesson...the rest of us at a later time then went to take train...it was damn sickening la...when i tapped my card liao rite, got a woman rushed and pushed me(behind me)...she didnt tapped the card...i noticed her that she was standing at the entrance of the tap card there....i thought she was waiting for someone lor...wad the...a train ride also need to like that meh...her dressing make her look like Tai Tai like that lei...then forget it...but i feel very bad...like a SIN like tat...then went back to sch for PT...sian half...plus 2 seniors only got 9 person..2 gals..7 guys...at least the guys are caring and nice people...1 of them look not bad and character also not bad...cos we needa run a total of 6 rounds(includin warm up) on the track field...tired sia...at the last round that time, i slowed down...then that guy that i mention, was acc me to finish running(but cos the senior KorKor asked wan)...we got chat a bit la...the guys very determined...and also encouraging...then we needa do 3 sets of Push up, Sit up, Crunches, Bridges and Jumping Jack...then when did the sit up that time, i cant continue doing...i dunno why...form sec sch till now...does it haf a prob wif that pain?then that senior KorKor asked me to rest if cant continue...they dunno the ans...he kept on asking me whether i'm alrite...some other ppl also...i feel very bad lor...cos i jus give them a smile then say i'm alrite...so, i skipped crunches and sit up...then after everything, that senior Kor asked me i got any prob anot...then asked me why i so quiet wan...then i gave an ap ans.."cos i'm like that wan"...i no mood la...

today went to work

2007-03-07T02:02:00.000+08:00

haha...today went to work...cos i miss a stupid bus...then wait for another one...that's why late for work...lol...did hosting until 12pm like that...the ppl ar, duno how to wait one lei...everytime so kan jiong wanna go in...then i kana being said by manager lor...somebody today not good mood anyhow give attitude lor...i so suay la...in station 2 de..then "throw" me to station 3...kana work wif ap person..i ask 2 of my colleages that that staff ap rite..then they say...YA!!...haha...i wanna LMAO that time but cant la cos a lot of customers...someone said something make me not happy also..o ya, btw, here's the update of Earle's..
Sir Alan: transferring to Thomson to be RM(tml last day)
Sir Asra: promote to AM

Mdm Siti: next week transfer to Suntec

Mdm June: promote to DM
all these heard from Hao ge wan...got anything wrong go find him...haha..jk..

then went for organ lesson...i feel quite happy la...cos next week got new song..but is JOC song...i hope not difficult...and hope its classical...lol...teacher said my faking not bad...lol..i think it sucks lor...she say like that...i also dunno how la...after organ lesson, went to meet my daddy at Bugis...haha...use this kinda method to care abt me...haha..funny la..both of them care a lot abt me...so i must not let them down...my mum told my dad that my pair of white shoes was dirty(cannot wash that material if not spoil)...then she told my dad to buy a new one for me and also anything i like la...lol...everyone aged 21 and above got the GST thingy from government wad...so i think that's why my mum asked me dad to buy...she also smart la...cos she not there then my dad will be paying..haha...i bought a pair of white flat base with a strawberry on it..haha..bought from the same shop which i bought my pair of white shoes which turn dirty that wan..that time my dad paid for it too and my mum was there that time...

then we went to eat...i dunno why i today can finish a bowl of rice sia...1st time ever since dunno when...then went to see bags to buy for my mum cos her birthday coming soon..but dun buy for her la...later she dun like...ask her go choose even better...then my father same style also...every year her birthday will bring her go on short trips to Malaysia or 1 day Cruise...but i think after they retire, maybe to Europe..haha...then see see, i saw a pants...then bought it...it's more for my presentation use wan..haha...ok...tml still got water training..cannot be late if not punishment...gtg now...haha...

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10:22 PM

today wasnt a really gd day for me la...from wad Ms Ee says abt my classmates, i think i score quite badly for CPPB test..then Engineering math test paper was given back...got only 68..one of the lowest in class wif JJ...unless still got other ppl lower la...was damn upset la...i cried when i was goin home lor cos i every test was freaking badly done la...then Cheryl they all not wif me...they go Vivo 1st...i after goin home then find them...luckily i can stop cryin if not my parents will ask me wad happen...i met them then we walk walk, eat and i wwent off to work...work till closing...the customer wans to "da bao" fondue...wad is this man...1st time sia...but not nice lor like that...but then they last customer liao..so...then i jus now read my friend's blog...was very sad la...cos of some probs...i dunno why these few days damn suay and very sad la..lets forget abt the past...i must really work damn hard...cos my lecturer says this course diff to get into U...then in U is counted as top 5 most diff course...sian half la..if i really dun work hard, my future will be gone forever...

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12:15 AM

lol...today is a BIG WALK DAY for me...Mei Qi, Nana, Yen Lin and I walked all the way to FC6 from Workshop 3 jus to haf our brunch...lol...the food not that nice..then we walked to the main library to study for the CPPB test on Gas Law and Solution Laws...our test only starting at 3pm sia...then we got 4 hrs to study...i getting bored and tired so didnt really study...jus copy the notes once more...the ppr was not difficult...but if i got try doing some qns, i would say it's easy...the stupid qn la..8 marks gone..."good" for me la...who ask me nv practice, only wrote the notes twice...nvm...at least other qns still alright for me...then after sch, went to window shop at Bugis cos i haf abt 2 hrs to kill b4 my music lesson starts...so sian...then i walked all the way to Funan from Bugis after "shopping" since got so much time...reached Funan, still got abt time sia..then went Challenger walk walk see see lor...i saw something that i hesitated if i should buy...but not yet 1st...i still need to consider cos no $ la...i work all the pay gone sia...pay bills, music fees, transportation, shopping, eating, snacking, entertainment etc...sian half sia...i'm now forcing myself to see, dun buy...if not, dun go out at all..budget..
o ya, next wed's industrial trip wont be going to petroleum company liao..kinda sad la...cos i haf been yearning to go there since Apr when i knew abt it...now, our class spilt into 3 grps...some goin to Yakult, 2 of them to Khong Guan and my grp will be going to Unicurd...i think make beancurd wan..haha...anyway, at least better than nth...i will get a chance to go to Jurong Island wan..dun be pessimitic!! but no camera or camera phones allowed on Jurong Island..haha...o ya, ytd learnt that we cant eat too much Soursop cos it harms our body...cos got Oxalic Acid...once in a while ok la..also, few weeks ago learn one...perfumes are not ex to produce..so dun be cheated!! haha...no la..to make a perfume lasting and wif a nice fragrance is not easy...so that's why it's ex...my hp the mp3 siao man...got bakground music, no singer's voice..sad la...i dun wanna go repair lei...must backup all that very ma fan...FAN AR!!

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10:10 PM

sch reopened ytd...was on time for lecture...haha....lucky me...then i didnt sleep during lesson sia..i was so attentive until the 1pm tutorial that i cant stand it...it made my day so bad...cos the module was one of my worst of all...i'm also emo...ytd was my 2nd time since i went into Poly that i cried...i cant stand it man..i wasn't being given any stress but i duno why i feel stressful and rather sad...maybe cos of sch...everyone was so hardworking in class and they score much better than me...
today, had MS excel results le...i scored B-...was rather disappointing yet not cos i didnt do a 10 mark qn...i was infact rather happy...cos some of my friends did worse than me though they did the 10 mark qn...the highest in my class was 95...that's damn gd lor...our average was abt my mark...so i must do better next time...then after sch, went to West Mall wif the usual 3...saw Yuan Cheng and his friends...then when i was going back home, i saw something that inspired me...it's something like that la..."Unpleasant advices are jus challenges to prove that you can do it"...and also something striked my mind...i'm more fortunate than some people and i can only out beat myself...dun out beat other ppl..

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8:24 PM

sian man...ok...ytd woke up at 9am...then went online to discuss abt the grp work thingy...it was done rather fast...we finish liao then JJ sms me said he jus woke up..wad...YL didnt even sms to say sry...wait until dun wan wait liao..freak sia...ok...i was late for organ lesson...then JY was outside the room...lol...he didnt wan to go in yet cos ZX & yellow kid(gosh, i forgotten his name) was playing the song...haha...i didnt practice sia...then we thought they finish playing liao then we went in...kana shoot sia...we take turns to play on EL90...lead the class but was crap la...then impro and motif was disappointing...i really had no ideas ytd...then i had dinner wif daddy nia...mum headache...then had ic after that...though not ex wan but still enjoyed cos weather so hot...went home watched tv..

today stayed at home the whole day...no training...then didnt go out wif friends either...i needa save up $...but i now wanna eat ic sia...liao...sort of addicted liao...but cant sia..wanna slim down wan...had bee hoon for brunch, porridge for dinner...then later supper? ice cream? lol...i planning later eat while watching Initial D on channel U...so gtg now...tml reopen sch liao...so fast...

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7:03 PM

jus got back from Genting...now, i'm feeling so damn hot sia..bu then there also not that cold...1st day was freaking bad...my parents, my father's employee and i waited for 1 and half hrs jus to be booked in...we stayed in the lousiest hotel there...1st world...we stayed b4 there but this time try other type of room and is the newer tower...we will not stay there again...unless is World club room la...but is ex...2nd day went down to KL...only manage to get a top and a bag...it was stuffy in KL...my face was red all the way back to Genting lor...but today, my face is damn pale la..for dunno wad reason...i guess i'm too worried abt wad i dreamt ytd..had a gd yet bad dream...it's abt BGR thing...here's wad i dreamt of:
the boy i like gave my a real big Winnie the Pooh soft toy...then he was feeling kinda shy la when giving me that bear bear...then we talked and talked all the way and I was feeling damn good at the point of time...how i wish the time could stop there...but then suddenly, everything changes...got a gal come by then he hold on to her hand then tell me "she's my galfriend...bye"...what the...i was very pissed off then i threw the bear bear at that gal...o ya, that gal is my friend...then got my other gd frens there...then very pai sey la...
then after that, i woke up...but only 4 plus...so went back to sleep again...then today was freaking sick wan la...not feeling that gd...feeling headache...i dunno why...i cant stand the smell when ppl smoke...esp in an air conditioned place or a cooling place...my head jus gets giddy...even if they smoke outside then go into the air con place, i would feel the same...then came back that time, this time not i got prob but somebody else who is on the same coach as us...she dun wanna bring the food down for the custom checking..then the coach cannot pass...the driver may be suspended from driving also lor..this kinda person also got one...it's ur responsibility lor...then jus now, somebody borrow bball from me...i dun haf the branded one liao...so lend the not branded one...haha...but was quite disappointed wif something...i cant say la...i'm now wondering when 2/6 can haf an overseas outing...lol...

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10:13 PM

on sun, 11plus am then wake up...so was damn late for the training so didnt go...at home slack...then ytd, went to school for the remedial lesson...had a mock test...fail sia...lol...but luckily i not the lousiest...i really need to study for my real test liao...then after that, went to CCK wif Yen Lin n Nana..had Pizza Hut's set lunch...

appetisier..i dunno how to spell la...Minestrone soup...

everyone's birthday

2007-02-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

Monday, February 26, 2007
sat was "ren ri", everyone's birthday...so coincidentally, also Mei Fang's b'dae...Happie B'dae gal...lol...i didnt work that day so was at home watching tv and rotting...then in the afternoon, went for organ lesson...i was paying attention to the teacher...cos feeling sleepy and thinking of some things...yawn...then had dinner wif my parents at my neighbourhood area...then went home watch tv...the drama is getting more and more exciting and romantic sia...so touched by it...i watched the episodes the next day again...then after that, head for Vivo...work at station 3 again...KPI was 35 for us(Sir Simon, Dennis, Cheng Hao)...of course I was included too...howver, i only managed to sell 3 to 4...sad sia...maybe i not that lucky...all the ppl i take order wan only wan ice water...sian...then after work, went to look for my family...had dinner at habourfront...then shop arnd then went home...then watched tv again...today, was rotting at home too...cos today no work...same as it goes for tml...then from Wed onwards, will be working all the way until Sun...still dunno the schedule for next week so maybe Mon and Tues gonna work too cos i getting off on Wed, Thurs and Sat...finally Wed and Thurs can work night...but dunno Wen and Fang will come and visit anot cos they had been trying to visit me last week but i not working night...haiz...anyway, next week's gonna be quite busy for me cos i may be working on the other days that i didnt take off on and on Wed, got an appointment followed by theory lesson...thurs gonna go out to sing again wif my gals...sat gonna take theory exam...sun gonna attend my cousin's wedding...but only gonna attend the dinner cos my parents working in the morning...now i dunno whether wanna quit theory anot but will be very wasted lei...but i wanna take up a course then my dad says that i can only choose btwn theory or that(but i still continue wif my organ la)...haiz...
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7:18 PM

today work 11-3

2007-02-23T18:31:00.001+08:00

Friday, February 23, 2007
today work 11-3...then Wen came and find me but she cant find the restaurant...haha...so i asked her to go to GV...lol...then we went to look for Fang's pressie...search a lot of shops then at last still went back to Ripcurl to buy that jacket...i like the texture...hope she likes it...Wen was kinda pissed off but not really pissed off cos Eliz, Ling they all shared wif Shu Yun liao then this present only Mic, Wen and I sharing(currently)...then i sent her to bus stop cos she going to work...then i went back to Vivo shop for food...hungry man...only had biscuits for brunch...i was kinda happy cos next week got 2 days gonna work at night and it would be the 4th and 5th day since the starting of work that i'm working at night...then had dinner wif parents...the food was yucky man...instant noodles taste 100 times better lor...i wonder how the shop can operate till date...lol...tml is Fang's b'dae and also "Ren Ri"(7th day of CNY aka everybody's b'dae)...wish you an Early B'dae 1st MF...lol...and also to everyone...hehe...
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6:31 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
1stly, Sorry to Mdm June and Cristal cos i 2 weeks b4 hand already promised my gals to accompany them out ytd...actually ytd got work wan so last week already taken off...anyway, ytd went out wif Ling, Hua and Xian...went to had our brunch at Park Hotel Swensen's cos Wen was working ytd...but to bad she working alfrescoso we had to sit outside...so hot man...all of us ate EL...top up drinks again...the desert ytd was the choco ic wif marshmellow topping and 2 sticks of biscuits...then after that, we went to Party World KTV sing for 4 hours...Hua got solo so many songs sia...then Ling hyper active lor...i got sing la but very lousy so dun really dare to sing...then after that, went Neoprinting...overall is ok jus that i dun really like my face in the pics...cos weird weird wan...so taken pics again using camera...we take all the way from Heeren to home man...but a lot not nice so deleted...Ling left 1st so i only taken 1 wif her...only gonna post some...Ling and iHua and I Xian and I Xian, Hua, Me
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9:15 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
on 17th Feb, CNY eve, went to work from 12-6...almost all gals working the morning shift sia...then went to met my parents for renuion dinner at Vivo...sian sia...but timing jus nice...then my grandma and relatives came...my brother cousin and his wife-to-be still haven came yet so we waited for them...then they came liao...how envious sia...one so cool loking and the other so pretty...his sister also so pretty......then after dinner, went supermarket shop shop...then i bought a pack of sweet(again)...but compared to schooling, the pack of sweet can last me 2 to 3 weeks man...lol...went home 1st then went to Wen's house to pass her my bag cos she going overseas...then we went to meet Ling and Eliz at Chinatown...who noes that Terry also there still admit not him...then so many ppl...i hate it when it's so hot and there's so many ppl...makes me headache...then we watched fireworks and firecrackers...but the fireworks not that fantastic...then Eliz went home then Terry dunno go where la...so the 3 of us decided to go to Bukit Merah's Mac to eat...then i called Jun Hong to ask who wanna go also...then in the end only he went...then all of us walked home...i felt so guilty of calling JH cos he went there only eat then go home...then after Ling's house, Wen and i past through a very scary part then i dashed 1st then she said why didnt ask to to run too...haha...i wanna laugh like hell but dunno why cant laugh at that time...reached home at 3 plus...18th of Feb, 1st day of CNY...went to my grandma's, father's biggest sister's, father's 4th sister's, father's 3rd sister's, father's 2nd brother's, father's 3rd brother's, mum's 3rd sister's, mum's 6th brother's, mum's kampong meighbour's house then back to mum's 3rd sister's house...at some places got play Da Di but didnt gamble la...then dinner at my mum's 3rd sis house...steamboat...but this year's steamboat like lack of something...but dunno wad is it...after all, went home...19th Feb, 2nd day of CNY...stayed at home until 4pm...played Da Di and watched TV...after that, went to mum's 2nd brother's house...the house so many computers lor...total inclusive of a laptop got 7...siao wan...then got 2 bikes...i only noe that 1 of it costs abt $1000 over dollars...still got 1 piano but it's only a straight up piano...but didnt get to see was brand cos it's in the room...then after that, we went to my mum's 2nd sis house...my mum's 2nd sis children(my cousins) all there but only got

today very siong sia

2006-12-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

today very siong sia...lol...today learn new things at work...btw, 1st thing 1st...today work wif that guy...same station again...today is station 1...only got the 2 of us until 2plus..lol...i noe his name liao...but dun wanna say lei...haha...i got ask Fion then she say, "he cool rite, like him ar?"...then i was like "no la..."like that la...then he today ask me whether today last day then i told him 31st then last day...then he say, "not going for countdown?"...lol...actually, i told someone a secret but didnt tell my closest buddies cum sisters...i dunno whether should say anot...lol...actually that person i told is counted as one of my very good friend...

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7:10 PM

this week will be working for 5 days...today and sat off...ytd Christmas then a lot of ppl...work in that section all guys...lol...luckily i'm not the ice-cream or food runner ytd...cos of sum reasons...1stly, when going to work that time, my high heels broke then wear my mum's shoe...so small...make my toes pain...then 2ndly, ytd saw Melissa spill the choco dip of the fondue...then i dun dare to be runner cos i scared later break a lot of things...dunno whether New Year Day got do anot...

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6:13 PM

jus started working on Thurs at Earle Swensens, Vivocity...tired...work the night shift...then ytd and today off...tml work morning shift...today can be said as one of my lucky and happy day...when i 1st step in the class for organ lesson, i was shocked to see Cheryl...she came back to see us...i guess its her holiday now...she gave me a choco...that's 1 of my fave choco...Cadbury Freddo...though it's not those very ex wan but i still appreciate it a lot...thank you...then the rest of them said got "one even later"...that's me...lol...then i played "My Memory" on the EL90...then Jun Yan said "wa...can pass grade 5 liao.." or sumthing like that...but i got make mistakes...then, after that, went to buy hp...i resevered the K800i few days ago...then today got my Dad, Elder Bro and Mum to accompany me go...happy sia...1 of the reason is cos my Dad paid for it...i'm lucky cos the price actually is $348 liao but the person charge my the promotion price $198...and Thank You Dad!

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10:15 PM

2006 11

2006-11-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

Thursday, November 30, 2006
it's a long long time since i last blog...jus came back from Taiwan this evening...went to there on the 24th...time flies so fast...this time had more experience of sum things and get to see some new sceneries and experience how the ppl live there...weather condition not bad la...this is the best time to go there cos very cooling then i'm lucky cos only the last 2 days raining and also not that heavy...

1st day- reach Changi Airport at 5:40am...check in and my dad bought me a perfume...though
it's not sumthing very ex or wad but i still appreciate it...thanks dad...it's the Jennifer Lopez Live LUXE...then reach taiwan at abt 12 plus...went to TamShui...tried the "tei dan"...a little saltish...then went to Fisherman's Wharf...the lover's bridge...next went to XiMenTing...the things there not that cheap...then went on to the Yaward Hotel...it's a golf resort but only got 3 storeys...

2nd day-went to Yeliu to see the sort of rock formation...not really rock...like sand but it's hard
wan...then went to Zhong Lie Chi...the timing is jus so nice...it's the time when the soldiers change shifts...next is the National Palace Museum...it's all abt those Dynasty wan...but i dun haf interest in it so i found it boring...then went to Zhong Zhen Ji Nian Tang...the weather quite hot so didnt go and walk abt...next is the 101 building...cos of time constraint and money matters so didnt went up the tallest building...it would cost you 350NT for one trip up there...Next to Tai Chung...here is famous for its bubble tea as it started from here and the "Tai Yang Bing"...then went to Feng Chia night market...it's so big that you cant walk finish for only 2 hours...then had "shuai shuai guo" for dinner...

3rd day- set off to Sun Moon Lake...it's cool man...the lake is on the mountain...then to "wen
wu" temple...it's quite big...then went to "fo guang shan"...it's not easy to climb up there if you are weak...there are over few hundreds of budda there and a big one standing...then went to KaoHsiung...went to the "ai zhi he"...sat the boat and go for a tour...then went off to "xin jue jiang" night market...its much smaller than the previous wan but also not too many ppl...

4th day- went to the pearl making centre...only Taiwan and Sri Lanka got...next, went to the
secret garden...aka "mi mi hua yuan"...then to "Lee Foo" theme park...the theme park got a combination of a zoo and a playing theme park...then we move on to the house of "Dao Ming Shi"...went to the "wen quan"...not the real wan cos not that hot...

5th day- went to Taroko National Park...before that, we sat the train to "xin chen" station and
sat the coach to the park...the road there is quite small and it's rather high there...but not as scary as places like "jiu zha gou"...then went the factory that makes marble, graphite etc...then we watched the aborignal cultural show...not that fantastic...had bamboo rice for dinner...

6th day- went on to "jiu fen"...sat the train for 2 hours 44mins then still need to sit the coach for
abt half an hour...this place is where the Sad City is acted...next went to Miramar to sit Ferris Wheel and the scenery is rather nice cos at night liao...in Taiwan, their 6pm is like our 8pm...but the time is the same...next we went to Shihlin night maket...it's raining but we still continue to walk but nth to shop cos the things they sell esp. the clothings are more for the winter season...if not, then it's more of food that they sell in the night markets in Taiwan...

7th day- went to Tao Yuan airport and catch the flight back to Singapore...reach Sg at 6:10pm...

how i miss Taiwan esp. the night markets but the travelling time makes me wanna sleep...but traffic jams happen only when it's the peak hours...if not, it isnt a big prob...

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10:51 PM

now the PSI is 143

2006-10-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

Saturday, October 07, 2006
now the PSI is 143...
today morning wake up and thought that it would be a good day but it's worse than ytd...i mean the haze la...went to help my parents..then went home and practice organ...actually today going out wan but i think cos of me that the didnt go out bah cos i didnt reply them...then went for organ lesson...Benjamin didnt come...then noe that Zhi Xiong live in 6th Ave...rich lor...stay in bungalow...still got El-87...i wan a EL-100 also dun haf...okie la...my organ is even worse than EL-25...but i today then reliase how fortunate i am cos some people wanna learn music also dun haf the chance then i really feel sad for some people...but some people haf the chance to learn music and they haf a good organ then they dun wanna learn liao...haiz...i dunno why i see some people very ke lian then i wanna cry cos i dunno how to help them...haiz...come back to my story...then after organ lesson went to ask for the price for overseas trip...then i think my father and i decided on going to both Taiwan and Hongkong bah...not going to Korea bah...cos Korea wasted 2 days cos the plane only flies at night...then also not snowing yet...then i think i next time then go bah cos i still got MYOB...later crash...anyway, i will be strong and not give up so easily...cos there are people who care for you and my bear bear(s) will be there for me...haha...and live for the ones whom you love and the people who care for you and love you...cherish ur life man...

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8:40 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006
today is a very sad day...noe our results for eng...very disappointed...i cried in sch...then i dun feel like going for MEP...no mood...then i scared that me friends at MEP will ask me abt my results...esp. Shaun...he asked me few days ago then i didnt tell him but he still wanna noe...today is a hazy day...the PSI level went up to 80...so sick sia...make me start to feel kinda giddy...actually i wanna go Yamaha and practice the Electone and this kind of weather then i dun feel like going out...my younger brother sia wan...exam period still go and play b.ball...later fall sick then he noe...haha...i'm naughty and bad rite...gonna work hard for the Os and dun wanna disappoint the people who care for me and my bear bear esp. Sheep Sheep and the most impt thing is not to disappoint myself...Live for the people who LOVE you...dun ever give up...

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6:25 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

1stly, it's Yvonne's and Lynette's birthday last week...happy belated birthday...then on thurs, it was my birthday...the 8 of them(Ling, Shi Hua..they all) celebrated for me...every year same old style...they think i dunno...so obvious sia..nvm...at least they haf the heart...must Thank you all a lot...i'm very happy...then my family didnt celebrate for me...sad sia...not even a slice of cake...then these two days real upset...it's too long so i dun wish to say...nvm...ytd went to arcade wif Gina, Shu Wen and Shi Hua...i only stay a while then go liao cos got organ lesson...sian man...organ fees increase to $168 per month...my mum's gonna haf a hard time cos still haf theory fees and i think it's gonna increase again cos upgrade...

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1:27 PM

2006-10-07T02:38:00.000+08:00

now the PSI is 143...
today morning wake up and thought that it would be a good day but it's worse than ytd...i mean the haze la...went to help my parents..then went home and practice organ...actually today going out wan but i think cos of me that the didnt go out bah cos i didnt reply them...then went for organ lesson...Benjamin didnt come...then noe that Zhi Xiong live in 6th Ave...rich lor...stay in bungalow...still got El-87...i wan a EL-100 also dun haf...okie la...my organ is even worse than EL-25...but i today then reliase how fortunate i am cos some people wanna learn music also dun haf the chance then i really feel sad for some people...but some people haf the chance to learn music and they haf a good organ then they dun wanna learn liao...haiz...i dunno why i see some people very ke lian then i wanna cry cos i dunno how to help them...haiz...come back to my story...then after organ lesson went to ask for the price for overseas trip...then i think my father and i decided on going to both Taiwan and Hongkong bah...not going to Korea bah...cos Korea wasted 2 days cos the plane only flies at night...then also not snowing yet...then i think i next time then go bah cos i still got MYOB...later crash...anyway, i will be strong and not give up so easily...cos there are people who care for you and my bear bear(s) will be there for me...haha...and live for the ones whom you love and the people who care for you and love you...cherish ur life man...

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8:40 PM

today is a very sad day...noe our results for eng...very disappointed...i cried in sch...then i dun feel like going for MEP...no mood...then i scared that me friends at MEP will ask me abt my results...esp. Shaun...he asked me few days ago then i didnt tell him but he still wanna noe...today is a hazy day...the PSI level went up to 80...so sick sia...make me start to feel kinda giddy...actually i wanna go Yamaha and practice the Electone and this kind of weather then i dun feel like going out...my younger brother sia wan...exam period still go and play b.ball...later fall sick then he noe...haha...i'm naughty and bad rite...gonna work hard for the Os and dun wanna disappoint the people who care for me and my bear bear esp. Sheep Sheep and the most impt thing is not to disappoint myself...Live for the people who LOVE you...dun ever give up...

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6:25 PM

1stly, it's Yvonne's and Lynette's birthday last week...happy belated birthday...then on thurs, it was my birthday...the 8 of them(Ling, Shi Hua..they all) celebrated for me...every year same old style...they think i dunno...so obvious sia..nvm...at least they haf the heart...must Thank you all a lot...i'm very happy...then my family didnt celebrate for me...sad sia...not even a slice of cake...then these two days real upset...it's too long so i dun wish to say...nvm...ytd went to arcade wif Gina, Shu Wen and Shi Hua...i only stay a while then go liao cos got organ lesson...sian man...organ fees increase to $168 per month...my mum's gonna haf a hard time cos still haf theory fees and i think it's gonna increase again cos upgrade...

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1:27 PM

Friday, September 30, 2005
todae is the end of year for eng...hope that i can at least get a B4 for overall...wish bah...feeling sad...i surely fail badly wan...if not then a mere pass...todae learn new topic for theory...hope to take grade 8 theory and grade 6 pract by next year june if not i can take pract 1st by march...i only wish to focus more on my studies now...i neglected on my studies for years...i didnt put in a single effort in my studies or should i say is everything...haiz...
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11:17 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
todae was feeling quite despondent...cos of many things...but i thought for a very long time le...i wish that i could haf another chance so that i can make up my mistakes...i cant forget abt the MEP pract on mon...i starting was too fast le but i try to slow down then cant...while playing, i noe i made lots of mistakes and i noe where i stand...i made the most mistakes on my pedals...then i almost cry...then Mr Lee asked me to play some parts of other songs for him to listen so that he can tell me what to play for the 'O' levels...i haf chosen the wrong song this time...actually not really wrong la is cos the tempo is moderate...then he ask me to choose one that is slow and one fast for 'O' levels...it may be a big challenge to me cos my organ does not really haf the function for the tempo...and i would always play faster than the original of the fast song or slower when the song is slow...like The Entertainer that i played for months b4 going for exams last grade...but then it is always like this wan lei...i practice real hard and well wan rite, the examiners dun choose it and choose those which i play only recently...then i also think that i'm too selfish cos i wan a new organ but then it costs quite a lot...if i every week book a studio, i will eventually broke...the non-peak hours also need $10.50 for an hour...and i pay it using my pocket money...i still owe my brother $100 over dollars and $80 over dollars to my dad...still need save up for overseas studies + overseas trip, organ exam, MEP and many many more...then Jason Sien sms agian...i thought that he wun sms le cos it's nearly a month since he last call and sms me...but todae he asked me wanna meet him anot...i'm now confused...tml is Eng enf of year le...jus hope that i can do well for all the subjects this time...
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9:23 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
I'm officially 15 todae...actually quite despondent but also jubilant...so sad cos my closest cousin who will without fail at least sent me a greeting and give me a present every year...maybe cos of my father and my uncle's misunderstandings bah...but very grateful to you all...esp Shi Hua, Eliz, Ling, Shu Wen, Shu Yun, Mei Fang, Hui Xian and many more...thanks for all the greetings...presents and the cake...i haf waited for years but that wish will nv fulfil...
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8:16 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
i was actually quite jovial the past 2 days cos of some improvements in my music...both theory and pract...but then i'm quite scared of tml's MEP pract...i surely out of beat wan lor...nvm...jus wish myself good luck...must haf more confidence...then todae went out wif Shu Wen and we went to the Central Lending Library...go up every floor...had a great time...then went to the Mac nearby...taught each other a and e math...did my poa...and speech...then i call my dad asking if they are going out to eat or wad...then we went to Tiong and i bought a slice of Black forest cake for my dad as it was his birthday todae...jus wanna say that though i hated you for some time, you are still my dad and i'm sry for was i haf done...anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! i cant really promise that i can fulfil your dream as it is really to my extent that you cant force me to study wad i dun really like and haf to act infront of all my peers, cousins, uncles, aunts and etc. that i really like to study that particular course in poly....however, you are still my dad...then i came home saw no one at home...my illusion tells me that they are out for dinner...i'm worried that he wun eat that cake and i will be angry...they are not gonna celebrate my birthday for sure...last year still scolded me on my birthday...wad can i do...i cant scold them...nvm...
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7:06 PM
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ytd went to help my parents at their stall...it's been 2 months since i last help them and a customer was not very happy abt my service...i added the toppings that she wanted but then that is the most i can add for her...or else i will be sacked by my dad...the ingredients for the food need money also lei...then forget it...worse one was being sort of scolded at last time...then went home by myself...until 4plus went for organ lesson...i was quite despondent cos i was being asked to play Lawrence of Arabia on the teacher's organ...i didnt practice at home so went there only noe how to play rite hand and pedal...then the other guy played very well...then teacher checked on our playing of part a to the chorus there on each of us...actually it's not that difficult...but it jus needed some time...then we also played Whiter shade of pale, Voyager, Final Fantasy and ET...luckily teacher didnt ask me to play ET again...then i booked a studio for my MEP prac on 26th sep...the studio with stagea and costs me $15.75 an hour...cos peak hours...then at night when watching tv that time, got a stranger knock on the door very forcefully and trying to open the door...then he was shouting very loudly also...i was very scared...then my father act one lor...go open the door then the person said sry cos wrong house...i thought that person was JASON SIEN lei...now i so scared...todae did my hw...watch tv and maybe going out wif my parents later...then packed my MEP file and i think that we are going to get bak our test paper tml and i dunno how...i screwed up the paper surely die wan lor tml...must do well for prac liao and my EOY...o ya...ytd had a bad dream again...i now really very scared...
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3:52 PM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
todae woke up very late...11am...then did some hw...then ate my breakfast cum lunch...i cant eat finish then throw away...my elder brother went to hospital for check up...the doctor say he is stomach swollen then etc...luckily no need operation...i hope i'm not the same prob as him...mine is either my illusion or more complexed...cos he need to go hospital then i had to stay alone at home...my parents 4plus then came home...i practice my organ...i didnt dare to asked my mum abt buying an organ for me...i gave her subtle hints...but no response...forget it...i also noe i'm so lousy...buy le also no diff...then i'm also wondering...if i really had probs wif my health then i would be the one spending the most money among my brothers...then Jason Sien sms again...i ignored him...then i dunno why todae keep on scaring myself...now my heart feel quite pain...and the kidney there...but i think is i think too much le bah...if it's really that pain then i wun be here blogging...
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9:43 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
ytd went to PS cos i haf booked a studio for practicing...costs me $10.50 an hour...it was great cos i get to use the Stagea...and EL-900...there are also other models but as gd as these 2...after that, went to meet Shu Wen, Shu Yun and Eliz...i bought dark choco and biscuit for my 3 meals as i didnt eat yet and even when i reach home...then we waited for Emily and went to play pool...i am so lousy...then abt 6 or 7plus, Leslie, Regan, Mayson, Jun Hong, Jin Hao, Tracy, Joacquim came...they played lan games...then we play until 8 plus went home...then i watch tv until 11pm...did my theory hw until 12plus...todae went back to sch...dunno why i lost my chinese "si han" book...strange...i asked a lot of people they say got hear teacher calling my name when giving out that time...the we get to noe our overall marks...i fail Eng...why isit always Eng that i failed...but nvm...still got end of year to catch up...everyone should also jia you...i felt disappointed cos some of the classmated failed 3 subs then i only fail 1...i think i didnt care abt their concern...i'm so SORRY...i think that my expectations are always very high...however, no matter how much effort i out in, i will nv get gd results...and my parents will nv be gratified...went for theory lesson...i'm elated...luckily my effort out in ytd is not wasted...i spend one hour doing all 8 pages and i need not redo any...todae i haf learned a lot of new things...i would feel jubilant if i had learn somthing new, understand it well and knowing hoe to do...then went to a Jap restuarant wif my parents...ate Tom Yam ramen...so spicy that my gastric hurts when i reach home...but not that pain...i dunno why these days sometimes will get gastric pain then heart pain and my old sickness...ate a ice-cream mooncake...did my theory hw again...
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11:56 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006
these few days were very disappointed...i haven started on any revision and i'm gonna be dead especially for MEP paper 1...today's English is gonna flunk like siao...jus had MEP paper 3...which is practical...Lion Heart was alrite but my FFX song pulled my marks down...my rhythm was not on time...last year EOY was Tsunami then now FFX...both are my fave songs and it was easy to play but when i play with the background music, it sucks...haiz...today shi hua and ling came to my house...actually wanna study wan but end up playing...i'm now very scared...but there's no one to help me to overcome this fear...i dun wanna end up going to IMH...or having depression again...or should i say that i dun even haf depression in the 1st place...jus that ppl dunno...i'm so jubilant...
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7:33 PM
Monday, April 24, 2006
i haf thought through le...i think that he still like a gal very much...anyway, i jus wanna say that he's getting cool and wanna wish him all the best...no matter who he's with, he will haf my blessings...and most importantly, the person must be the gal he really loves and the gal must nv ever betray his feelings or else she will die under my hands...if he's happy, i will be happy...if he's sad, i will be sad..having to confess to him for 4 times and having to be rejected everytime, i wanna tell him that i really LOVE him...though i didnt did anything for him, he's still the best that nobody can replace...i will not lose heart so easily and will nv forget abt him...
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11:14 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
these few days dunno whether am i happy or sad...anyway, Leslie's nick has finally changed...he wrote "I'm going crazy over u....juz touch me baby" but i wonder who's that lucky gal...no matter who that is...whether my rival or wad...i dun care...i dun really treat the person he love as a rival cos i noe that i love him...on fri, saw Joanne when going to ACS(i) for MEP...we went there together...i felt so strange when a chio bu stand beside a "chio bu"...it's like very uncomfortable lor...she so tall and so chio then i sucks like dunno wad...the Mr Lee told us our timing for the Mid-Year Paper 3(practical)...so sian wan...last year end of year my timing was at 7pm...then this year mid-year at 5:30pm...always the last one...then i got Mr Lee's hp no...cos he scared i cant book the studio at Yamaha...on sat, went back to sch for poa...then Shu Wen and Ling came to my house and play...then i went for organ lesson...i was late...then they haf finished playing a song when i reached there...heard that Cheryl is leaving for Australia in July...that's great lor...go overseas for futher studies for her U cert...i wun get a chance...anyway, all the best to you Cheryl! Cheryl really rox lor...her studies, organ, guitar...all so pro...she's taking her organ exam in June...juz wanna wish her good luck...today went to help my dad...so sick and tired le...today got a sales person who is working for Subaru came and buy food was wearing the Subaru shirt...i told my mum that i really wan to work in a car company as a part time job but she objected...last time i told my dad, he scolded me and nag nag nag...now, my mum nag nag nag...i dunno why my parents dun understand wad i really wan...they dun like everything i do, say and wish for...
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9:58 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
todae afternoon went to play bbal wif Tracy they all...playing a while then rain heavily...so we went to the void deck and waited...after waiting, the guys continued playing while Tracy they all went to eat and i went home...at 4 plus, went out to go and meet Samantha they all at City Hall...i was the earliest then Qi You and Rebecca came...so we 3 went walking arnd...then someone called my hp and the person should be Leslie they all...cos the no is Leslie's phone no...then i was stunned then didnt reply...then the other call was from Zhi Han's phone and the other from Jin Hao's phone...then Jin Hao said "wad party are you opening" then i said "2/6 party" then he said "why you only ask Leslie nv ask us"...then Rebecca di siao so she called Leslie's phone and then said that she was me...then when i ans the phone, that person on Leslie's phone said "dun call back liao"...then i was like...wad haf i done wrong...not i call wan wad...then met Samantha then she told me not to give up on him...then all of us went to the gluttons area at Esplanade there to eat...then we went for the Haydn's Trumpet Concerto...the trumpeter was awesome sia...wad i dun like was the ending...45 mins non-stop playing and i almost fell asleep...after the concert, Naomi, Samantha, Wei Zhi, Evan, Jeff and i went to eat ice-cream at Andersen's of Denmark Cafe at Marina Square...actually we wanted to eat at Haagen Dazs but must wait for 20mins...we ordered the Family Fondue...was fantastic...costs $34.50 but i pay extra of $4 plus...but nvm...i enjoyed it and it's my 1st time sharing food wif the 5 of them...reach home at abt 11pm...
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11:51 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
on fri, went for MEP...b4 that was my Chi oral exam...talked quite a lot but my reading was sucks...at MEP. we did on the differences between the 18th century and 20th century instruments...then we marked the melody writing for each other...i only got 19/25...a few had 25 and many had 20...but luckily it's not gonna be recorded in our report card...on sat, went for CO...then had organ lesson...my mood isnt very good after teacher had said that most prob only Cheryl can take the exam in June cos she had completed her A level and she is only left wif her arrangements...i am also left wif my arrangements but i haf no time to write as there are tonnes of hw to do...then wad makes me feel worse is Benjamin...i played Lion Heart, then i cant catch some notes then he said that i played wrongly...and is that everybody can hear wan lor...make me feel so embarassed and always sing praises to Cheryl...but nvm...Leslie is not like that can liao...today is my 1st time that i didnt go and pray my grandparents and uncle, aunties...haiz...cos got to do hw...hope that tml can be a better day...
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6:42 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
it was the 1st day of the "camp" on fri...it is the only day which i'm the happiest of all the 3 days...we had 3 trainers...Amin, Danny and Wayne and of course the music man, Chun Lay...Amin was the one who made us laugh the most and also cry the most...on the 1st day after the course, Shi Hua, Ling Ling, Mei Fang, Emily and i went to Tiong Bahru market wif Marcus they all...at 1st, i thought that Leslie didnt go and Jun Hong they all say that he sending his girlfriend home then i was very depressed...but in the end he came...my mood was like 360 degrees turn back...then while Shi Hua was waiting with me for bus, Marvin they all walked past then Marvin said abt Leslie la then he knocked on the advertisement the thing...we laugh our ass off...so funny...the 2nd day, Amin talked abt some things that made us sad then many ppl cried...i'm one of them...then when we went home, Jun Hong they all board the same bus as us but *he* was not there...on the 3rd day, we went to sch on Emily's father's van...Shi Hua told me that Leslie, Joel, Carmen and Lynette sat on the same cab then Joel purposely sit infront then...forget it...maybe i think too much...then we wrote letters to our peers and the trainers...Jun Hong wrote me a letter that was so funny and i wrote to 23 ppl...then on the closing ceremony, many ppl cried...me too...Leslie also cried...i dunno wad's the reason but i feel sad when i saw him cry and this was the 1st time i saw him cry...after leaving the sch, i asked Jun Hong to tell him not to cry liao but dunno how...haiz...and thinking back, i haf regretted that my parents didnt went to sch ytd...i dunno how now...i dare to confess to *him*...but dun dare to say SORRY and I LOVE YOU to my parents cos i dunno where to start from...such a disappointement...
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11:05 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006
i'm crazy these few days...kept on laughing in class then Regan say i siao...Kendrick they all kept on asking me for sweets cos of Leslie...haiz...happy for him...found someone that Regan says is chio...at 1st i think so is so so but maybe cos that she's not photogenic...maybe her real person is really chio...his nick also say "The one and only one" and "I love xiaomeimei"...ytd at ACS(i) saw a very cool guy...this is the 1st time i saw such a cool guy in ACS(i)...i haf nv seen one since the 1st time i step into the sch...it's like 2 years...i haven been studying for all the tests recently...i wonder how to pass O levels...today my organ teacher called me saying that she is sick...so no oragn lesson for today...luckily she asked me abt the application for the exam in Sep...she forgotten to give my the form last 2 week...then Sunday is the last day for application...i'm so lucky man...last theory exam i haf taken is the last day of application then apply wan...haiz..all my friends so rich sia...Samantha's mum bought her a LV pouch that cost $100 plus and a LV shirt or wad for $400 plus...then Wei Zhi and Hui En stays in a condo and i think Samatha also then dunno still got who stay in a bungalow...i think is Chirstina...ytd is Joanne's birthday...she's exactly 2 months older than me...she got so many presents...i wonder wad her bf gave her...she looked so jubilant ytd...
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1:38 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
haven been blogging for some time...during this period of time, many things happened on me...but not everybody noes...my closest friends dunno wad happened and how i felt for some things...at least they are still concerned...cos i didnt tell them...i may go insane soon...i'm so afraid...i dunno why there is so much change on earth and the people i see...however, i tried to tell myself to carry on with life...i dun wan anything to corrupt my future...MEP prelim practical is coming...29 Aug...i dunno wad songs to play...then O level practical is on 18 Oct...sian man...i dunno where is my venue for my O levels cos mine is Electone then the others are piano or flute or violin or bassoon...so odd...22 July going to watch MEP orchestra performance at Vic Concert Hall...29 July watching Philharmonic Orchestra at ACS(i)...all are compulsory...if not i can save up my money...but anyway, it's gonna be good for me...i envy those ppl who can perform on the stage and there are audience that are there to see their performance cos this is one of my wishes...
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8:46 AM

it's been some time since

2006-09-16T12:10:00.000+08:00

Saturday, September 16, 2006
it's been some time since i had written the last entry...the prelims is gonna end next wed...o man...i feel this time i did really badly for the prelims...but my frens dun believe cos everytime i like this say then end up better than them so i haf no choice but to lie to myself...i can comfirm that ytd's music on preception sucks...i surely get not more than 20 marks out of 100...the mid year only had 25 for paper 1...i didnt study at all...exams haven finish yet i'm planning to open a birthday party and play games...i'm now so confused abt some things too...and ytd i hurt someone's heart...haiz...wad can i do now? ytd, we didnt talk to each other...maybe it's cos of that incident...luckily no one mention abt it or else i will be very embarassed...ytd i also called to check up the rates for my plan...the rental only jus cost me $800...carzy man...but the environment is really great...today going for organ lesson...wonder wad's up for the new beginning of the next grade...getting closer and closer to my target...maybe not cos haven got the results for my exam yet...few weeks more...but my theory still sucks...now doing past year papers for grade 6 then going to grade 7...BTW, *he* styled his hair once again...but i think the best one is still on Tues...
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12:10 PM

these few days haven been good

2006-08-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

these few days haven been good...many sad things happening...esp. ytd...i jus wanna say that i didnt go on purpose and i noe you will be sad so i kept rejecting them...you dun believe, i can prove myself guilty...few days back noe of sumthing that really hurts me but i have no time to bother...ytd, my MEP teacher made me cry...i went there already very upset liao then cos he needs to change some of the timings for the practical exam next week then i got 2 tuitions to attend then he fixed the timing at 6:30pm...my chem tuition is at 5:30 then my em tuition at 7:30...i would rather chooso the last timing that i haf that is on 5:50...then he say wad "this is an exam and i say no change means no change"...and he also said "you think, tuition or exam is more important...you either take it or leave it, which one do you wan..."still directly shoot my classmates and i...my O level pract exam venue also haven tell me cos he say the MOE haven tell him...but i'm scared he forget to tell me...i really dunno how now...i'm always stuck in between and why must people keep on lying to me and suspect me...

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8:21 AM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

2006-07-29T13:38:00.000+08:00

todae went to help my parents

2006-05-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday, May 27, 2006
todae went to help my parents...my dad today morning 12am then reach home from work then he 3 plus wake up go work liao...my parents these few days so late then come back...then went for organ lesson...learn new song...Can You Feel The Love Tonight...maybe if i can learn well within 2 to 3 weeks, then i will take this song for exam then dun wan the Whiter Shade or Winter Again...actually i wanna get the Dancing Queen and Lyphard Melodie from Benjamin and Cheryl respectively but i dunno why i dun haf the courage to ask...anyway, maybe gonna get the Pokemon theme song next week...haha...

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7:17 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
ytd and today arent good cos of some probs...ytd until today, my parents keep on quarrelling...i also dunno stand where better so better not care...then i feel that theres no colours in my life these few days...dunno why...todae went for theory lesson...was quite disappointed on the rate that i'm going but nvm...slow and steady wins the race...i always tell myself that i'm better than some ppl liao and i must be brave and stay happy no matter wad be it relationship, exam or wad...however, i might fall any time...then my parents and elder brother is either work until very late or no chance to sit down and chat wif each other...but everytime my family chat is abt sch work, parents or elder brother's work and nth else liao...they always either cut my line when i wan to say something or they dun pay attention to wad am i talking abt...jus now was quite sad and afraid...at 1st was that i was on my way to theory lesson then a guy looked at me in a very fierce manner then laugh like "siao" person...it really hurts me but i dun bother to care maybe cos he is mentally ill or he is under stress...then when i was going home, 3 guys were laughing their way when they saw me...it makes me boil yet depressed but nvm cos if all these could let them be joyous, then i would be their laughing stock bah...since i cant do anything to help in the society, i would let them laugh bah...at sch also like that wad...i'm not being called by my nicknames then is the form teacher who always call my name...maybe i owe it everyone the last life...

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11:05 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006
todae had the Career Guidance Day...ended at 1:30pm...then went to ACSi...taken back the results for the mid-year...i didnt expect my practical to be better than last year esp the 2nd piece and Mr Lee wrote my 1st piece as good coordination then 2nd piece as good contrast but some notes were missing and the intro was too soft...however, i dunno whether to be delighted or depressed cos he not as experienced as other teachers...my paper 1 flunk like siao...25 out of 100...can die...luckily my paper 2 and paper 3 help to pull up some marks but my paper 2 the melody and harmony section can be better wan...overall, i still fail...46 out of 100...sad sia...must really put in more effort for paper 2 and 3 in order to pull up the marks...

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6:10 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
todae was a sad day for me...morning already in a bad mood...then Terrence Solaiman said my nick name then i throw my bag on the floor then i said sorry to him and Shi Hua cos it wasnt rite for me to throw my temper at them...however, i didnt say why i was like that...then had Eng oral for prelim and i failed terribly...die liao...i must buck up but i was too nervous and not even prepared jus now...then there's one time when Leslie pass by, i looked at him then when he saw me looking at him, his eyes look to somewhere else...i was depressed...then got to noe all the subjects except Music which i'm getting on Fri...failed quite a number of them...Eng, AM, Humans and surely fail Music wan...but nvm, must really pull up my socks after my Chi 'O' level paper...then after sch actually stayed back wif Eliz they all to wait for Ling and Hui Xian but i decided to go 1st...then saw Marvin, Leslie and dunno who else then Marvin called my name...then saw Jacqueline and Yvonne...so decided to walk down the hill wif the two gals...who noes that we saw them at the bus stop and Marvin called my name again...my parents knew all of my results liao but they didnt say anything lei...so strange...i rather they scold me and chase me out of the house...

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4:10 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
this is my 2nd entry for the day...today is Wed so ot theory wad but i went there then no lesson...i didnt see the calendar...then i saw can take the exam certificate liao mah then i ask the reception then i made a mistake...so paiseh lor...i dunno wad am i doing...then i went to Sembawang music and i finally found the cd i wanted...actually i wanted the other one but that one no stock liao so buy this one...it's The Greatest Classical Moments...it's very affordable and resonable...then today i almost lose my life when crossing the road...i was quite depress then i was like...everybody was like see me "not suang" like that...perharps i think too much bah...then also no appetite to eat...tml is post exam day....fri is vesak day and is also my cousin's house warming day...i'm excited yet dun feel like going...i wanna watch Poseidon...my elder brother ytd watch liao cos he's working at GV then he said it's quite nice...but 1 hr 40 mins...

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8:15 PM

these few days haf finally past...mid-year gone...how i wish time could stop here cos i dun wanna noe the results...surely very bad...i dun even wish to think but i jus cant...then now very furious cos of my nose...if pass by Marvin they all then they would surely laugh at me wan but nvm, "xi guan" le...now dunno what to do...ytd jus cos of some things then cry...today almost cry cos of some things also...but i tried to control...i haf thought through le...but it would not be good...everything be it studies or wad now sucks like dunno what or should i say from the beginning till now is all sucks wan...haiz..wadever...

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5:22 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006
these few days arent good...exams were crap...gonna flunk all subjects...get scolded by my brothers and parents for nothing...today's music paper 1 was crap...we werent taught how to write the essay on Prokofiev then test on us..it's like History and SS essay but how to write...12 marks some more...die liao lor...i haf read through most of the things but i dunno why for every exam, my mind would be blank then when the exam finishes, the memory came back...it's so frustrating...or should i say i haf a very poor memory...then ytd Ling wanted to "kill" me cos i kept on saying i cant pass my music...but in 2 weeks time, the results will be out...jus now, Samantha told me to study hard...lol...my heart is now shattered and i haf totally lost my confidence...i really wan to lend a listening ear but nobody can listen to me...

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7:12 PM

these few days were very disappointed

2006-04-28T19:33:00.000+08:00

go for CO

2006-03-27T02:26:00.000+08:00

ytd didnt go for CO cos nobody from 4/6 went...then at home doing hw and practicing organ...in the afternoon went for organ lesson...at 1st, i lead the class to play Lion Heart then lateri play myself cos teacher want to check out for my mistakes and i thought i haf corrected the same mistake over and over again but i didnt...then only Zhi Xiong play Love Affair then the other dun haf play...i haf thought of sumthing...maybe i can try taking Love Affair and compete wif him...but cos of the incident last time, i didnt play in the class for ages...but i did practice at home...then teacher ask me to play FFX...and it suck lor...cos my timing is not good...but wad do you expect me to do when i cant practice wif the diskette at home...btw, teacher also asked me whether i got buy a new organ liao...sian liao la...everytime ask me this qn...my dad has to pay for my grandma's expenses, stall rental, house expenses, my younger brother and my tuition fees, my younger brother's poket money, etc and my mum has to pay for my theory and organ fees, my elder brother and my poket money and etc...and most of the time i dun dare to take money from them to pay for my sch's need and the MEP fees or little expenes unless i cant afford to...sometimes i haf to book a studio for my organ exam and practice there and it cost me abt the price of 18 mentos for an hour...i dunno why i always think that some ppl haf a better organ than me and they dun wanna cherish it eg. they quit at a certain grade and why bother to spend so much time in the past and wasting their parents money...some ppl in the MEP study for half a year or a year then they say want to quit...isnt it a waste of everything? they can spend the time to study and save up the money...my parents say that i'm stupid that i didnt give up on MEP but i haf my plan...wad i do now is all part of my plan...so wad they say will not stop me from doing all this...i hope they understand...

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10:04 AM

i dunno whether todae is a sway or lucky day...in the morning, i was almost late for sch cos i woke up late...then when i came home from MEP, i haf alighted the bus then i dunno how i walk then fell on the ground...my right knee bleed...but it's no big deal la...jus that people waiting at the bus stop dun wanna help me up...jus shocked by it...and i was rather "pai say" cos like this also fall down...then i was sian diao when i was going to walk up a flight of stairs then a stranger asked me if i'm alrite...maybe this gives me an experience of being independent bah...and i was falling like this for the 1st time ever in my life...sch was alrite and it's my 1st time ever during MEP that i laugh like siao cos of Mr Lee...we did melody writing today wad then he sang the melody and it sounds funny then we all wanted to make him sing a high pitch note but we failed to...anyway, we were giggling non stop for the whole day...then i can also say that i make a closer bond wif some of them like Soo Min, Naomi, Samantha and Li Choo, etc...i also nv expected that Soo Min would ask me for candy...funny sia...in conclusion, i really learnt a lot today and experience many things...however, i still dun understand some things...

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11:07 PM

today woke up at 10 plus den didnt went for CO...did hw and then went for organ lesson...toay learn the dunno wad song...then i played Lion Heart...Zhi Xiong played Love Affair...Han Yang played FFX...Cheryl played Winter Again...Benjamin played 1000 words...i didnt perform as well as the rest...haiz...then went to Bugis...then went home...

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11:30 PM

ytd went to Sentosa for the 4/6 outing...was quite fun but is all cos of me that cause many probs...i cant control my temparament then was easily frustrated...then still "hao lian" to others...haiz...we played volleyball then also went to the seaside...then i wanted to throw the 3 pointer for bball but i cant score one...so lousy...then we stay until 7 plus then went to haf dinner...then went home after that...i'm really sorry guys if i haf did sumthing or say sumthing that hurt you all or made you all detest abt...

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12:34 PM

todae ponten CO...went to Shu Wen's house...we did hw and then i played the piano a while...i sux at it lor...how to improve? then after that went home and went out to meet Hui Ying they all for the Eng project...then i saw Michelle and Cheryl then Kendrick and Jia Liang...Michelle and Cheryl could not recognise me..lol..then we took MRT to city hall and walked to esplanade...i took some photos while Hui Ying jot down notes...then we went and walk arnd then went to Marina Square to eat...after that, we went back to Esplanade and waited until the 7 plus...i did my hw there and they all taught me POA...haha...i finally understood my weakest chap...thanks to you guys...then we took the night scene...was ok...and i like a pic very much cos it's very unique...taken by Boon Hwee...then we chatted until nearly 9pm then went to take MRT to tiong...Zhi Long sent Hui Ying back home...lol...i'm still bewildered of whether to go sentosa tml...but i think most prob yes bah...

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12:07 AM

todae went for POA then i was quite disappointed and stressed up...cos Ms You sort of shouted my name across the class then said that i'm not listening to her when she's teaching and i dunno how to ans her qns earlier...but i can see she delibrately call on me wan lor...then i dunno why i cant control myself then i cry...during Phy, learn abt Magnetism...still got hw...then after sch, went to eat and then go and play bball wif Shi Hua, Shu Wen, Ying Yan, Georgina, Yee May then Edumund, Ying Yao, Yuan Cheng and Regan joined us...Shi Hua, Shu Wen and Yee May came to my house and take the bball but we ended up playing PS2 and organ...then we were very late to meet them at the basketball court...had a funfilled day...actually i was quite disappointed that i didnt score the 3 pointer but i did...i dunno whether should it be improve or deteriorated but i noe that Shi Hua learn anything also so fast wan...that's good...but i'm a slow learner...

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8:22 PM

the mar holidays arent holidays at all...still must go back sch almost everyday...ytd went back for eng...then after that went to eat breakfast...then Shi Hua, Yee May, Georgina and Ying Yan came to my house to take the bball...but we play the organ 1st...i teach Shi Hua the chorus of the FFX song...she's a fast learner sia...teach her any song also learn so fast...Tsunami also...Georgina also not bad sia...then we went to play bball wif Jermaine they all...the weather was scorching and we play until 4 plus but we sitted there to chat until 5plus...then i went for tuition at night...todae went for Eng and it was gross...there were quite a number of bees in the ava theatrette...then had ss lesson...then Shu Wen and i went to Great World after that to find Ling and Hui Xian...after that, Ling and Shu Wen came to my house and play PS2 until 5plus...after that, i went for tuition...i was even earlier than the teacher...actually i was late already cos he said this week's tuition is 5:10pm then i 5:30pm++ then reach...after tuition, came home and do my homework...sian...still got E and A math, POA, SS, Eng and Chem to complete...

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11:58 PM

on fri, got beack results for CA1...it's so terrible..then mid year exam is starting in Apr...went for MEP...pathetic only 11 people went...practical is coming and the minimum is 5 minutes and max. is 10 mins...either one song or two songs...i also dunno which song to choose..then it ended quite early...5pm...then went home to study for my Theory exam...

had Theory Grade 5 Exam on Sat...it was alrite but i am quite worried wad would the result turn out to be...then after that, i went down to scape for the family venture...i feel so sort of guilty and disapointed cos i didnt do anything to help my team...after that, went to have lunch wif Gah Yan and Siti at Pastamania...i foun out that *he* really got learn piano and some more in Grade 6 now...i thought that they were jus joking wif it but i think it's real...then i went for my organ lesson...it was miserable yet fulfilling...teacher gave us 4 songs at one shot...but i am not that worried cos 2 of which are grade 7 songs...i also saw the grade 5, teacher's grade's song...was not easy...but dun care so much liao...i dun wan to take Let It Be as one of my exam song le...i changed to Lion Heart...i dunno why all of them especially Benjamin was shocked...but then Zhi Xiong can play well wad...even better than me lor...though i made some mistakes, they still clap for me...delighted...teacher also say that this is much better than the other songs i play...then Mrs Yow wants to see my parents..she called my home...die liao...dunno what she gonna tell them...

todae went to help my parents...then went for tuition...then went to Suntec wif my brothers and father...we bought a monitor...my dad bought for me a digicam...though it's not the one i wan, it's already better than nothing...however, i'm still waiting for the June holidays to come as there might be a promotion on the stagea ELS-01 organ...my parents are gonna broke this year...mostly cos of me...pay for my theory exam, upcoming organ exam, maybe buying me a new organ, coming 'O' level exam fees and my music sch fees are increasing and abt 3 or 4 of my cousins are married or marrying this year...

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10:14 PM

on Sat, went to Ngee Ann Poly and played the Family Venture game...though we went into the finals, we are the last team...but nvm...try harder this coming Sat...today got quite a number of hw...sian...then tml still must complete the internal exam for my theory...i'm now so confused...this coming Sat got the Family Venture final, external exam for theory and organ lesson...fri's MEP also dunno wad time going to end...thurs still got CO...these few days not feeling good also...cos of some reasons...then keep on showing AP...and scolding people...

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9:58 PM

it's so boring and tired

2006-02-01T11:51:00.000+08:00

it's so boring and tired these few days as it was Chinese New Year...tml must go back sch again...how i wish it was the end of the year...this year get very little ang pow...then now very puzzled abt some things...wadever...i found it strange that the cousins who i am closer to seems to be drifting then the cousins who i'm not that close to are closer to me now...then my cousins are quite close to one another...got to mix with others then forget abt me...jealous...actually not, but in fact i'm feeling depressed...cos all of them can get well with each other then i'm the lonely one...maybe i think too much bah...but it's the truth wad...

today went for tuition...i was the 1st to go cos i did well then quite deligheted cos this is the 1st time i did something that well...had a Very Good with 3 stars on it...like kindergarden kids...but i doubt that i can maintain this kind of standard...then went to my cousin's house...he got an organ...though it's better than mine but still dun haf the function required...i also dunno how...see bah...my skills also so lousy...i'm now feel sick abt somethings too...haf been bothering me for days, weeks, months and years...

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7:51 PM

ytd after sch, went out wif Shi Hua, Ling, Shu Wen, Eliz, Hui Xian, Victoria, Shu Yun, Mei Fang, Mei Yee, Emily and some of the guys, Marvin and etc...i quite disappointed yet glad cos...haiz...some of you may noe why...then Shu Yun went home while the rest of us went to PS to watch movie but then the movie only starts at 7 plus so Shi Hua, Ling and I went to Bugis and shop...then we went back to PS and find the rest...movie ended at nearly 10 then some went home while some went to eat then i went to grab something to eat cos my mum wans me to get home quick...when i reach home, after a while arnd 11:45pm, then my parents and my aunt went to work...
today, i went to help them in the morning then went out wif Shu Wen, Shi Hua and Ling to Bugis Street...we walk walk then Shu Wen and Ling went home 1st...then Shi Hua and i shop there a little while...then we went to Bugis Junction and bought a belt...i like it a lot cos the colour it's striking and matches most of the colours or in fact all but nth is perfect...Shi Hua's one is also very nice...splendid...in total, i spend arnd $50 for a shoes, belt and top...i'm gonna save more money now cos i really spend a lot this new year...i'm gonna broke...

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10:16 PM

haiz...these few days so much hw to do...i still haven completed my theory work and my arrangements for music...so much to write...still got new songs to learn...my mum jus asked me abt the organ but when will she buy? or NV...but nvm...at least i still can catch up wif the rest...Chem, Phy and Eng haf so much hw...but bo bian...this year O level lei...i found out something but it may not be true...but i dunno how to say...then today jus had the POA re-test...Ms You was shocked that i had to retake the test...many teachers and my parents haf very high expectations of me...and i also haf very high expectations of myself too...cos of this POA test that i failed, i cried...arent i stubborn or wad...haha...

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5:37 PM

these few days so tired...hw and hw...ytd went out wif Ling, Shi Hua, Shu Wen, Eliz, Shu Yun, Mei Fang and Emily to Orchard...they played pool except Eliz, Shi Hua and i...then Shu Yun they all went to eat Swensen's ice cream then Ling, Shi Hua and i went to walk walk at Heeren..then went to Taka and had our dinner...i treat them dinner cos i still got the Taka vouchers...then we chatted and eat until near 10pm...then reached home at near to 11pm...then did POA and Phys hw...today went to CO...then had instant noodles for breakfast...then went for organ lesson in the afternoon...learn a new song...but it seems old...it's titled Take 5...then they take turn to play songs except Cheryl and i...then went to Chinatown wif my parents then went home...sian...still
got Eng and some Chem to finish...

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9:58 PM

todae went for CO then had bread for lunch...so hungry...morning didnt eat...then went for organ lesson...then Stagea Mini is out and i wan it...costs $3000+...but only can put thumbdrive du haf diskette...i played Tsunami as teacher wans to hear if there's any improvement...then i'm very pleased wif my playing...Benjamin and the "yellow guy" then clapped after my playing...haha...so happy...then the "yellow guy" aka Han Yang also played Tsunami...Benjamin and Cheryl played Winter Again...i lead the class wif Harry Potter but it sucks man...and also one thing...Benjamin wear the same colour t-shirt as me...last week also the same...then went to Orchard and walk the go home...

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9:18 PM

it's only the starting of Jan and everyone's so busy...on mon got chem...tues, got sch then got theory and tuition...wed got nothing for the time being...thursday got CO and tuition...fri got MEP...sat got organ...sun also got tuition...on fri, went for MEP then everyone must but a book...costs $62 each and also adding to it is a ticket for a concert coming Apr which costs $8...a total of $70...then i may be the happiest and saddest of all time on Sat...many things happen...at first is abt somebody then during the organ lesson is abt another person...both things make me joyous yet dejected...Benjamin gave me a better impression than b4 but er he..i dun wanna continue le la..

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9:44 PM

todae morning went for poa remedial

2005-11-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

todae morning went for poa remedial...i dunno is overall below 70 or SA2 below 70 then need to go but forget it...then we did 3 qns on TPL & B/S...then after that walked down the hill wif Yvonne and Jacqueline...we talked abt many things...then went home had biscuits as brunch...then play com...practice organ...did composing and improvising of songs...then watch tv and did some work...then did household chores...so bored...

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11:11 PM

ytd went for organ...learned new song...however, i'm still stuck at the song Tamashi..the anime...then now a Donald Duck song...dunno wad Chum...dunno wad...but den sort of Euro beat /techno...then i played Lawrence of arabia...then i accidentally step onto the pedal then that Benjamin aka Jun Yan said he didnt sabo me then dunno wad...wadever...then the "Yellow-shirt" guy played Final Fantasy...so di siao wan...go put the tempo at 40%...wa lao...so slow...then still got play other songs and also did improvisation...then Benjamin played Final Fantasy X-2's 1000 words...i'm not sure if it's that version...then went to eat Sakae Sushi wif my parents and elder bro...then went home...

todae went to help my parents...so pissed off...got so many people wad then must wait wan rite then one elderly said i dunno then dun come help la...but i said wait liao wad...no patience wan...then got one is i told her liao that there isn any more ingredients in the porridge liao...then she said okie and i gave her the bowl then i tell her again but then she dun wan liao...freak out...then worse thing is that my salary cut down another $5...it has been cut for the 2nd time...consecutively...if this continues, i will not help out anymore lor...but i must prove to all of them that wad Ms Lim had told me...i cant accept failure easily and gets depressed easily...so i must prove them wrong...but can i? i doubt so...

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5:52 PM

ytd was the last day of sch...gotta bring lots of stuff back home...actually not that much...then went back to sch wif my mum and bro...then JO talked to my bro abt my results...haiz...i haven even see the result slip then my bro see first...quite discouraged wif my results...but i had expected...cos i didnt put in my best effort...my class position goes up by 2 but level drop by 2...then JO says dun worry much...haiz...then after that went to see Ms Lim...she keep on asking why my maths deteriorated a lot...then maybe cos of my time management bah...JO and Ms Lim both also say abt my time management and i haf high expectations and etc...haiz...then went to look for Ms Wong...then talked abt CO stuff...then i went for theory lesson...for this 2-3 weeks, i'm doing the past year papers...then can go to grade 5...so slack...nvm...i try to finish my grade 5 by dec...then after that i went to meet shi hua to pass her her stuff...then bought food for my family...went home...

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8:49 AM

these few days arent good for me...got back results and they are not convicing...got to noe more knowlege and noe more of my personality...i am a BAD person...the one who is a nuisance to the world...she's always the odd one...everyone hates her to the core...she cant do well in anything...be it studies or music or sports...she cant even do sumthing that a 3 year old can do...arent she stupid...haha...of course she's that stupid...nobody cares to bother this person anymore cos she dun bother to care abt herself...she's 15 yet she dunno what is rite or wrong...she is the stupiest person i ever noe...even her father dun have any trust in her...her cousins and friends dun wanna be wif her...how i wish she can die earlier or immediately...

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12:10 PM

ytd was bad...i'm gonna flunk me MEP...at most la...the most i can hope is a C6...but then cant also like this compare la...actually i shouldnt pick up MEP...first, i dun even haf a grade 5 theory standard or even a grade 3 until i started learning theory this year...now i'm still at grade 4...left a scetion to grade 5...i also wish that i could learn faster but it's already very fast le...i may fall any time or should i say that i'm always maintaining a D7, E8 grade...let the time determine bah...

todae someone told me that i'm drifting...liao...i also feel so...esp during A math and A math tuition...i haf let that person down...and my physic test wasnt reflecting...and i found that i haf lose my confidence even b4 the eof papers...wad am i gonna do now...and i haf chatted wif my dad and mum for some time...but then, my dad gave me a subtle hint of wad he wanted me to pick up...is this forcing or advicing? i'm now in a loss...but that person told me that he dun wan me to be in a complete loss for now...

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9:01 PM

todae woke up at 11am...then had lunch at 12 plus...went for math tuition at 1 plus...tuition finished at 4 plus...went for organ lesson...todae we learn a new song...i think i heard b4...it's like in an anime wan...then todae the expert didnt come then my turn to take over his place for the song...haha...so pai seh you noe...he so pro then i so lousy...then went home...tml still must help my dad and then Mon still got EOF MEP WRITTEN exam...i sure screw up the whole paper wan....

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11:01 PM

todae is the end of year for eng

2005-09-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

2005_08_01_archive

2005-08-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, August 31, 2005
todae is teacher's day celebration...we as upper sec had to walk round the sch for 2 rounds...then got performance and etc...then we went back to class...we made a lot of noise and also tease others...lol...haiz...then we went back to our pri sch...i only get to see Ms Evelyn Goh...nonono...it should be Mrs Evelyn Tay...i still cant get use to her "new" name...it's dunno how long ago liao...last year and still cant change the habit...then i doubt that many 6e pupils got go back see her...i quite elated cos abt 3 years liao still remember me...then she still say that i'm still that shy-_-''' and etc...then saw Qian Wei and Rachel Boey...but i think they didnt haf much impression of me but cos pri 4 classmates but they are really 2 of my good friends i had in Pri 4...and Alicia, Pei Wen...

then after that went to play bball wif Yee May, Georgina, Siti, Hui Ying, Zhi Long then Gah Yan came then followed by Shu Wen and Shu Yun...my skills are slacking...then i gtg 1st cos got a math tuition...sian...the tutor spend 1hr explaining and todae's tuition is a total of 2hrs 30mins...todae learn abt Binomial Theorem...did some qns on it and last week's hw on arc length...i feel slack...i only noe how to do one step and it's the 1st qn for Binomial Theorem i did...sad lor...got tuition still so lousy...then came home see hp...that Jason Sien sms me again asking if i am free tml...then i purposely sms him very late saying that i dunno if i haf time anot...then until now didnt reply but i hope he dun reply...then i sms Shu Wen and Shi Hua if they are going out tml...but i doubt so...then was kinda angry and depressed cos my old sickness occur and got a little gastric pain and heart was kinda pain...and i jus wanna say sumthings but who should i find?

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11:22 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005
todae was a bad or good day? i also dunno...i had did very badly for all the tests this term...must pull up my socks le...my POA and 2 maths didnt meet my expectation or neither did it maintain at my preious standard...i dunno wad to do...i dunno how to tell my parents...they would be totally disappointed...i found out sumthing again...i really cant control my anger...or am i too emotional? nobody noes some probs esp one that i had been thinking through for almost a month...after sch, went for MEP...sian lei...i didnt study for the test and i'm gonna flunk this test...if i can jus pass for this test, i would be gratified le...it is out of 50 while the only test we had last time was out of 100...i mixed up the Japanese instruments and forgotten how to spell...then on the way home i on my hp...that Jason Sien sms me again...argg...todae morning jus sms me asking i free anot then jus now also ask the same qn then ytd nite even worse...sms me asking if i'm free to call him and discuss abt his wedding things...i kept on wondering why isnt Valerie discussing wif him and why isit me discussing wif him? they are the ones getting married lei...i wonder should i meet up wif him anot?

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11:17 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005
ytd went to sch for rehersal and i was actually in a jubilant mood but after the rehersal, i was feeling frustrated and discouraged...i was being picked on by my instructor...i dunno why he always pick on me or isit cos i'm too lousy...haha...i'm so lousy...and cos of some reasons that led me to be like this...and i am now more scared of JO cos the day b4 i dreamt until him again...die man i almost this whole week dreamt until him and ytd kept on seeing him...then if we are not wrong, his wife fetched him home ytd on a Hyundai Tuscani...after that, some of us went to eat our lunch at tbp's food court...then went home...then i practice a while on the organ and went for organ lesson...Jun Yan played Voyager and Let It Be for a time each...i played ET again for 2 times...Benjamin played Final Fantasy for 2 times...the joker played Whiter Shade for once on the teacher's organ and the teacher lead us playing Lawrence of Arabia...

todae morning was kind of sickening and furious...i slept at 1plus and woke up at 7plus...actually needed to help my parents wan but was tired and still haf some hw to be done...and actually i needed to be there at 6:30am cos there are many orders todae...jus now woke up jus got beaten by my younger brother...sick lor...very pain lei...still hit on my head...then at most later get scolding from parents lor...

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7:59 AM

Friday, August 26, 2005
ytd had swimming for PE...i was quite discourage cos i was the least brave cos i was the last to try swimming to the deep pool and i still needed a board to help me...maybe cos i still cant accept the fact of almost drown for 3 times...1st time was when i learn swimming when i was in Kindergarden but after that, i nv swim until pri 4...after that, i was almost drown again when my fave cousin, Calvin and Cheryl, his sis brought my younger cousin, Dorisa and i to the SRC(singapore recreation club) swimming pool to swim...it was a indoor pool...after that i only swim when we are forced to in Outram...the last time i almost drown was in June this year at Sentosa the sea there...then after sch ytd, got rehersal for speech day...then i went to look for David Tan regrading the MEP stuff...then i went to Clementi Yamaha to book a studio for practicing after rehersal...was sort of upset cos i'm lucky to get a studio with Stagea but it's only ELS-01, EL-90, EL-100, 200, 500, 700, 87 but i only can get to use EL-87 cos the others dunno why cant play...i on the power liao but cant play lei...the switches also on liao...and it's an hour for $15.75 cos peak hours...then was quite pissed off cos i can hardly play wif the diskettes for some songs as my organ dun haf the function...and not even the tempo...reached home at nearly 9pm...

todae was quite jubilant cos others are quite jovial den dun spoil their mood...but i was furious cos got piles of mountains of work to be done and todae's physics test surely fail wan lor...btw todae is the 8th month of the Tsunami disaster so i played Tsunami jus now and practice some other songs...oh my gosh...todae is the 26th and my music elective's EOF practical is 1 month away...die...monday still got MEP test...

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7:54 PM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005
todae i feel quite despondent early in the morning...then got back chinese paper and a maths...was even discouraged...though i pass my a math, it was TOO far from my expection...i broke down and cried...then after a while feel much better as i did some reflections when i was crying...then we had the opporunity that we might be going to go to Hong Kong 2 years or lesser from now...we will also get to preform wif the Hong Kong preformers...then ppl seem to be quite jubilant but i'm not that jovial...but anyway, i hope that that might not happen...i gtg and do my hw now...

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5:51 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005
todae woke up late then must meet Mei Yee they all do the project...b4 i went out i forgot that i had to help my mum do some household chores so i'm late...VERY SORRY...the we had some discussions at TBP's mac then we went to popular and see if the materials are available...but we went to Ngee Ann City's Kinokuniya to check out if the materials are better...though there isnt many materials that meet our citeria, we had some inspirations from there and we went to Chinatown to buy the materials...we spent a total of $5 plus...then Mei Yee, Shu Wen and i went to Tiong and met Mei Fang...after that, we went to Ikea and ate the hotdog bread...then went to Queensway shopping centre and walk...after that, we went home...i skip breakfast and lunch for todae and i ate the hotdog bread that we had in Ikea, half of the bar of bitter chocolate, a pack of chips and a aloe vera jelly for dinner...todae i found out something...i was very selfish...someone dropped the thing in a shop but i didnt help him and yet i walked pass him...i felt very guilty...and i found out something that had make me disappointed and i have been thinking over the same thing for 2 weeks...

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10:19 PM

Saturday, August 20, 2005
todae woke up at 7am...but was quite tired so slept again...7:30am woke up then prepare to go for CO...go to sch by my own cos Shi Hua was late but i haf already gone b4 she sms me cos i thought she go to sch liao as she didnt reply me earlier...then when i was reaching sch, Yee May and Shi Hua told me that they are meeting to eat 1st then asked me if i wanna join them...haiz...then after CO i went home...then Shu Wen came my house...i pratice the organ while she uses the computer...then i needed to go for organ lesson so she went home...i was late for 5 mins...luckily the lesson haven started...

todae is my 1st time

2005-07-25T10:39:00.000+08:00

Sunday, July 24, 2005
todae is my 1st time that i woke up at 11am...break my record...i nv slept later than that...then ate breakfast...had a slice of cake...yummy...then watch tv...then Ling and Shi Hua sms me say that they cant go out le...so didnt go out...was sort of disappointed but nvm...everytime wanna go out then they cant go out...and is that everytime i ask wan they cant go...but nvm i'm not angry...so dun be guilty...is jus that i'm hating myself...then after watching tv, did my journal...and i finished my homework...this is the 1st time i so fast finish homework...quite gratified...then practice organ...sick man...i now find that the jazz song is even difficult than Voyager...but there are more to come...i think that teacher is gonna give us a song in 2 weeks time...die liao...how am i gonna pass my grade 6...then jus now almost out of control...almost shout out at my parents and was feeling furious...cos of some things...then they decided not to but organ le...i waited for so long le but it jus does not come true...i doubt that they will give me a surprise on my birthday this year...not even a present...nvm...i'm quite contented yet discouraged...

then i dunno why they came back from work then scold me again...i jus cant stand it...then my mother still says if i make her angry another time, then i die lor...but i dun understand...wad haf i done wrong...the organ thing can 4get it cos of some probs that i can understand...but is that they always break my promise lor...then ytd my maths tutor say that if i must try to go for tuition wif my brother on Tues...then is that if i dun go he will be angry...but i feel like going...i got theory at 3:30pm...then go home must study A maths test...but if i go i can revise my A maths rite? however, i go there also no use wad...no matter how much i study will also fail wan and i go there can ask until how many qns...he always explaining to my brother...say until this, i cant stand it...he always say that i dun wanna ask qns...but he explaining to others then how i ask...i ask le i still dun understand...why am i so stupid...

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7:39 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005
todae woke up quite late cos was feeling tired...dunno why...then ate 2 slices of bread for breakfast...do homework...then went for tuition...b4 that, i quarrelled wif my younger brother...who ask him wan to help him do homework but if dun do he beat me lor...i cried cos i said i dun wan than he beat me lor...so i help him do lor...always like that wan...then i slack in tuition lesson...i only done 3 qns or not even 3...for the whole lesson...wad am i doing...and teacher was also quite angry cos he has high expectations of me...he always compare me wif my elder brother...how sad...

then went for organ lesson...todae we learn a new song again...i'm dead man...i still cant play well for Voyager and now come the new song...A Whiter Shade of Pale...it's a jazz song...i think i heard b4 somewhere...then this song is quite difficult but i think Voyager is still the most difficult of all the songs i have played...then i found out that Jun Yan passed his grade 6 but i wonder why he is still learning grade 6 and not for grade 5, teacher's grade? i have regretted learning organ...but i learn anything also no use wna la...slack in everything i learn and do...i wanna pick up Guitar...i have been waiting for a long time to learn liao...but now i'm more concern abt the organ as i have not more than 20 hours for my parents to decide this prob...but dun wan also good...cos i'm lousy...then sch exams are coming soon...so sian...finishing homework...left wif journal...

be true to urself
11:55 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005
todae i went to sch and was okie...i was rather dejected...however i tried to laugh...during eng lesson Yvonne told us something that made me laugh like siao...then Mr Ooi thought that it was someone else who made me laugh...haha...then after sch stayed back to do the speech for Mon...so sian...then after that went home...prepare things and then went for theory...todae's lesson was alrite...then after that went to Queensway...while waiting for bus, a foreigner came and asked me for directions...i was so jovial when she asked me cos i want to help others when i can...however, i'm not sure she got there anot...i hope so...then bought a pair of Nike shoes...at 1st look that time still alrite but buy back le regret...maybe cos of hurry bah...i choose things need a lot of time wan even buying chocolates...siao rite...act lor...i haf changed...i really changed a lot and is from bad to worse...

be true to urself
11:50 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
todae was more relaxing than ytd...however i was late for sch...sick...i think i'm changing bak to my usual self again...i wan to be a better person...i cried like siao ytd...then todae got cry abit...i cant control my feelings...then i was trying to change le but no one believe me...i'm not gonna be late 4eva...i was slacking the past few weeks but now i'm trying my best to do my work...and for wad i do, i must do till the very best...todae's lesson was quite boring...then after sch stayed bak a while to do my reading log as it was raining heavily and i cant go for my music lesson and it also haven start so i decided to accompany Shi Hua also...while we were doing our work outside class, Mr Ooi will sometimes do a check...then there was one time that Mdm Choy walked passed and asked us qns...then i thought she might have forgotten my prob but she didnt...haiz...she asked me sumthing then she went liao...phew!

then went for theory lesson...was late by 10mins but teacher extended the time cos she is free...then i need to "chiong" liao cos she is paying bak 2 more lessons to me and the time given to reach my target is getting closer...i doubt that i can finish my Grade 7 theory by end of year...haiz...see 1st bah...then went home did theory homework then practice organ...then almost shouted at my parents...and i was dejected cos of sumthing...and it was really unreasonable lor...i dunno why they are getting more and more unreasonble...sry to say that and you 2 are my parents lor...and the 2 of you, my brothers...you all can give me some freedom and respect me anot...and dun be so unreasonable or else you all dun force me to do sumthing which i dun wan it to happen...or i may change to an unreasonable person too if you all wan to...

be true to urself
10:58 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005
todae was slack...woke up and play computer...after that went to meet Ling, Shu Wen and Eliz...we went to Jurong Point...walk walk then Ling wans to eat...after that went to arcade but Shu Wen gotta go for her piano lesson...we played a while then walk walk...then saw many NCC cadets...i remembered that todae they are going to the SATI(i dunno whether spell correctly anot)...then somewhere near there...then we go window shopping until 7plus...then after that when going home that time saw Leslie they all...haiz...i realized sumthing...dun sae le...then when we still waiting for someone then they all go liao...then went home finished my work...

be true to urself
11:00 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005
todae woke up at 9+...eat breakfast...then do homework...do household chores...then practice organ...then thinking of sum things...then went for organ lesson...i saw notices of the guitar course starting next month...i wanna learn...but my parents wun allow wan lor...if they dun allow then i dun care le...i pay the fees myself lor...i missed so many opportunities le...i have regretted for wasting 2 years learning the keyboard and the teacher wasted half of my year for organ...then todae's lesson was alrite...of all the lessons, todae's is the best of all but not really best...todae i was asked to play "If I never knew you", the disney song at the teacher's organ...i slack man...i can play better last week...then we tried out "Voyager"...i so damn stupid...cant play...left hand was alrite but right hand had some probs when playing...only right hand got prob liao then how i play with both hands? huh?

we also played "ET", "Let it be" and the sort of french song and do hearing also...then Jun Yan played "Magnificent 7" and "Back to the future"...i prefer "Magnificent 7"...he good lor...the pro kia in class...unlike me...he actually taken grade 6 liao but i think he failed so he in this class bah...then i think i the youngest or maybe as the same age as one of them...Cheryl is now in poly/JC or university...then Jun Yan is in Sec 4...the joker's sister got her Grade 6 result...got all Bs and As...then teacher also showed the result of the other pupil of hers...got 2Bs and the rest all As...i wonder how they can get so good results...i think if i sit for the exam...the paper is all C or D...then i had decided to go celebrate wif my mum...we ate Swensen's...then after that had a tiff with my younger brother again...sick lor...everyday must quarrel with me wan lei...if not then...forget it...now i feeling very sick ar...jus now gave attitude to my father...haiz...i haf changed so much...so bad...but i still think i'm on the right side and they are the ones who caused me to be like that...i also dun like it...but they nv noe...i only correct their mistakes than they "bu shuang" le...then i jus now wanted to say sumthing and i say half of my sentence for 7 times b4 i could say wad i wanted to say...and then they didnt even reply me...then still say everytime i dun wanna say...nowadays i dun even talk to my closest SheepSheep abt my feelings...then jus now i almost uncontrol myself cos of sumthing again...

be true to urself
9:36 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005
i was actually feeling alright todae..but things pile up and make me feel confused..that led me to my dispirited world...during morning asembly, a person said abt sumthing then i felt despondent...then went back to class, Mr Ooi was in a bad mood...Ms Lim was talking to Mr Cheong then we all were sort of noisy then Mr Ooi shouted...then todae Ying Yan didnt come...i guessed is abt ytd's prob? Ying Yan cheer up man...we will always be supporting you! then Mr Ooi cos of all these and a guy also told me sumthing and i told myself that cos of others, i must be jovial...they are all feeling despondent so i should be jubilant...i wanna help others but i cant...then after sch went to Ngee Ann Poly for the course...b4 that, i was not feeling good...and went to there, i was laughing like siao...and i had not been laughing for so long...then got some misunderstandings...sry...i think i dun need to say out the name bah...i was the one who was at wrong...then went home when using the computer got scolded by my parents...cos of some misunderstandings again...i talked back to them...i so frustrated and depressed le still like that...then i feel that i'm not going for tml's dinner for my mum's birthday celebration...i dun care whether it is Swensen's or wad so eva...i'm not going...

be true to urself
7:20 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005
todae i was late again so Shu Wen and i had t take cab again...sry...at 1st i was kinda elated...but slowly, i became discouraged...even more depressed as time goes by...during Chinese lesson, Mdm Tan broke into tears cos she said abt her parents who had passed away...hiax.. despondent...then we had our 2.4km run todae...i think i was placed 4th in class for girls...15.14 min...haix...Shu Wen was the fastest...pro wor...then CME lesson actually got test wan then teacher say we can open the book...during Chemistry, my mood came to the climax for todae...i was rude to Shu Wen and she was sort of angry bah...SORRY!!! then actually should be everyone arnd me who i was rude to...during Eng, Mr Ooi checked our reading log...he dunno say that i read abt Dark Matters? i think is sumthing like that...then my mind was blank...i think i was also rude to him...haix...

after sch Shi Hua they all got oral exam so i did my homework in class while waiting for her...then Mr Ooi asked me some qns...then i only shake or nod my head...then i think it was rude...sry...then when Shi Hua and i went to the music room, they all practice finish liao...haha...then we all went home...Shi Hua and her sis wait for her father to fetch them then i went home myself...i went to the National Library to return and borrow books...then saw Shu Xian and her stead(if i'm not wrong)...waved to her and went to take bus home...i didnt study A maths test as i noe that i will fail...i had been slacking...and not practicing my organ for almost a week le...tml going for the MYOB thing at Ngee Ann Poly...bored...

be true to urself
10:39 PM

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
todae was feeling quite strange...haix...feeling discouraged? or jovial? then todae was an unlucky day...Ms Saw so long time didnt call me do poa then todae so unfortunate got called and i always say index no. 1 very seldom call wan...then carriage inwards can write until carriage outwards...dunno wad am i doin todae...then maths lesson was okie...chinese lesson was okie too...but we needed to compose song lei...not really compose la is kind of changing lyrics...but dunno why almost cried...maybe cos of some reasons...Mr Ooi said abt the oral thing...haix...hopeless is the word to describe it...after sch went home eat lunch then went for tuition...the lesson was boring that i fell alsleep...then everytime tuition ask qns less then 10 sentences...then teacher says i so different from my brother...so sick wan lei...everytime compare between my brothers and i...last week was 2 and a half hours...this week is 2hours...so sian...

came home was very tired that i stare into the space...then 8:30pm then do homework...die liao le...i haven been practicing on my organ for 4 days le...i think gonna slack liao...last time i cant resist myself from playing it as i'm addicted to it but now i'm slacking like dunno wad...i'm gonna get laughter from the people again...and this reminded me of sumthing bad ytd...i will not forget it...FOREVER!!!

be true to urself
11:34 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

be true to urself
1:06 AM

Sunday, July 10, 2005
todae woke up at 9plus...so tiring...then ate breakfast...tasteless wan...do homework...12plus drink a bowl of soup...then Shu Wen came my house...raining...she didnt bring umbrella...then we do homework then she play PS2 then i do homework...then parents came bak...keep on asking me qns...then i quite angry...ask me this and that...finish doing hw le went out to meet Eliz and Ling...we 4 went to Bugis...we walk walk and took neoprints...i look so ugly and sian...then we had a fun time decorating...then went to buy sweets then dunno why Shu Wen and Ling say that if i'm arnd, the shop selling sweets wun closed and etc...then say say say...then went to take a bus home...on the bus, we chatted and we asked each other to guess some songs...cos we were too bored...then went to change bus...Eliz took different bus from us...then dunno who started some joke...then talk talk talk...until we went home...reached home le eat sweets and play organ...the new song wad really difficult...then come online...that's all for my day...

be true to urself
10:57 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005
todae woke up late at nearly 6:30am...then actually meet Ling they all at 6:45am then Ling and i was late...actually Ling can be earlier de but she say wait for me...lol...thanks...we ate mac and went sch...then went to Clementi to do CIP...our group spilt into 2 again but this time got 2 more sec 1 de...Shu Wen, Shi Hua and I again...then Mr Ooi say cant wan then Shi Hua says we very independent wan then he speechless liao...we went to the first few flats then got one got piles of newspapers...we were shocked and we were half dead le cos too heavy...then got one resident lent us a trolley cos she thought it was too heavy...then i phoned to Mr Ooi then he came over and look after...we were counted as one of the slowest...cos we joke and laugh when doing the collection...haha...enjoyed my time todae but was tired and my finger almost bleed cos of the newspapers...then got lots of chatting and blah blah blah...cant really explain all...then went bak to sch...waited for 3/7 and 3/8 to arrive...went Tiong then only Hui Xian eating...i kept on drinking water todae...dunno why so thristy...todae i had drank 500ml of plain water, 330ml of sprite, a cup of bubble tea and 750ml of vegetable+fruits de drink and now i'm drinking 1 litre of vitasoy...i only ate a burger for breakfast and skip lunch then dinner haf 3 breads maybe cos i ytd only eat breakfast bah...then todae learn a new song...Voyager...the chorus very smoothing...overall 95%...maybe it's another Tsunami song that i haf waited....however, it is more challenging than Tsunami...it is quite difficult as there are many changes in chords, change in speed and its quite fast, right hand quite complicated but maybe a practice a few times then will be easier...i wanna make it another Tsunami...but i think teacher is too fast these few days...give us a new song each week...then how i cope...i die le la...then she todae only gave back me a diskette cos i gave her 3 then her com spoil...

be true to urself
7:44 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005
wanna add to todae's blog...i haf embarrassed myself 3 times todae...one was i dropped my books when coming to sch then my poa file's content page also drop out...it was thorn...then only Shu Wen was around...then the 2 thing was ytd Yee May wore my shoes home then todae in the hall exchanged back then was like...so many ppl then still got teachers arnd...then the 3rd thing was that Shi Hua was asking me abt Sci then i kept on saying that cos it was salt in mandrian then Ms You was behind us then she thought wad...then all of us laugh lor...including Yvonne they all...cos they are taking sweets from me then very funny...then Mdm Tan asked us wad happen then i still laugh...

be true to urself
10:31 PM

todae, sch was boring but Shu Wen and i was really lucky todae...we were almost late...then we didnt do poa then didnt confiscate ezlink card...haha...then Yvonne was angry cos why my card wasnt confiscated but hers...then we were not called for oral...so lucky man...todae we stay back in sch until 3plus cos of poa...then i was sort of feeling furious and disappointed of sum things...haix....then went to theory but teacher didnt come todae...i waited for half an hour cos i went there too early todae then knew that she didnt come...then go home lor...i'm very scared now...tml got organ then dunno wad's gonna happen...i'm scared...but quite depressed of tml also...cos teacher is gonna give me the diskettes for the songs...but...haix...forget it...

be true to urself
8:11 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005
todae was quite tired...woke up at 6:30am...then todae's lesson was also boring...we ran 4 rounds around sch for PE...then during CME lesson, almost the whole class fell asleep...then Chemistry...haix...then Mr Ooi tested some of them for oral...then they needed to stay back...then we got CO...not more then 20 ppl...so pathetic...then released at 5:30pm...then noticed that Yee May wore my shoes home...then i wore hers...lol...saw Ling they all then we go Tiong...actually dun feel like going cos still got some much homework to do but also dun wanna go home...got home at 8pm then got scolded...but forget it...wad made me angry was that my father kept on asking me to do my work but the prob is that they all keep on chatting and watching TV...then how i do? so noisy...asked them to keep quiet then later noisy again...i was fed up that i shouted at them...haix...i wonder wad's gonna happen tml...hope that tml will be a brighter day...cant be depressed or angry...lets hope bah...

be true to urself
11:59 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005
todae went to sch...was Ling's birthday...Happy Birthday!!! sch was quite boring...then eye a bit swollen...then in class Han Jun keep on asking me why i keep on staring in the air...then haix...dun say...then now only Shi Hua and Shu Wen noe my secret..cant tell okie? thanks...but actually nth la...but i feel quite hurt abt it...then during maths lesson cried a bit...haix...Ms Lim says that i got a lot of mistakes for my homework...but i cry not cos of this...shall not say bah...then during PC Mr Ooi showed us the depression thing...then dunno why Shu Wen and Han Jun look at me...i got depression meh? i so happy...haha...then Mr Ooi was sick...haix...more and more ppl getting sick...must invent some chemicals...lol...then after sch went to celebrate Ling's birthday...but hope she dun mind cos not really celebrate...then we late then Shi Hua was kinda angry...then i say that i must also invent more chemicals...but i dun think i can even go to ITE...so slack...we chatted then Shi Hua not angry liao...then Shu Wen said the truth to Shi Hua...at 1st i was kinda worried cos i tried to help her keep the secret then Shi Hua says she was not angry...i hope so bah...i noe lying is a big offence but i dun wan anything bad to happen...SORRY!!! NEXT TIME I WILL NOT LIE TO YOU ALL LE OKIE??? then i was playing the organ jus now...so disappointed wif myself...play like shit...then all the sad songs became like ppl dying de songs...then i now confused and frustrated wif sum things...

be true to urself
11:21 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005
todae is the 1st time that i break record...i woke up at 11am...eat breakfast cum lunch...then do journal...then Shu Wen came to my house...then she played computer while i'm rushing to finish my journal...then i influence her to cars...haha...then we kept on research for cars then forgotten the time then late for meeting Eliz they all...sry...got Eliz, Shi Hua, Emily, Ling, Shu Wen and me...at 1st, Shi Hua and i walked away wif them cos i was feeling frustrated...i cant control my temper...then i kept on saying of going to die when Shi Hua kept on asking me where am i going...then after cooling down myself, we meet wif them then we go Orchard...then on our way to the bus stop, we saw Leslie they all...haix...i almost cried...dunno why...then we waited for another bus...then go Cineleisure as Shu Wen wans to eat pastamania...but on the way, i cried cos of sumthing...only Shu Wen noes...haha...dun say out ok? thanks...then went to Heeren...was quite sian...then walk walk...eat ice cream then went home...then reach home le went for tuition...was quite disappointed yet jovial...was feeling irritated cos my eyes was quite pain...then did ss project...

be true to urself
11:40 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005
todae woke up at 10...was feeling quite pain and sorrowful...then 12 plus eat lunch...practice organ again...the new song was rather slow...but i cant play well...then went to the car show...so sian wan...the cars not that good...still okie la...then nth wan...last year's at Suntec the motorshow 2004 was better...then went there that time something bad happen again...came back also happen again...then almost cried...haix...now still in pain...then todae wasnt a good day...i almost talked back to my dad...cos he was so "fan"...i dunno how la...he says gonna bring us to Hong Kong at end of year but i was rather disconsolate...and cos of some things...i think i shall end here...

be true to urself
9:31 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005
todae woke up at 9plus...then use computer...then my elder brother play PS2...then i found out that i'm so stupid...my brothers lie to me...then i practice my organ...i found out that my elder brother lie to me another time...they good lor...make me so sad...still laugh at me...then eat a burger for lunch and went for tuition...then got a guy join...he is Jun Hao's friend...then he good lor...got his friend liao then change liao...i make a mistake wad then his friend laugh then he also laugh...i feel disappointed abt it...then actually i still got some qns abt sch work wan to asked wan then didnt asked cos they will laugh again...so sad le still adding sadness to it...then went to organ lesson...but b4 that went to buy diskettes for the organ...todae learn a new song titled "If i nv knew you"...it is another disney song again...then todae the 1 whole hour playing songs...luckily no impro or hearing...i was asked to play "Time to say goodbye" again...i was sort of confident cos i practiced it in the morning but the result turned out to be far from expected...i was playing faster than the tempo that i miss count...then my chords and melody also played wrongly...i was quite disappointed wif it...such a stupid person...then went to meet Shi Hua after that cos we going to watch Ngee Ann Poly Chinese Orchestra performing at Singapore Conference Hall...then went on smoothly then after that was abt 10pm...then went to eat dinner wif Siti cos Shi Hua's father fetching Xin Rui, her sister and her home...but during the concert, Shi Hua talked to me but i didnt ans...so sorry...then i came home at 11...something made me cried and i was even sadder...then todae was not a good day for me...how abt tml? i wonder how...

be true to urself
11:19 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005
todae went to sch feeling elated cos of some reasons...then the day in sch was so boring esp Chemistry...i dun understand much of wad the new teacher is talking...she is also called Ms Chan...she slang like veri wad then talk quite soft and teach so fast...i dun even noe wad chemical is wad...then falling sleepy...i think i todae eat a lot...recess eat wif Shi Hua, Shu Wen, Mei Fang and Sandra...but Sandra not eating...then afternoon drink a cup of water...then dinner eat 3 breads...then now mother so called force me to eat one more again...we went for CIP then quite suay or wad that Mr Ooi is in our group la...then Mei Yee and Han Jun go wif Mr Ooi then Shi Hua, Shu Wen and i split from them but got 1 time we 3 laugh quite loud then Mr Ooi heard it...then all of us go different blocks...we 3 finish the papers le then meet wif Mei Yee and took more...then we went back to our work that time saw Mr Ooi again...then we finish everything liao...then Shi Hua said that why dun i tell her earlier but i say i got...then i mood swing again...haix cos of sum reasons...but Shi Hua, i'm not angry wif you jus now...dun keep it to mind...then we met they all then walk back to the MRT station there...then went back to sch...after that we went to Tiong...haix...i naughty gal again...didnt go theory lesson todae cos i late liao then feeling moody and tired...chatted wif Shi Hua, Shu Wen, Mei Fang, Ling and Hui Xian...but Hui Xian and Ling didnt talk much...then after that go home...

be true to urself
7:16 PM

todae mood swing

2005-07-01T09:48:00.000+08:00

Thursday, June 30, 2005
todae mood swing or should i say is almost everyday...todae take Shu Yun's father car to sch...actually dun feel like taking cos she hates me to the core but Shu Wen they all say nvm then forget it...then sumthing make me angry and agitated...Mr David Tan asked me which instrument i play then i told him organ then he go liao...then he asked Qi You then he says he play piano then Mr Tan asked him to prepare a song for solo performance...then i feel that maybe cos i'm stupid or he bias or he look down on ppl who plays organ...maybe he look down on ppl who play the organ cos organ is easier to play than piano...you see, so stupid rite...haha...then i dunno wad to say le...feel like chatting wif sumone but...forget it...maybe cos of this thing, i may give up the MEP bah...i dunno...then maybe Jaryl calling tml...but i dunno wad to say...

be true to urself
6:48 PM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005
haix...since sch reopen, i'm so happi...cos of too many things...i think i cant make it for 'O' levels...i dunno anything for studies...haha...todae also very ecstatic...then todae got photo taking for CO...then heard that we are gonna perform wif Ngee Ann primary for the Hong Kong ppl...then if we do well, we maybe can go Hong Kong next year...haha...but jus now ask my dad abt the trip to England then he angry liao...i wonder wat is in his mind...then i think i 'O' levels finish liao either go poly or immediately go overseas study...but i'm so stupid how to go overseas study...i dun think my dad and mum will pay for me lor...btw jus now Jaryl called...but quite sad...then i'm now so confused...then my parents haven even tell me how abt the organ thing or i think they didnt think of it...then my cousins win liao lor...all lie to me...then Calvin korkor and Cheryl jiejie also dun wanna talk to me...so disappointed...work liao like this lor...got girlfriend liao like this lor...live in a private house le like this lor...my dad didnt keep his promise too...still buy 4D...i hate it to the core...i feel like giving up the wish that he wanted me to fufill for him...but all of them are like that...i promise and try to fulfill wad they wan but they didnt keep it...i haf realised many things since sch reopen...esp that i'm getting more stupid...then still got some that make me angry...shall i say? then tml is the opening of DreamCars Asia motorshow 2005...i'm gonna go man...last year's was quite cool...but this year has more cars that like...but i tml no time, friday no time, sat also then must sun go lor...but...haix forget it...

be true to urself
10:56 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005
todae woke up at 8plus...then skip breakfast...do poa and eng...then do finish poa at 12pm then wash living room de fan...then cook lunch...instant noodles again...then sweep floor and watch tv...after that do eng again then parents come bak...then we went to Suntec city...shop shop wif my aunt and her friends...then bought some stuffs but cost my dad $200 plus...but if i buy a digital camera then even worse...i had been eying on it for quite a long time...one of my dream was to become a photograher...but now i'm eying to be a chemist or an optometrist or psychologist or nephrologist...haix...so greedy rite...lol...sian...then tml would be a better day if it doesnt rain cos i'm gonna go sumwhere where there's sumthing i like it man...car freak...

be true to urself
9:31 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005
ytd go watch Initial D wif Shi Hua, Eliz, Ling and Shu Wen...the show okie la...quite funny...but too bad i dun quite like the cars...but ytd after the show, Shi Hua and I kept on looking out for sports cars on the road...we went to Bugis after the show at arnd 6plus...then after going Bugis street, we walk to Bugis junction then we saw 2 Hyundai Tuscani...haha...but seen quite often in Singapore...then at 1st i always see this car but i dunno wad brand it was...then ytd still dunno wad brand but i remembered that i saw that in a car magazine...but i haf no confidence in myself...haix...i'm so stupid...cant remember which model is which...do research and look magazine also useless wan...no money cant but also useless wan...cos i stupid wad...ppl look at it 1 glance will noe wad car it is but me must stare at it for so long then noe...so stupid...haha...then we went to walk walk in Bugis...then after that went to Esplanade...my sickening brother kept on asking where i was...then wad time i go home...dunno why eveytime must ans his ans and give him the specific place and time...then went to the seaside there then got sumone's birthday...then there got lightsticks written "HAPPY BITRHDAY!" wif her name and then still got cake...haix...say until birthday ar...i'm still confused over the chalet thing...then i stare at the sea...thinking of all my problems...almost cried out but didnt la...then Shi Hua wan to take photo wad then i dun wan cos i'm so damn ugly and no mood...actually i'm the one who talk the most ytd...i guess...but until that time, all of us became moody cos of me bah...haix...everytime cos of me...at 1st is Shi Hua sad sad wan, then is Eliz then is me...haix...actually i tried to be HAPPY all day to break my record but i cant...but nvm...todae dunno wad's gonna happen cos ytd reach home at abt nearly 10pm then my parents and elder brother angry but this is not my latest time to get home wad...then i ytd at home cried lor...but no one noes...haha...btw, Thank You Eliz and Shu Wen for the Famous Amos biscuits...thanks...and SORRY Ling that i shldnt ask you the qn ytd...and also SORRY everyone...

be true to urself
8:44 AM

Friday, June 17, 2005
wed jus came back from Malaysia...then ytd needed to go CO...so tired...dunno why...at Genting still okie la...saw Xin Rui twice...and saw my pri sch friend, Hui Hong once...then saw a gal who look alike like my godsis, Cassandra...then i thought that the person was her but dun think so cos her mother was there...then notice that she was not her...then at Genting there play arcade that time got some guys 'di siao' wan...got 1 guy quite good and quite nice looking sia...he helped me wif the game but when i play finish already, he was gone...haix...now my heart also very complicated...i dunno whether still have any feelings for *him* anot...what if i say that i nv like him? i dunno what happen to me...now my heart dun haf any feelings at all for anyone...i cant feel it...y? am i too heartless...but when we come back, i cried...cos of my parents...my dad said that he will buy lesser TOTO, 4D and shares...but that's all lies...after he said finish, he immediately called his cousin to help him buy the shares cos his cousin is working at the shares there...then still called his good friend to buy 4D for him...speechless...then my mum 'gin' at me when at the custom there cos she asked me to cut other ppl's q...but then why so kiasu and it's not good to cut other ppl's q...dunno why lei...i sumtimes also cut other ppl's q but that day think differently...haix...then CO also not many ppl go wad...then today got LCCI...so boring and got so many qns to do...die liao...then later still got to go for theory lesson...then surely got homework to do wan...tml still got organ lesson then still haven practice...liao le la...so many things to do...

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2:44 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005
ytd use computer for a while then suddenly shut down...haix...really spoil liao...and i was still frustrated cos of some probs...haix...i cant contorl my anger...and btw, i'm truly sry everyone...i made everyone hate me and made you all sad...you see...i'm not a good gal...not obedient, not filial, stupid, useless, dont care abt other ppl's thoughts...not a human at all...cant even compare wif a pig...then todae went to Genting...sian...but at least still better than the past...but not as happy as wad i expected...my dad still got play bowling, arcade and archery wif us and walk walk lor...but my mother and my aunt and my dad's employee go gamble...sick...my mother says she headache then still got and gamble...then now, all alone using com and i was quite hapi yet sad jus now...the younger kids still playing the com wad then a guy help me to ask them whether is that com theirs...then they went away liao...btw...thanks...i'm hapi cos of this but sad cos of this also...i think i shld not elaborate more as i may be more sad...tml going KL bah...sian lei...btw, SORRY Hui Ying, Eliz, Shu Wen, Ling Ling, Shi Hua, and every single soul in the universe...i such a...forget it...or else later i need to run away from ppl again...haha...i think only Shi Hua and/or Shu Wen shld noe bah...but really SORRY!!!

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10:38 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005
so bored...ytd helped my mum from 8am to 7pm...then very tired...todae only helped from 8am to 12:30pm...then a few days b4 i got went and help and i was shocked that my dad increase my pay again...since abt pri 5 help till now...increase my pay for the 3rd time...but not much...then he keep on asking me wan to book chalet anot...but i dunno wad's the name...stupid man...i went b4 but forgot...quite ex wan...then i was pissed off todae...my aunt and my brothers...my aunt always snatch away my job...like my grandmother...then my brothers...always so sickening wan...always act infront of my parents and other ppl then at their back act bad...sumtimes really good but most of the times are bad...i dunno how i'm feeling now...my feelings are all mixed up...then thursday got CO wad...i 10am then reach there...i actually dun wan to go wan...then go lor...then reach there Siti got call my name la...but i was feeling quite angry so i didnt reply her...then i cant find my Er Hu in the store room wad then i got even frustrated...then took the music stand liao stand outside the music room dun wan to go in...cos I feel that I'm like transparent to them...then went in liao found my Er Hu cos the Sec 1 guy took it...then they learn new song liao...i dunno wad so i see and hear how they play then follow them play lor...since i'm the world's stupiest, idoiticest, ugliest, failurest and slackiest person...i shall grant vanish from this world...some ppl lie to me that i haf a bright future ahead..but it's not true...

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1:42 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005
todae went to LCCI then after that went out wif Shu Wen and ling...actually i went to Shu wen's house 1st then we too bored den go out...went bowling...i slack or should i say that is i'm so stupid...only got 77...haix...slack...then went to eat dinner...then went walk a while then go home...dunno whether isit sad or hapi...then reach home...mum and dad haven come home...then watch tv and do poa...after that stare into space...dun wan to do poa le...no mood to do...

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11:23 PM

few days didnt write blog le...2 days ago went oout wif Shu Wen and Eliz...then saw a yellow Lamborghini Murcielago...cool man...1st time in my life for almost 15 years that i saw one...i wan it...or a Ferrari Enzo...but too bad...no chance...then todae went LCCI again...so boring...but next Wed not going cos in Malaysia...i hope that the trip to Malaysia would be fun...cos my dad's friends are going wif their children but only 1 or 2 are girls bah...then others are guys...then abt my age...hope to make friends wif them or else i will be lonely at there again...haix...cos my aunt also going then she surely stick wif my mum wan lor...then actually todae going to meet Estelle wan but change date le...then ytd Qian Hui sms me whether wan to go for a talk on Sat but actually dunno they 2 much...but hope to meet up they 2 to noe more abt each other cos i wan to make more friends...but say until make friends ar...my grandmother's birthday coming then maybe Calvin korkor and his girlfriend, Wendy got go...and i hope that they go...btw...Calvin is also known as Wen Loong...my cousin which i had a crush on him last time but now not...Susanne jie, can meet you up and you must go to my birthday chalet ok? as well as, Cassandra meimei, Calvin korkor and Wendy jiejie ok?

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1:57 PM

todae mood swing or should i say is almost everyday

2005-06-30T18:48:00.000+08:00

Thursday, June 30, 2005
todae mood swing or should i say is almost everyday...todae take Shu Yun's father car to sch...actually dun feel like taking cos she hates me to the core but Shu Wen they all say nvm then forget it...then sumthing make me angry and agitated...Mr David Tan asked me which instrument i play then i told him organ then he go liao...then he asked Qi You then he says he play piano then Mr Tan asked him to prepare a song for solo performance...then i feel that maybe cos i'm stupid or he bias or he look down on ppl who plays organ...maybe he look down on ppl who play the organ cos organ is easier to play than piano...you see, so stupid rite...haha...then i dunno wad to say le...feel like chatting wif sumone but...forget it...maybe cos of this thing, i may give up the MEP bah...i dunno...then maybe Jaryl calling tml...but i dunno wad to say...
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6:48 PM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
haix...since sch reopen, i'm so happi...cos of too many things...i think i cant make it for 'O' levels...i dunno anything for studies...haha...todae also very ecstatic...then todae got photo taking for CO...then heard that we are gonna perform wif Ngee Ann primary for the Hong Kong ppl...then if we do well, we maybe can go Hong Kong next year...haha...but jus now ask my dad abt the trip to England then he angry liao...i wonder wat is in his mind...then i think i 'O' levels finish liao either go poly or immediately go overseas study...but i'm so stupid how to go overseas study...i dun think my dad and mum will pay for me lor...btw jus now Jaryl called...but quite sad...then i'm now so confused...then my parents haven even tell me how abt the organ thing or i think they didnt think of it...then my cousins win liao lor...all lie to me...then Calvin korkor and Cheryl jiejie also dun wanna talk to me...so disappointed...work liao like this lor...got girlfriend liao like this lor...live in a private house le like this lor...my dad didnt keep his promise too...still buy 4D...i hate it to the core...i feel like giving up the wish that he wanted me to fufill for him...but all of them are like that...i promise and try to fulfill wad they wan but they didnt keep it...i haf realised many things since sch reopen...esp that i'm getting more stupid...then still got some that make me angry...shall i say? then tml is the opening of DreamCars Asia motorshow 2005...i'm gonna go man...last year's was quite cool...but this year has more cars that like...but i tml no time, friday no time, sat also then must sun go lor...but...haix forget it...
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10:56 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
todae woke up at 8plus...then skip breakfast...do poa and eng...then do finish poa at 12pm then wash living room de fan...then cook lunch...instant noodles again...then sweep floor and watch tv...after that do eng again then parents come bak...then we went to Suntec city...shop shop wif my aunt and her friends...then bought some stuffs but cost my dad $200 plus...but if i buy a digital camera then even worse...i had been eying on it for quite a long time...one of my dream was to become a photograher...but now i'm eying to be a chemist or an optometrist or psychologist or nephrologist...haix...so greedy rite...lol...sian...then tml would be a better day if it doesnt rain cos i'm gonna go sumwhere where there's sumthing i like it man...car freak...
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9:31 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
ytd go watch Initial D wif Shi Hua, Eliz, Ling and Shu Wen...the show okie la...quite funny...but too bad i dun quite like the cars...but ytd after the show, Shi Hua and I kept on looking out for sports cars on the road...we went to Bugis after the show at arnd 6plus...then after going Bugis street, we walk to Bugis junction then we saw 2 Hyundai Tuscani...haha...but seen quite often in Singapore...then at 1st i always see this car but i dunno wad brand it was...then ytd still dunno wad brand but i remembered that i saw that in a car magazine...but i haf no confidence in myself...haix...i'm so stupid...cant remember which model is which...do research and look magazine also useless wan...no money cant but also useless wan...cos i stupid wad...ppl look at it 1 glance will noe wad car it is but me must stare at it for so long then noe...so stupid...haha...then we went to walk walk in Bugis...then after that went to Esplanade...my sickening brother kept on asking where i was...then wad time i go home...dunno why eveytime must ans his ans and give him the specific place and time...then went to the seaside there then got sumone's birthday...then there got lightsticks written "HAPPY BITRHDAY!" wif her name and then still got cake...haix...say until birthday ar...i'm still confused over the chalet thing...then i stare at the sea...thinking of all my problems...almost cried out but didnt la...then Shi Hua wan to take photo wad then i dun wan cos i'm so damn ugly and no mood...actually i'm the one who talk the most ytd...i guess...but until that time, all of us became moody cos of me bah...haix...everytime cos of me...at 1st is Shi Hua sad sad wan, then is Eliz then is me...haix...actually i tried to be HAPPY all day to break my record but i cant...but nvm...todae dunno wad's gonna happen cos ytd reach home at abt nearly 10pm then my parents and elder brother angry but this is not my latest time to get home wad...then i ytd at home cried lor...but no one noes...haha...btw, Thank You Eliz and Shu Wen for the Famous Amos biscuits...thanks...and SORRY Ling that i shldnt ask you the qn ytd...and also SORRY everyone...
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8:44 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
wed jus came back from Malaysia...then ytd needed to go CO...so tired...dunno why...at Genting still okie la...saw Xin Rui twice...and saw my pri sch friend, Hui Hong once...then saw a gal who look alike like my godsis, Cassandra...then i thought that the person was her but dun think so cos her mother was there...then notice that she was not her...then at Genting there play arcade that time got some guys 'di siao' wan...got 1 guy quite good and quite nice looking sia...he helped me wif the game but when i play finish already, he was gone...haix...now my heart also very complicated...i dunno whether still have any feelings for *him* anot...what if i say that i nv like him? i dunno what happen to me...now my heart dun haf any feelings at all for anyone...i cant feel it...y? am i too heartless...but when we come back, i cried...cos of my parents...my dad said that he will buy lesser TOTO, 4D and shares...but that's all lies...after he said finish, he immediately called his cousin to help him buy the shares cos his cousin is working at the shares there...then still called his good friend to buy 4D for him...speechless...then my mum 'gin' at me when at the custom there cos she asked me to cut other ppl's q...but then why so kiasu and it's not good to cut other ppl's q...dunno why lei...i sumtimes also cut other ppl's q but that day think differently...haix...then CO also not many ppl go wad...then today got LCCI...so boring and got so many qns to do...die liao...then later still got to go for theory lesson...then surely got homework to do wan...tml still got organ lesson then still haven practice...liao le la...so many things to do...
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2:44 PM
Monday, June 13, 2005
ytd use computer for a while then suddenly shut down...haix...really spoil liao...and i was still frustrated cos of some probs...haix...i cant contorl my anger...and btw, i'm truly sry everyone...i made everyone hate me and made you all sad...you see...i'm not a good gal...not obedient, not filial, stupid, useless, dont care abt other ppl's thoughts...not a human at all...cant even compare wif a pig...then todae went to Genting...sian...but at least still better than the past...but not as happy as wad i expected...my dad still got play bowling, arcade and archery wif us and walk walk lor...but my mother and my aunt and my dad's employee go gamble...sick...my mother says she headache then still got and gamble...then now, all alone using com and i was quite hapi yet sad jus now...the younger kids still playing the com wad then a guy help me to ask them whether is that com theirs...then they went away liao...btw...thanks...i'm hapi cos of this but sad cos of this also...i think i shld not elaborate more as i may be more sad...tml going KL bah...sian lei...btw, SORRY Hui Ying, Eliz, Shu Wen, Ling Ling, Shi Hua, and every single soul in the universe...i such a...forget it...or else later i need to run away from ppl again...haha...i think only Shi Hua and/or Shu Wen shld noe bah...but really SORRY!!!
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10:38 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
so bored...ytd helped my mum from 8am to 7pm...then very tired...todae only helped from 8am to 12:30pm...then a few days b4 i got went and help and i was shocked that my dad increase my pay again...since abt pri 5 help till now...increase my pay for the 3rd time...but not much...then he keep on asking me wan to book chalet anot...but i dunno wad's the name...stupid man...i went b4 but forgot...quite ex wan...then i was pissed off todae...my aunt and my brothers...my aunt always snatch away my job...like my grandmother...then my brothers...always so sickening wan...always act infront of my parents and other ppl then at their back act bad...sumtimes really good but most of the times are bad...i dunno how i'm feeling now...my feelings are all mixed up...then thursday got CO wad...i 10am then reach there...i actually dun wan to go wan...then go lor...then reach there Siti got call my name la...but i was feeling quite angry so i didnt reply her...then i cant find my Er Hu in the store room wad then i got even frustrated...then took the music stand liao stand outside the music room dun wan to go in...cos I feel that I'm like transparent to them...then went in liao found my Er Hu cos the Sec 1 guy took it...then they learn new song liao...i dunno wad so i see and hear how they play then follow them play lor...since i'm the world's stupiest, idoiticest, ugliest, failurest and slackiest person...i shall grant vanish from this world...some ppl lie to me that i haf a bright future ahead..but it's not true...
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1:42 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
todae went to LCCI then after that went out wif Shu Wen and ling...actually i went to Shu wen's house 1st then we too bored den go out...went bowling...i slack or should i say that is i'm so stupid...only got 77...haix...slack...then went to eat dinner...then went walk a while then go home...dunno whether isit sad or hapi...then reach home...mum and dad haven come home...then watch tv and do poa...after that stare into space...dun wan to do poa le...no mood to do...
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11:23 PM
few days didnt write blog le...2 days ago went oout wif Shu Wen and Eliz...then saw a yellow Lamborghini Murcielago...cool man...1st time in my life for almost 15 years that i saw one...i wan it...or a Ferrari Enzo...but too bad...no chance...then todae went LCCI again...so boring...but next Wed not going cos in Malaysia...i hope that the trip to Malaysia would be fun...cos my dad's friends are going wif their children but only 1 or 2 are girls bah...then others are guys...then abt my age...hope to make friends wif them or else i will be lonely at there again...haix...cos my aunt also going then she surely stick wif my mum wan lor...then actually todae going to meet Estelle wan but change date le...then ytd Qian Hui sms me whether wan to go for a talk on Sat but actually dunno they 2 much...but hope to meet up they 2 to noe more abt each other cos i wan to make more friends...but say until make friends ar...my grandmother's birthday coming then maybe Calvin korkor and his girlfriend, Wendy got go...and i hope that they go...btw...Calvin is also known as Wen Loong...my cousin which i had a crush on him last time but now not...Susanne jie, can meet you up and you must go to my birthday chalet ok? as well as, Cassandra meimei, Calvin korkor and Wendy jiejie ok?
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1:57 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
todae stay at home from morning till i go for organ lesson...arnd 1 plus, Shu Wen came...she eat aloe vera again...haha...then i doing theory hw but dunno how to do liao then dun do...or else if i continue, i will get insane and lose temper...then Shu Wen played PS2 then i play computer...but we take turns to play...then i chatted wif a gal called Estelle...12 years old...then she asked me whether i can be her godsister and she asked me can meet her anot then i say okie...she called me then at 1st i think she was like not that friendly but when she called, i think that she is quite friendly...we exchange phone nos...then i wonder wad's gonna happen when i meet her wif Shu Wen they all...but i really hope that i can make more new friends...then arnd 4plus went for organ and i knew that i was going to be late then took a cab but "lonbang" Shu Wen cos she going to library...then todae everyone played a song on the organ...i played the French song but in Jap style...but was quite hapi yet sad cos teacher asked me to practise more...haix...then on the way home, i took a MRT then while waiting, a gal abt my age look at me then laugh, then she told her parents and sister then they also laugh...then i took out my mirror see nth wrong wad...then actually i wanted to talk back wan then forget it...however, i'm still even thinking of the incident that happen in the lift...how can i forget this...then went home then reliased that i forget to buy Ah Seng present as he's gonna leave tml...sobx...then went to Orchard on my own...went to Heeren...nth nice...then while on the way to PS, saw Stefanie and Lilian...quite hapi cos at least still got 2 ppl smile to me...actually didnt notice wan is Stefanie noticed wan...then ytd also saw them in

todae went for LCCI

2005-05-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

Monday, May 30, 2005
todae went for LCCI in the morning...then was quite boring...and had to finish POA holiday hw cos this Fri must hand up one set...then jus now do the qns given then dunno how to do...failure...haha...dunno how to do...i'm so lousy...jus now got a teacher called up my home and asked my parents to go to sch on this Fri as a counsellor and the principlay wan to meet them...then the 2 of them asked me why did this happen...i dunno how to tell them...and not even one ans from their mouth is correct...so disappointed...they dun understand me and now i hate my father more...keep on asking me craps...then jus now i told him not to say craps on Fri then he speechless liao...i hope he better not say anything as wad he promised...if not i will stand up and bang at the table on Fri...how i wish i can dun go for any counselling...i'm perfectly fine...i can laugh like mad...y go for counselling for wad...there are more ppl who needs counselling...then jus now cry...cant play my pieces well...disappointed...i slack in everything...
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10:44 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
todae woke up at 10plus...den Shu Wen came to my house arnd 1plus...she brought instant noddles from her house and gave me...thanks...den i cook and she play PS2...tricky time again...we tried a lot of times for the tricks but cant lei...then todae sort of lucky cos we needed to pluck the wires to the tv then i plucked wrongly then no sound...but after trying, can liao...lol...then i unlock some tricks and Shu Wen not "shuang" liao cos she tried so many times cant then i one time can liao...bhb...then we go to national library to return books...i owe one of the books 3 weeks after date due...costs me almost $3...then we go IKEA then go Plaza Sing...very frustrated when we went to Plaza Sing...i accidentally hit a gal...abt my same age...then she told her 2 other friends...then they started saying abt Armani Exchange is a branded stuff and think that it is bought from "pasa malam"...then that time we were in a lift wad then i look arnd only i'm wearing Armani Exchange de shirt...then i was damn flare up...i only accidentally hit her wad...then she also didnt look her way...then i actually wanted to talk bak wan lor...then forget it...but it hurts my heart lor...how can they say like this...but nv did i noe...after we went to Yamaha, we went to the arcade and we saw them again but i think that they didnt saw us bah...then we walk walk then went to take a bus bak home...reach home...sick man...my dad was so irritating...get more hatred abt him...keep on asking Shu Wen stuffs in the afternoon and when i reach home, keep on asking me things...then when i play games also disturb me...always like this wan...when i do hw also disturb me...like my younger brother...so kpo and irritating...i also wan to haf some privacy and freedom...and always act smart...tell him the things liao then he still dun get it after millions of times...and still wan face cos he in the afternoon says that he's jus jk when he said abt the $500 thing and abt the stress all these...

went for the music

2005-03-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

ytd went for the music elective program at ACSi then i made 3 new friends...one is called Kelly, the other is Li Choo and one is Meng Yi...Kelly and Li Choo are from SCGS and they are friendly...they always say "Hello!" when they see me then also wave to me...then i knew Meng Yi when we were having a short break...actually all of them are quite friendly and when i reach the sch, a guy will always say "Hello!" to me then i say "Hi!" back to him...but i forgotten his name...liao...however, i was depressed when i dunno how to do the harmonic test...i only got Grade 2-3 standard lei...that one Grade 5 lor...then see 1st la...if i can get at least 8 marks then okie la but still fail...if i get 0, then can say goodbye to this subject liao...and the NIE teacher is very much like the NIE teacher, Mr Lee...he is also another CC but better than Mr Lee a bit only la...his attitude also the same as Mr Lee...hopeless...when he took over the lesson since last week, i will fall alsleep in his class...then todae Mr Lee gave back our A maths test then i was dejected by it...i did not do well for it...and cos of some carelessness...disappointed with myself...wei lu ar wei lu...another hopeless person...
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5:19 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
todae went for CO in the morning then very xian...everytime learn the "star sky" in chinese...then bo bian SYF coming...then Hui Ying and I are chosen to be incharge of the music pieces, music stands and the spare parts starting after the SYF...then I went home then go for A tuition...got a guy also same class for E maths come and join the A maths tuition...then miracle for me todae...i didnt fall alsleep in my A maths tuition...hahaha...However,what made me triste was that Leslie didnt reply me and i was called to play on the teacher's Electone then i noe i die liao cos that piece was one of my lousiest wan...then i was being laughed at when i did badly by that idotic guy...and i didnt perform well todae...i did quite badly in all the other pieces except Tsunami dunno why...i cant catch up the speed for the Love Affair that i was being laughed at...though i dunno how old he is, i heard him said that he is going to Japan after his 'O' levels then ic he is in Sec 4 or 5 this year bah...wa lao...i think the others also older than me lor...still laugh at me...maybe that was my retribution...i think my close friends are gonna be sick of me saying over and over that wad happen to me are all my retribution...then i'm mad abt Electone liao..ytd still dreaming in the word of Electone...i dreamt that i wanna buy a model of the Electone that i like am in love wif it...though it is not as good as some other that costs more, it looks cool and has even better functions that wad i have...however, it is quite ex...then i went to Tiong to meet Siti, Shi Hua, Yee May, and a junior from CO...then we went to the arcade play, then i met a gal, she was strange...she asked me am i from Outram Sec and which level i'm in...then she was quite familiar too...then we go eat...then go walk walk then go home...
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9:51 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
ytd, he didnt went to sch then was like was he sick? then todae i think he also didnt go cos i didnt see him...then tml maybe going out bah...Shu Wen says wan to come my house...then todae quite sad...almost fed up...Shi Hua, Hui Ying and i were eating then i was telling them that i'm stressed after Shi Hua told me that she heard Shu Wen's recording on her piano then was like very expert...then i didnt talk to Shi Hua and Hui Ying for a while cos they like didnt wan to hear wad i wan to talk...you see, Shu Wen so pro...stress...Sat and Mon gonna be a stress day again cos the others are so pro unlike me...in the 'O' level music wan, almost all of them are pianist and one bassonist, one violinist, and only me playing the electone...then they all got at least grade 5 or 6 standard lor...then in Yamaha, the others can play the songs better than i do...my academics are lack also...so lousy...today going home that time, a person wanted me to do a favour for her then when i wanted to help her, then she says she asked others to help her...then i was like wad had i done wrongly? i wanted to help ppl and make them happy but they rejected me cos they think i'm a slacker...i cant do well in anything...melancholy...
be true to urself
7:05 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
todae during reading i started to fall alsleep liao...the night b4 ytd 3am then sleep then ytd 11 sumthing then sleep...then when we are in maths lesson, i almost fell alsleep but the Mr Lee always noticing all of us then how to sleep...then after recess got 3 periods of Eng then i really fell alsleep...i cant take it then still do comprehension some more...then after sch got eng remedial then Regan sit behind me wad then he says "Long time no see" in Chinese...then he still says "Why ppl call you predator?" also in Chinese then he says "Ok Ok dun make fun of it"...then he borrow stapler from me wad then he wan 2 return that time he keep on dun wad to let me take...then i wish that Eliz was here but Eliz was siting quite far away...then he still keep on saying "Mrs Cheong"...then when we were doing the last qn, i said the word 'gradually' cos Mr Teo wan the other word for slowly wad then Regan says "Wo! Leslie is an Eng pro and you are also an Eng pro" but too bad i arent...then why am i called to go for remedial...Mr Teo said well done wad then got a gal from 3/8 says "chey"...but 4get it...i wan 2 study hard now...Mr Teo praise me for speaking up in class and says must learn to be more spoken in class...then i'm very scared now cos last time Ms Lim, praise me to keep up the good effort, i fail the maths like siao...then this time am i gonna fail my Eng like siao too?
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5:43 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
todae in sch during Chinese lesson, cos Mdm Tan didnt come, then the chairman asked us to write "Si Han" abt your friend who is addicted to his CCA and he neglected his studies...then the friend's name you are writing to is called "Chen Wen Jie" then Shu Wen, Boon Hwee, and the other ppl says "Ay, Wen Jie lei..." then i shy away...then after sch, i found out that there are many ppl around me are good to me that i didnt know...i saw Kendrick Soong then he says "Ay Wei Lu lei...Bye Bye!" then Qi You asked me qns then cos i go to the same sch wif him for the 'O' level music wad then we go together lor...then we reach there then got a guy from Kent Ridge says "Hello!" to me then i also say "Hi" to him...then got relief teacher for the next 5 weeks...the teacher's lesson is boring man...then when listening to the 2nd piece of music by Beethoven, i fell alsleep...but wad was great is that there is early dismissal at 4pm then very sick wan is that the test has been postpone again and postponed for 3-4 times liao...but if the test nv postpone and Ms Ng is not busy, then i will not see him liao...this continues below...then i thought of going to Tiong to buy something for the RIFA project...but little did i noe, Leslie they all were there...when i went into the popular, i only saw Yvonne and Jacqueline...then i saw Leslie, Marpig, Regan and Jun Hong...i was shocked man...then Hui Ying came to my house...while we were waiting for the bus, the 4 of them went out of Tiong de entrance that is opp the bus stop then Marpig they all make fun of Leslie...then they came across then Leslie, Regan and Jun Hong went to 7 eleven to buy thing then Marpig went home...then jus now E maths tuition i almost knockdown...haha....
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11:20 PM
ytd, Shi Hua and Ling came to my house...Ling used the computer to do the ask n learn then shi Hua and I were playing PS2...when Ling is done, she played the PS2 then Shi Hua and I do our project...we did for abt 3 hours then we tried to print...but when printed out, the pic is blur then my elder brother suggested us to change...then he use the computer...but nv did I know, when I went to use, he had closed the powerpoint then I was really angry...he didnt even save...I cant find the file...then I had to redo all over again...do like siao...very difficult to fnd the pics that we wanted...I todae later still got 3 test lei...Social Studies, A maths and the music wan...i think i'm gonna fall alsleep...after sch must go for the music wan then go home then 8plus still got E maths tuition...if i fall alsleep and caught, I'm gonna make my brother die...
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1:09 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
ytd Shi Hua, Shu Wen and Ling Ling came to my house...i reach home at abt 8:15am then i on the computer online a while then go and bath...after that i went to play my organ for abt 1 and a half hour...xian diao liao...then i nth to do watch TV also very xian...i feel like taking a nap but the weather damn hot then lazy to on air-con and i dun wan my elder brother to noe that i didnt sleep enough ytd or else he will tell my mum abt it...then at at nearly 2pm, Ling Ling came 1st then i thought Shu Wen says she was coming at abt 12 sumthing then i sms her she didnt reply...then we waited...then Ling went to play computer and me PS2...then Shi Hua came at abt 3plus then i ring up to Shu Wen then she says she was sleeping...after a while, she came then we played...Shi Hua, Shu Wen and me were playing and doing project at the same time...haha...but we played more then we do...then while we were playing the PS2 and doing project, Ling was doing her maths online assignment...we played until 8pm then they went home...i was kinda sleepy but this i enjoyed this holiday de Fri & Sat but maybe not on Fri
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10:22 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
ytd we went for 2/6 2004 class outing...some of us watched the movie named "Son Of The Mask" b4 going for the BBQ at Victoria's house...but too bad, *he* didnt watch...after that, we went to Victoria's house...most of the girls didnt go...we all only had bee hoon, chicken wings, sausages and satays to eat...after eating, we went to her house's downstairs de so called garden and played using basketball, netball and some boys played soccer...some even played the scooter and bicycle...we were not tired of shooting the balls but tired of picking them up as we always accidentally threw it into the drain that is quite deep...we all went back to have a drink and chatted...but sad sia cos Leslie lor...he took photo of Mei Yee and he still says that he wan her front view...haix...then Victoria's mother does not allow the boys to stay overnight then they had to go but where to go, 12 midnight liao...todae morning, they had to go to Habourfront to sit and wait but they played and buy food and drinks in Cheers...they said that they were nearly caught by the police cos if a group of people are found to be outside at such a late hour, it will be considered as illegal gathering...poor thing...then they also quite caring cos they still asked us not to go out cos later get caught by police...then feel quite happy...then we gals cant go out as Vic's mother does not allow only after the guys have come back downstairs then we went down to chat wif them...after a while, we all went to Habourfront de Cheers to buy drinks and food...however, worse come to worse, a security guard suspect us of sumthing and he called the police if i'm not wrong...then there was a cleaner, he kept on looking at us for dunno wad reason but i think that he wans to keep an eye and rem some of our faces bah...then we quickly went back to Vic's house but along the way, we stopped and see of the guy is still staring at us and we noticed a few of the people wearing blue uniform but not sure if they are the police anot...and we thought that it was the police, so we ran up fast and we gals hid for the time being at Vic's house while the guys hid outside Vic's house...we kept very quiet and we heard that a Taxi was coming up but there wasnt any passenger in it...we kept on thinking that it was someone who was looking out for us...then some of us slept and the others chatted...till this morning abt 6:30am, we all went back home...i wonder why isit that there is always a problem that occur whenever we haf a class outing...we met a group of gangsters last year and this year, we were almost caught by the police...
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today i went for CO

2005-02-27T13:08:00.000+08:00

today i went for CO, then go for A maths tuition, then after that went to organ lesson in Clementi de Yamaha...phew! luckily today is not my turn to play on the teacher's electone and is the other guy...all the rest of the class had played Tsunami liao except me...so i will be playing next week...and the guy who played jus now sabo me to play next week...but another guy said "only noe how to sabo ppl!" then forget it...play then play...i feel like playing another song but i like all of them...all jap songs..."Love Affair", "Tsunami", "Part of that world" then still got others and i like one song but dunno how to read cos in jap words...i am trying to learn jap too...i wanna go Europe, Japan and Australia...i feel that i have many good friends whether they are close or not close to me...or whether they are guy or gal...

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9:08 PM

Y? I jus dun understand...i am stupid, annoying, selfish, talkative, show off, ugly like mud and etc...i will nv 4get things that occur on me greatly when in secondary sch days esp...Sec 1, i still remembered that i dunno how to do such an easy Maths qn and the other students noe...i cried cos someone said that "such an easy qn also dunno how to do" and i went on crying...i proved to myself and others that i can but i haf lost the confidence...lost it cos of my emotions and things that happened to me greatly...everytime i laugh, it doesnt mean that i'm that happy but sad...ppl say things abt me i take it to heart cos i take things quite seriously esp wad ppl say...

i wan to say sry to all of my friends, teachers, and other ppl as an apology on wad i haf done wrongly...though i'm still despondent every now and then...i felt as if i'm under depreesion...you see, this is my time table:

Mon:
morning-sch
afternoon-'O' level music
night-homework and tuition

Tues:
morning-sch
afternoon-remedial
night-homework

Wed:
morning-sch
afternoon-CCA
night-homework

Thurs:
morning-sch
afternoon-CCA
night-homework and sumtimes tuition

Fri:
morning-sch
afternoon-music(theory)
night-homework

Sat:
morning-CCA
afternoon-tuition then after that got music lesson(practical & theory)
night-homework or leisure

Sun:
morning-homework or help my dad
afternoon-tuition or outside of house
night-homework or leisure

I feel like giving up my 'O' Level music cos quite stress that other student in the course have at least Grade 5 theory and practical but me ner...i only now then study Grade 2 theory then my practical is only Yamaha grade lor...Grade 7 now learning Grade 6 then...y i so stupid...then feel like under depression...everyday seems to be a sad day for me...not as cheerful as ever...

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3:38 PM

when i was going to help my mum

2004-11-28T14:49:00.001+08:00

Sunday, November 28, 2004
today morning, when i was going to help my mum at Tiong Bahru Market, i think that it was unlucky cos when i was on my way on the bus, then when reaching Tiong BahruPlaza, the bus breakdown but at least still got one complimentary bus ticket la...when i reach Tiong's Mac to buy a hamburger for my grandmother, i saw Regan, Jun Hong, Mayson, Patrick and Zhi Han...luckily they didn't see me...when i reach my mum's stall not long, saw them again...i think they are going to Tiong Bahru CC and play b.ball bah...i met a guy next year Sec 4 studying pure science....he's suai and cute man...he's my Dad's friend's so called adopted child...his parents died when he was very young...he got one elder brother...his mother was my Dad's friend's sister, so my Dad's friend was his uncle...i heard from my mum that a lot of girls from other schs called to his sch and asked abt him...too bad i no chance haha...joking...
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2004-10-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

Friday, October 22, 2004

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10:51 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
today, Shu Wen, Elizabeth, Hui Ying & Ling Ling came 2 my house and play again...Shu Wen was sick but she still played CS...Eliz listened 2 to MP3...Hui Ying & i took photos and we also sang songs then Eliz recorded down on the hp...Ling always come 2 my house and sleep...no wonder she is called "xiao zhu" hehex...we bought instant noodles 1st then came 2 my house & eat...we also chatted...
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9:07 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Today, Shu Wen, Ling Ling, Shi Hua and Eliz came 2 my house. I felt happy cos I'm alone at home if they were not in my house.They played CS, PS2, MP3 and we all ate and drank our favouriteess...aloe vera wif grapes, coconut drink and ate biscuits and instant noodles...the last 2 times they came 2 my house is on the day before the Maths and Science End of Year 2004 paper...we also took photos and had a great time even though the next day is our important exam hehex...Eliz played wif SS(my sheep)shhhh......after they come to my house until 3:45pm, we went 2 play b.ball wif gah yan...my shooting deproved liao haix...actually can shoot better but dunno why?then shu wen shoot the ball then hit my head...very pain...but this time i didn't cry...braver than before le but now if touch it a little pain like got blue black...tml going to play bowling hehex...
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9:03 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004

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10:52 AM

today morning

2004-03-07T02:06:00.000+08:00

today morning, when i was going to help my mum at Tiong Bahru Market, i think that it was unlucky cos when i was on my way on the bus, then when reaching Tiong Bahru
Plaza, the bus breakdown but at least still got one complimentary bus ticket la...when i reach Tiong's Mac to buy a hamburger for my grandmother, i saw Regan, Jun Hong, Mayson, Patrick and Zhi Han...luckily they didn't see me...when i reach my mum's stall not long, saw them again...i think they are going to Tiong Bahru CC and play b.ball bah...

i met a guy next year Sec 4 studying pure science....he's suai and cute man...he's my Dad's friend's so called adopted child...his parents died when he was very young...he got one elder brother...his mother was my Dad's friend's sister, so my Dad's friend was his uncle...i heard from my mum that a lot of girls from other schs called to his sch and asked abt him...too bad i no chance haha...joking...

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2:49 PM

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